Self Destruction is such a pretty little thing...

Don't you get it? no one gets it. why can't you understand? Why can't I be loved like a normal person?

[thvnderfox-blog]

[slippingintoacomabored-blog]

traumacomplex:

no but imagine the tally marks turning black if their love is requited.

and then imagine the tally marks becoming a scar when the one they love dies.

[pretendersrpa]

Imagine someone with no tally marks meeting someone with 50 tally marks

[tuckedshirts]

Imagine someone with no tally marks starting to like someone with all tally marks scarred 

[grokwrites-deactivated20150612]

imagine aromantics with no tally marks laughing at this tally mark bullshit system

imagine someone afraid of being in love suddenly getting a tally mark

imagine someone married with a single nice black tally mark has a new one just appear

imagine someone with a single scarred mark that refuses to love again gets a new mark and it’s black

imagine someone who falls in love too easily having a lot of marks

imagine nurses at old people homes taking care of people with scarred marks, black marks, and no marks

[thickskinnelasticheart-blog]

That’s exactly what he is, and Sascha knows that Riley knows it, so he doesn’t bother to say it out loud.  Besides, that isn’t what Riley needs right now.  He goes from defensive to sad, and Sascha reaches over, runs the back backs of his fingers gently over Riley’s cheek.

"The world hates us, dorogoy.”

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

"But we have each other and that's all that matters."

Riley sighed sadly, turning his head slightly so that he could press a soft kiss to the others fingers. "I don't know how I would have done this without you, Sascha. You make me feel like I'm never truly alone." He smiled softly, taking the others hand in his own.

[beautiifuldarkncss-archived-dea]

A growl escaped her lips at his words and her eyes darkened. She had trouble with her temper, and whenever she was angry, a ring of fire would usually surround the person who had offended her. It was one of the things that happened when you’re an elemental like her. “Please,” she scoffed, her eyes still dark. “You wish you were better than everyone else. You’re nothing more than a pathetic pureblood who is so desperate for attention that you have to bully others. Oh, and let’s not forget; a spoiled rich brat who buys his way into the Quidditch team. How low can a Malfoy get?”

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

"Oh look at you being so original." Malfoy scoffed, shaking his head some. "How about you go away and come back when you have some kind of original comeback in that brain of yours - though I get that intelligent thoughts are hard for you." He drawled before pushing his way past her. "Do us all a favour and go back to your parents. Oh wait, you don't have any of those do you? Damn, poor little orphan. I'm sure you get plenty enough hand-me-downs through the Weasley's though, right?"

[thickskinnelasticheart-blog]

"No," says Sascha simply.  "He doesn’t deserve shit.  If he has a problem with who you are then that’s his problem.  It’s not your responsibility to help him work through his internalized transmisogynistic bullshit.”

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

"He's not--, that's not what he is." Riley attempted to defend the typical straight, cis male that he'd decieved but he knew Sascha was right. That boy had cared about nothing but getting laid by a girl, and as soon as he'd realised who Riley really was he'd fucked off. "Why do they all get so disgusted? Why do we always get shit on?"

[beautiifuldarkncss-archived-dea]

She rolled her eyes, used to this behaviour, especially him of all people. But, nevertheless, dropped her hand. Kat smirked. “Oh I understand, your Highness," she said, her voice dripping with sarcasm. "But that doesn’t mean I’ll stop. And I’m the one who’s self-righteous?" Her green eyes glared at his face. "Look who’s talking, Mr. I-Am-Better-Than-Everybody-Because-My-Father-Is-School-Govenor."

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

"Go fuck yourself, half-blood." Draco felt like his blood was literally going to burn through his ghostly white skin from just being near the girl. "I am better than everyone else, sweetheart... And they all know it. It only seems to be you that's deluded. Were you hexed or something? Because you know, they can sort that right out for you at St. Mungos. Thatis where you belong after all."

[thickskinnelasticheart-blog]

"But why talk to him about when you could just ignore his existence for the rest of time?" Sascha crosses his arms, frowning.  All right, so maybe there are better ways to deal with this, but ‘bitchy and protective’ is sort of Sascha’s default setting when it comes to people he gives a shit about.  "Especially if he’s going to be all shitty about it."

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

"Because he deserves an explanation. I led him to believe that he was going to be fucking a girl that night, I led him to believe that I had the 'female anatomy' when I clearly have a dick. How was he to know what I class myself as? He deserves an explanation, right?"

[erasedfromhistory777]

Reblog if you're 18+ And Smut RP is ok

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

gryffindorprincxss

"Get your filthy self-righteous hands off of me, Gryffindor." Draco growled, pulling his arm away. "You never touch me, not ever. Do you understand?" The Slytherin couldn't stand most Gryffindor's, but this red-headed girl got under his skin more than most for reasons he didn't even know himself. She made his blood boil.

[thickskinnelasticheart-blog]

"It’s not judging to tell someone they’re making a stupid decision," Sascha says, and shrugs his shoulders.

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

"A drunk mistake isn't a 'stupid decision' Sascha, it's a mistake." Riley sighed, running a hand through his hair. "He obviously thought I as a girl, I mean... I was wearing what they would class as my 'girl' clothes and heavy make up and you know, everything. I can't just not address it." He needed Sascha to understand - no one else had ever understood her state of gender neutralness, not fully.

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

trying to create a new account but tumblrs being an ass and not letting me edit the picture or anything -sobs-.

is this my punishment for disappearing 5ever?

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

... Please don't try and patronise me. I thought you were supposed to be all non-judging. This is judging.

[firedbeliefs-blog]

♞

”We can’t invite her. Mother hates her.”

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

"Well I don't care what mother wants. She's my friend and she can come if I want her too and if she wants too!"

[inboxideas]

Send a ✺ for my muse's reaction to yours hitting mine out of anger

[thepixieofthearpeggio]

send a ♞ to my inbox

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

and i’ll generate a random sentence from this generator for my muse to say to yours.

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

So... I'm back after an unplanned hiatus. Wow things got crazy there for a while. Um, my activity chart bar thing is literally non-existence so new threads anyone? or if you're attached to the one we had going, lemme know how to find it? Or you know, like for a starter people.

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

I feel like a really shitty rp'er rn bc whenever I go to do replies in the little time I have between work I either don't have muse, am too tired or my internet is fucking up. I'll try and get them all done tomorrow but rn I have to be at work in 7/8 hours so bed time for me.

[sxnsetsloane-blog]

You don't get to choose between trick or treat, I only give out tricks.