I used to be a sergeant.

indie semi - selective Winter Soldier / James "Bucky" Barnes RP blog.

[brokencharcoal]

[captainhandsomes]

Can’t touch the stars, can’t make them shine, but you know I’ll try.

[billycaplans]

bucky barnes in captain america and bucky 621 & 622

[mybuckymybuddy-deactivated20200]

What was the most challenging side of the movie?

+ the proof  😉

[leneemusing]

misc sentence starters

“  i wish i knew how to talk about it.  ”   “  you don’t have to talk, we can just sit together.  ”   “  i don’t want to be alone anymore.  ”   “  i wish i could hate you.  ”  “  take a seat, we’re gonna be here a while.  ” “  i need you to trust me.  ”   “  i missed/miss you.  ”   “  she/he won’t listen to me.  ” “  let me do this for you. please.  ”   “  is there anything else you want to say to me?  ” “  tell me something happy.  ”   “  promise me.  ” “  i just want/wanted to help.  ”   “  let me explain.  ” “  i didn’t/don’t need you to understand, i just wanted/want you to support me.  ”   “  i’m on your side.  ” “  i’ve got your back, okay? ” “  please, tell me you have a plan.  ” “  stay with me tonight.  ” “  don’t go. please.  ”   “  i’ve been alone for so long i’m afraid i don’t know what it’s like not to be.  ”   “  talk to me.  ”   “  i did what i had to do.  ” “  we can’t keep going on like this.  ” “  i’m just tired.  ” “  i’m scared.  ” “  it’s okay to be afraid. fear can be good. use it.  ” “  it’s better to expect disappointment.  ” “  hope is dangerous.  ” “  i like seeing you smile.  ”   “  you look beautiful.  ”   “  be patient with her/him. they’re trying. ”   “  i’m trying my best and it’s not good enough. it’s never good enough. ” “  i’m starting to think i’m just fucked up.  ”   “  have a drink with me.  ” “  she/he is better off without me. but i guess that’s their choice.  ” “  you can’t dictate what’s best for someone else. ” “  can i help you?  ” “  i thought you’d like this.  ” “  do you wanna get out of here?  ” “  walk with me?  ” “  well, shit.  ”

[kaciart]

“I got you”

I’m not entirely sure where this places in the timeline

[mybuckymybuddy-deactivated20200]

Sebastian Stan as Scott Huffman in ’The Last Full Measure’ (2020). Dir. Todd Robinson.

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Chris Evans and Sebastian Stan in ‘Captain America: Civil War’, (2016). Dir. Anthony e Joe Russo.

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Sebastian Stan and Chris Evans in ’Captain America: Civil War’, (2016). Dir. Anthony e Joe Russo.

[cassercole]

SEBASTIAN STAN as FRANK in ENDINGS, BEGINNINGS (2019) 

[memoryrecovery]

JBB*

[boyd-stevens]

some of y'all like to forget sam wilson is a four course meal

[ororomunroe-archive]

— mechanics of memory 

poem / insp.

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But only for a while. Then it gets inside you and starts to fill you up, and after a while you don’t have the strength to fight it.

[wesleygasm]

Sebastian Stan 23rd Annual Critics’ Choice Awards, California | January 11, 2018

[wintergaydar]

I really need to read or write the canon-divergent story where Steve realizes that the Winter Soldier is a victim before he realizes that the Winter Soldier is Bucky Barnes. Steve sees an equal – another super-soldier – and understands that he’s never had the choices Steve got; where so many of Steve’s friends think it’s crazy, but Steve decides to save him, anyway. 

(And the Winter Soldier wants to trust this man – this target – who’s offering help, and kindness, even though he has got no idea why).

It’s reckless, and borderline suicidal, but Steve does it – Steve finds a way to offer the Winter Soldier a way out from HYDRA, to give him protection, Steve defends him from everyone who says that he is a monster – without having ever even seen his face. 

Because Steve Rogers sees the best in everyone, and I want the AU where it is that quality that brings him back the person he loves most in the world. The AU where Steve takes the muzzle-mask off the Winter Soldier’s face the first time that the Winter Soldier lets him come close enough, and finds Bucky Barnes.

[sxrgeantbxrnes]

defendsfreedom​:

ID:   //   sxrgeantbxrnes‌

BUCKY’S REPLY IS NOT REASSURING.  IT CAUSES STEVE’S BROW TO CREASE AND LIPS TO FORM INTO A FROWN.  WHILE THEY MAY BE  several decades   𝚁𝙴𝙼𝙾𝚅𝙴𝙳   from when they fought in world war ii, steve would like to think   𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐁𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐘   and gauge his moods and the status of his well being.  looks like the patriot had missed a few things.  or bucky was good at hiding it.

“do you wanna talk about it?”  he approaches the subject, cautiously.  steve had received the department x folder.  had read about the winter soldier and  𝙒𝙃𝘼𝙏 𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙔 𝙃𝘼𝘿 𝘿𝙊𝙉𝙀   to his best friend.  to this day it still shakes steve to his core.  “even if it’s not in our nature,    𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦    needs a break.”

It’s obvious about everything in Steve’s body language that his answer didn’t sit well with Steve. At least he could still read Steve relatively easily, even if he doesn’t remember most of the times he used that skill years ago. He wondered if Steve ever had issues recognizing his emotions after his return. He just… didn’t want to worry his friend.

❝ No. ❞ He said, wondering if his answer would upset Steve, ❝ Mostly ‘cause I don’t know what’s wrong. I just feel off. ❞ Bucky made a point not to meet Steve’s gaze then, instead opting to look at the ground they were standing on. ❝ And it’s not off in the sense that I’m gonna freak, or— well, you know. ❞ He gestured vaguely with his hand, ❝ It’s a different off. One I’m not… familiar with. ❞

He huffed out a laugh, finally looking up to Steve. ❝ I’d prefer to keep busy. ❞