Search each of the following words and choose the first that comes up: fashion, pantone, mood, food ♥️
(this is my main but im actually r0tt3nwillow xD🤚🏻 lets bring the tag game thing on this fandom too🥺🙏🏻)
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My first ask ever, finally getting a piece of a real tumblr experience yayyy :D
I was questioning why there were so many pocket knives in almost every picture I got for fashion. But then I recalled my pinterest search history and oh well...
Watch The Road hit me HARD, and I just had to make an OC for this vn :D
Some info about Denver under the cut, and I'll probably make a thread for him in Discord to yap about this dork a little more ehehe
- He's like a fucking tree, but he has a posture of a shrimp when he's driving. When he's standing though, he straightens up and tries to keep a good posture to stretch his back and kinda compensate the long driving hours.
- This is random, but he's fascinated how The Zodiac was messing with the police and authorities and remained unidentified. Overall, he likes the complicated crime cases, he finds it entertaining to make some theories about them.
- He wanted to become a forensic scientist, but tuition fees were too pricy for him, so he had to drop out. His family wasn't supporting him financially, so he was completely by himself.
- Was working as a loader for a moving company to pay for college.
- He had VERY strained relationship with his dad, they literally hated each other.
- Was working as a grave digger after drop out from college. Shortly after, he went to army.
- Denver's dad forced him to go to army to "prove that he's a real man," and overall, he wanted his son to make a military career.
- Has good reflexes and combat skills due to his military service.
- Returned from army with a scar from a gunshot wound.
- A good swimmer, learned how to swim when he was 6. Denver's dad just threw him into the lake, shouting something like, "Don't worry, shit doesn't sink."
- He might look like a chill and laid-back guy on the surface, but on the inside, he always stays on high alert as a habit from military. When he goes out, his eyes scan the surroundings for any threats automatically, and he mostly does it unintentionally.
- He knew something was off with Ilya the second he saw him, but he let him inside anyway. The loneliness has been gnawing at him especially bad lately, to the point he became desperate for any kind of emotional connection, even if it was brief.
- He's ambidextrous.
- He smokes sometimes, but he's never been a chainsmoker. He can easily drop on this habit but doesn't see any reason why he should.
- He's not a morning person, and when he has to wake up early, he scowls for a couple of hours.
- Has a few scars scattered across his chest. When Denver was a kid, he accidentally dropped his dad's bottle of beer. His dad shoved him, he stumbled and fell right on the broken glass.
- The scar on his right hand was left when he was defending his mom from his dad. Shortly after Denver's return from army, his dad found out his son was gay. Driven by the alcohol and fury, he started blaming Denver's mom in that, grabbed a kitchen knife and tried to stab her, but Denver got between them and took the hit with his hand.
- He writes letters to his mom because she likes the vibe of it.
- He can fall asleep almost everywhere, sometimes in weird poses. When he's really tired, he can doze off even standing, he'll just lean against the wall and cross his arms over the chest, tilting his head back.
And now I lowkey have the urge to make a self-insert OC cuz I'm kinda curious how it'd turn out...
Actually, BB's relationship with me would be something kinda chaotic. Mostly because we're alike in a lot of things, and I'm not sure if it scares or fascinates me.
I'm stubborn as fuck, so every time there's some disagreement, we'd be butting heads over it until one of us gives up (and it wouldn't be me).
But luckily for him, I'm a master of finding a compromise for everything. Years of experience with a stubborn ex do wonders 🚬💀
Some stuff about a few lines of this chart, just like I did for Cassidy:
Spooning:
I have a body pillow with BB (gonna post it here someday), so good luck for him to try to sleep in one bed with me without my limbs wrapped around him like an octopus.
Borrowing clothes:
There'd be no "his" clothes any longer, only "mine" and "ours." Though he'd easily fit in all of my t-shirts cuz they're probably his size, and I'd be more than happy to lend them to him. And hello kitty pants. Yes, you'd have to wear them, BB.
Pet names:
He'd probably never hear me call him by his name, cuz why would I do that if I have so many options for pet names.
And btw, I don't think him calling the MC "mademoiselle" is weird or cringe. Just because that's what I call my cat 🎀
Affection:
I'm just terrible with words, really. But I have a lot of cuteness aggression, so BB better get used to my constant attacks.
Speaking seriously though, I'm used to showing my feelings mostly through actions just because I don't really value words. There're so many lies in our life (looking at you, Mr. I-have-never-crashed 🫵), so I prefer to combine the words of affection with something more reliable. Or maybe my brain is just not braining, who knows.
Cooking:
I actually really like to cook for the ones who are dearest to me, so the fact that BB doesn't know how to cook doesn't bother me at all. And if he'd be willing to learn, I'd love to spend the evenings on the kitchen with him, teaching him everything I know myself. Though if he'd have the audacity to argue with me over something about the cooking process, I'd literally kick his ass out of the kitchen. У кого нож, тот и прав 🔪
i am working on many things rn, so im sorry if the updates are so slow but I swear im trying to be as fast as possible🙏🏻 in between working i found the time to work on these: the drawings of two ocs i reallyyyy like as always but also for the people who created them😭😭❣❣
Cassidy belongs to @sylverlanfort , I LOVE THE VIBES OF UR DRAWINGS😭🙏🏻❤❤❤ especially how u draw BB, its so him!!<33 i also find ur art style so amazing and well done, love all ur art work i hope this drawing can show my appreciation ofc🥺🙏🏻 Idk if it turned okay, but i wanted to post it asap since its been while lol😭😭
Selene belongs to @iplengzz , i so so enjoy talking to u, u are such a sweetheart and u are always sooo supportive😭😭🙏🏻❤ I struggle to talk to people most of the times, but thanks to u and other pookies its getting better. I hope u will like this drawing, i just had to draw Selene bc I was an emo kid in my young teenager years...she gives me some vibes, espcially THIS SONG. i have no idea why but I thought to share anyway lol🙏🏻 LOVE UR DRAWINGS, STORIES AND ART SYLE TOO OFC❤❤❤
BBD belongs to @where-spar0w-barks , i just own Nicole and Paris who are characters from my fic. Lane and BB belongs to her ofc!!❣❣❣
so I decided to put two scenes: first one is abt Paris showing her off her album of Pokémon cards, and the second abt Cassidy combing her hair🙏🏻❤ i actually found it soooo cute her being a mother to her, she's so caring it makes me sad to think canonically Paris has treated MC a bit badly😭😭❣❣❣ anyhow i enjoyed drawing her, i hope I gave her justice😔🙏🏻
I had to redraw this bc the first one was just UGLY😭🙏🏻 i hope this one is better...as y'all can see i tried a different way to colour dark hair hehe<33
for the scenes i decided to put Selene and Lane as the emo/scene art style!! idk if y'all have ever seen it but I used to draw chatacters like these when i was young, ofc in my emo era xDD🙏🏻 PLSSSSS IM SO FOND FOR THE EMO/GOTH/METALHEAD STYLES😭😭😭❤ and for the second drawing, I did Lane and Nicole as emos bc Selene would force them as u said xD THEY LOOK CUTE LIKE THIS NGL🤚🏻😭 not revelant but I also added some of the things she likes ubsbja❣❣
next is Selene!! Plsssss shes such a funny mom, she's so perfect to parenting Nicole even if I think it will lead Nicole to do bad stuff bc of the no control at home if this makes sense😭🙏🏻🙏🏻
okkk this is all🙏🏻❣ im so sorry if the pics are ugly but my camera is a bit broken, I hope i got everything right abt their design btw!! LOVE U ALL❤❤❤
Made a ship chart with BB and Cassidy because why not 🎀
Some expanded info for a few lines of this chart and also blank templates with BB under the cut
Info
Spooning:
Even though BB always ends up being a big spoon, Cassidy tries to get behind his back from time to time. Sometimes he lets her do it, but he just waits until she falls asleep so he can carefully change their position (it's not really hard though - Cassidy is a heavy sleeper).
Lending/Borrowing clothes:
I changed BB's mark, no way this huge ass man can fit into Cassidy's clothes, she's, like, twice smaller than him. Her oversized band t-shirts though... he might give it a try (she'll make him wear them anyway).
Affection:
Cassidy prefers to show her affection mostly through actions because her parents were showing their love to her this way due to them being terrible at showing it through words. But there's actually one more reason: she knows that words are not always truthful, she was lied to, and had lied herself before. Though now she's always sincere with her words, she still thinks that it's not reliable enough, and she needs to show her feelings through something else as well.
Confession:
At first, Cassidy will wait for confession, but if it takes too long and she gets tired of waiting, she'll make a first step herself.
Cooking:
Cassidy is a good cook, actually, but when she was living alone, she was kinda lazy to make something for herself. Getting back home after a long night shift, being tired as hell, and spending time to make something for dinner? Nah, no way, she's not doing this. But when she moves in with BB, she makes sure that they always have homemade meal. Sometimes she'll ask him to help her with dinner, even though it probably means risking to burn something if she doesn't look after him. For Cassidy, cooking for someone is one of the best ways of showing them how much they mean to her.
Relationship experience:
Cassidy had a few situationships as a teen but no real relationships. She also has never been really in love before, just had a few crushes that didn't last too long (teenage boys were such a disappointment).
Horny level:
At this point of the story, Cassidy is just too tired to be horny, and she's rarely the one doing the seducing. Though, in the future, when she'll get a new job... maybe it'll change, who knows 😏
Awkwardness level:
Cassidy felt just a bit awkward with BB at first because of the way he was acting around her, but she quickly got used to it. Now she just takes the lead if the situation gets awkward: for example, she starts the conversation first if the silence between them becomes uncomfortable, and she feels like BB wants to say something but doesn't really know what. Though sometimes there are situations when she doesn't know what to say or do, and that's when some awkwardness comes to the surface.
Jealousy level:
Cassidy simply knows that her dog BB is loyal, so she doesn't see the point in being jealous. Even when he looks at other women at the street, she doesn't care about it, she thinks that it's completely okay to find other people attractive when you date someone. Just because you think someone is beautiful doesn't mean you'll necessarily want to date them or hook up with them.
Some random interactions
BB: You're not going out dressed like this.
Cassidy: I'm just giving you an excuse to keep your arm wrapped around my waist the entire time we're out.
BB: *looks at a random attractive woman at the street*
Cassidy: *looks at her even longer*
She admires female beauty, and lemme just say: even though she's straight, gorgeous women are her favorite sight wherever she goes :3
I'm literally obsessed with this game, so here we are..
Meet Cassidy, my BBD oc
And also some info about her:
- As a kid, she was afraid of blood, thunderstorms, and the dark. Now, she's not afraid of anything, she doesn't really feel anything; everything has lost its color, and nothing makes sense anymore. She's lost her spark, and she doesn't know how to light the fire in her life again, though it doesn't seem like she has the strength to do it on her own.
- Cassidy got all of her tattoos as a teen, in the last two years of high school. It was a desperate attempt to get her parents' attention, but they didn't care at all. "You want a tattoo? Yeah, whatever, just tell us how much money you need for this." Her first tattoo was a star on the back of her neck, and when it didn't get any reaction from her parents, she got another one on her lower back. The last tattoo was on her ribs, and it was done mostly out of curiosity - would a tattoo on the ribs really be so painful?
- No bark, no bite. At least, that's what she wants you to think. She doesn't care if someone talks shit about her, bold of them to assume that she listens to them at all. But if they do it to someone she cares about, she won't let it slide. And she doesn't threaten. She promises.
- I chose the black Belgian Malinois as the dog breed that I associate with her. The black coat color was chosen because it's considered a fault for this breed, solid black Malinois doesn't meet its standards. At first, I thought of the Doberman, but since BB was reffered as one, I decided to choose something else for her to not associate her with him too much.
- She gets along with stray cats and dogs very well, they're not afraid of her and let her approach them. Cassidy really wants to get a dog someday, but she realizes that she needs to change her lifestyle first. Though it seems like she's got one already.
- She draws graffiti sometimes. When she was a teen, she drew it almost every weekend, not a single wall of any abandoned buildings in her neighborhood knew her mercy. Now, she draws graffiti maybe once a month because she doesn't really have time or inspiration for this.
- On her 16th birthday, she got an electric guitar from her parents. Another one of her attempts to get their attention - a loud hobby. Later she was even dreaming of becoming a part of a rock band, but that dream faded away really soon due to her introverted nature. She still plays the guitar sometimes, especially on rainy days, though she tries to make it not so loud not to cause any problems to her neighbors.
- As a teen, Cassidy tried alcohol for the first time at someone's party. She got really drunk and had a panic attack due to losing control of her own body and mind. She barely made her way back home and had a terrible hungover the next morning, and even though it finally got her parents' attention, she didn't drink alcohol after that. Cassidy hates the idea of losing control of her body ever again and being unable to think clearly, so she finds herself hating even the smell of alcohol.
- Cassidy's parents were always distant with her, they never really showed any interest in her life. But when she was in her senior year of high school, they suddenly told her they wanted her to become an architect. And that wasn't a suggestion, that was a demand, so after graduation, she went to the university they had chosen for her. She was never really interested in this, and even though she didn't know what she wanted to become in the future, she knew one thing for sure: she didn't want to live the way they wanted, not after all those years of their distant behavior. So she dropped university, had a big fight with her parents because of that, and moved out to start her own life and never look back. She hasn't talked to them since then.