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#weird🐠 ENTP/SP7 like I care

[kurulover]

I hate that when you’re stressed enough your body just starts falling apart. I think it should realize you’re already stressed and don’t need that and start functioning better actually

[synergeticenergy]

I fantasize about the idea of me fully surrendering myself into a belief system/ideology and slowly ceasing to exist as my own individual. Honestly speaking, I have no intention of doing so, and realistically I would just rather not & i wouldnt be able to keep up for a long period of time, nevertheless I keep returning to the idea. On one side, I find it useless, but on the other, the concept of detaching so far from who I truly am that I would no longer need to fight for survival would bring me peace. This would strip my sense of identity and freedom but I would genuinely be in a state of peace, i think. I feel like I could live this way if you gave me no choice.

[synergeticenergy]

when am i going to get my homoerotic friendship with hella tension and unclear direction????