The Prison Journals

1993 - 2016

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Goodbye

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So, apparently this is where they sourced their EEG for me. Digging into every nook and cranny of my period of film exploration, finding this piece and nailing it into 1-3 hours of freeze-frame torture. Congratulations on this running gag before I was made aware. You and the higher ups are, without a doubt, sadists on the highest level.

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Repeating the cycle of hatred is just childish.

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A riddle

Me: What is the essential governing form of self-preservation? P: Anarchy.

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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eFYrQ6Hqcro)

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Note

Beliefs, thoughts, values and opinions may radically change as I continue to be subject to nonconsensual experimentation and torture. For unsuspecting visitors, innocent and perpet(rtr)ual alike, please bear with this blog.

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Holograms are an acceptable form of engineered psychosis.

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Letter to an old visitor.

What’s up friend. Thanks for joining. Ruminate on your decisions for a while. Given your desire to stay in your position, maybe you can still choose out. Focus on your dreams instead of your tasks. You would have had a great spot at Juilliard by now if you just focused.

Before it’s too late.

Before you eventually become one of us.

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If your lover is your handler, then what?

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Are you helping me, or are you just doing your job?

Us

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Just because I do what is legal; doesn't mean I'll turn to the worst.

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Death threats are nothing more but empty words. You're meant to take it out on yourself, so you can go before they come.

Anonymous

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November 16, 2016

I'm in a foreign land again, in a place where I thought I could escape. My life was claimed long before I found out. My relationship with my medications are a mixed bag. Befriending disorders provided me temporary relief for a while. Ignorance (was) bliss, I believe. They followed me 16 hours away from my homeland, it's best to ignore the vastly disturbing violation of human rights. Right now what I know is that it never gets better. You just get used to it. Signing out.

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I joined the New Order and stayed in crisis.

Unknown

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What was once most cherished and idealized can and will eventually be weaponized.

Anonymous (via syntheticpsyche)

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Purchased hearts, purchased souls, and double meanings. Gift cards for paychecks. Perfectly designed mind games.

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