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#get out of my personal diary ffs #pinning this again because it keeps happening #ill start tagging everything with mdni if i have to #i just dont want to be surrounded by children

I lothe our skin

Sunburned thigh pics ig

#we were in a parade today #i dont really know how that happened #but we forgot the sunscreen and we burn really easy #we werent outside more than 2 hours and it wasnt constantly in the sun #tired but we work later too

systemsystole

I know but that's just rude, come on

systemsystole

MAKE UP YOUR MIND 😭

I know but that's just rude, come on

#been basically logged out for the paat few days again #not staying too long #its starting to cool down but weve been creeping into a dissociative episode and we're going to make the identity confusion worse #if we have an online presence to fill

We keep trying to open up simply plural to work on things and maybe even log front but every time we get close there's someone freaking out and we just can't

#its hard to tell when things like this are a moment of 'just keep going and do it' or 'we need to just back off this shit'

Disgusted with myself

Sharing our nails here because I'm not sure what else to post about rn

Been vibing with the dark french tip look, our last set was similar

Need to rupture our eardrums to motivate us to get out of bed so we aren't late for work, someone end me

More than once this week, we've woken up concerningly confused. We usually wake up early 6-8 am ish. Whenever the sun gets past the trees out our window

Twice, we've woken up around 6 am, thinking it was pm and proceeding to panic about sleeping through prior obligations, because the way the light has been falling hasn't looked much like a sunrise lately, not that it would be clear with no real view of the horizon past trees and houses

Not sure if we're just losing it (we are) or if we just need to de-stress

I think we'll be on something of a semi-hiatus until either the weather cools down or we get used to it. It's been 90°+ all week so far and it looks like it might be for a while. The ac shat out last night so we're doing our best to manage with wet rags and enough water to drown a man

Between the heat and working so much, we can hardly be a functioning social human. If we haven't texted you, we'll still respond to messages but just be aware, life is uncomfortable right now

We're online so much less when we have work, blah

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