#1 Forsaken Murderer and Meursault

My head, turning into metal... Folds in my brain, being flattened... // // he/zie/hir, #1 Forsaken Murderer in Canto X advocate, #1 Meurderer guy

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・・・ ➤ I was told about this place and decided to get on here. Nobody does Attachment with me... So I will do it myself. ➤ I am... T-01-54. I prefer that over the damn "name" they gave me. ➤ He/Him? Just call me a man. Not "it". ・・・

This is my Schrödinger's roleplay blog; I am simultaneously Forsaken Murderer, and also posting OOC too much.

Name's Simon. I use he/him/zie/hir. I too am a man. Check pronouns.cc for more info.

I am a huge fan of Forsaken Murderer and Meursault. I post about them a lot. I also do art.

My art blog is @rareship-rats, and all my non-pmoon posts are at @furesshufuresshu

DNI. Please read.

More info under cut.

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Stuff:

My interests are: ProjectMoon (Forsaken Murderer and Meursault in particular), Nosferatu 1922, "The Haunted Baronet" by Le Fanu (which nobody ever read), and a dozen more minor interests. They are what I will post about, aside from maybe original things and occasional 3AM venting.

I am an adult, but I want people to act with me like they would with the opposite of their age group. Again, do not flirt with me and do not involve me in any not-safe-for-work things.

I have autism, adhd, stpd, bpd, hpd, depression. I act like my diagnoses. I am not really a good person.

Additional information is on my rentry. Or my other rentry that is more eye-candy than informational.

Recommended reading:

ORGANIZED Forsaken Murderer analysis

Forsaken Murderer analysis (redundant?)

Meursault x Forsaken Murderer pairing propaganda

My theory about Meursault, Forsaken Murderer and Carmen (also redundant?)

Meursault E.G.O analysis (surface-level)

Canto X predictions (besides Forsaken Murderer (mostly) (i still got a word in about him))

Maman predictions

Transgender Angela

Carmen thoughts

Does Meursault Care?

The Dreaming Current

Ableism in The City

Qliphoth

Ordeals & Peccatula

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I can't fucking find it but there's a post somewhere that's like "If you want to date me you have to defeat my 5 morally neutral exes. They have caused me both joy and suffering and I remain ambivalent towards them" and I saved it to my phone but deleted it because of the panic that my phone will be checked... FUUUUCK IT WAS SO GOOD

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@plantasticplant SPOILER FOR MNESTIC EXPERIENCE BUT I NEED TO TELL YOU (UNDER CUT)

THEY ARE PUTTING SISYPHYS IN LIMBUS! LIKE THE MYTH OF SISYPHUS ALBERT CAMUS!!!!!!!!!!! ONE MUST IMAGINE SISYPHUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY SHIT!!!!

[plantasticplant]

AHH I JUST SAW THIS NOW BC I DIDN'T WANNA GET SPOILED SO I WAS WAITINT UNTIL I FINISHED THE CANTO

THIS HIT ME LKE A BRICK I WAS SO SURPRISED.

I'm so excited for canto 10 I didn't think it was possible for me to get EVEN MORE EXCITED than I already was.

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Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I

immediately thought back to our conversation on L'Etranger/Misunderstanding/Caligula/Myth of Sisyphus and how Camus considered they should be read together, and you asked if Misunderstanding would also be put into Canto X, well, I think we got the answer?

Though actually. I looked it up and it's just Stranger/Caligula/Myth. But still the Misunderstanding is mentioned in L'Etranger itself so I really think it should be in there somewhere too?

[plantasticplant]

Ough dude I wish I wish I wish but I really don't wanna steal the spotlight from Meursault I really want them to cook with him!!

Even if I just got a passing mention of SOMETHING related to The Misunderstanding I'd be happy already I am lowkey hoping they save it to make an intervallo about it way later in the future but shh the less hopeful and yearnful part of me is trying to not think about it too hard (I'd love to see Meursault's reaction to The Misunderstanding, especially after his canto)

I think that Caligula/Sisyphus is gonna be like the inspiration for N corp and more of the setting I guess?? Like the things around Meursault's story are gonna be themed around those two, so there's more room to explore that and N corp later in a deeper sense, rather than try to tackle the whole thing in one go, so everything focused on Meursault and his backstory is gonna be more Stranger or some sort of post-canon stranger like they've done before. OR IT'S ALL GONNA BE LIKE RYOSHU'S CANTO AND LIKE THERE'S GONNA BE 5 DIFFERENT MARIE'S I DON'T KNOOOOOOW KJH WHAT ARE YOU COOKING PLEASE LET ME IN I JUST WANNA TAKE A LITTLE PEEK-

Ahem. I mean. Yeah I got 0 clue actually every single one of my predictions for every canto and intervallo has been EXTREMELY WRONG. So I am just gonna trust PM and be excited about it (ALTHOUGH. I did say Meur might've been a taboo hunter... and like....... kind of I think?? I'm coping.)

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Oh I REALLY understand that. It's part of why I think my theory might be wrong, there's not a plausible way I see for them to stuff FM into the Canto without completely shifting everything and creating an insane imbalance. BUt I have imprinted on him so I still hope he's in there somehow

Also 5 (4 as I can count) Maries would be awesome. Marie (Stranger) Maria (Misunderstanding) Maria (Metropolis) (I still hope that they include her) and Martha (Misunderstanding). Evil polycule where wife 4 is poisoning him. You have to defeat my 4 morally neutral exes who I am ambivalent towards. This is awesome I need this as an AU

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The face of a man who's REALLY mad

[fruit-punch-clown]

[unowers]

strange trend i noticed

[definitelynotdistorter]

Queen of Hatred aberration but she's a pathetic wet rag that, instead of getting upset when not enough people die, she leaves her containment unit once in a while much like punishing bird but instead of hitting employees she heals them. She also only has 1 hp and only if anything kills her she transforms and starts shooting beams everywhere. Also she has a small chance to trip and take 1 red damage.

This version of the Queen of Hatred is called Chosen Savior (or smth idk im not good at naming things), and she believes that she's the luckiest person ever and the world's favorite little entity and nothing bad can happen to her ever. If anything proves her wrong, she dies and goes crazy.

Although I was thinking that instead of transforming and shooting beams everywhere, instead she just returned to her containment unit to wallow and be sad and it gives a debuff to the whole department until someone manages to cheer her up, though if they fail or take too long the debuff goes up a level. Like at first, maybe its just a speed debuff, then it goes up a level and then the central room regeneration of the department doesn't work anymore, then its a mass debuff to every stat of every employee in that department, then if you really can't cheer her up, she starts draining the qliphoth counter of other abnormalities in the department lol.

If she manages to walk around and return to her containment unit without taking damage tho, she buffs the whole department until she breaches again.

(This in no way is related to me or thoughts that I might have in occasions haha what that'd be crazy. Could you imagine if that was the case. Definitely not right.)

Yes! Aberration idea accepted!!! Yes!

If this were real people would make art of this thing rolled up in a blanket you know like the thing

(mod note: Hey plant I think we should roll you up in a blanket and pat you on the head)

Also really good mechanics, though unless to see what would happen I doubt anyone would let her get to saddest stage unless there's a work chance debuff.

Oh wait we should be able to put Red Shield on her. Is that cool? Can we do that plant? Pretty please?

[plantasticplant]

Oh yeah I forgot to mention that it becomes a lot harder to get a good work result after she's upset, and it only gets harder, so you gotta really think about whether it's worth to risk going down another level or leaving where it is until the day ends if you fail at the last one she jumpscares you the manager like in fnaf and the game crashes

and yeah actually a red shield or rather any type of shield working on her would be really fun!! With how spaghetti code Lob corp is I could see even Execution bullet being a way to return her to her containtment unit without making her upset, or at least that's how its SUPPOSED to work but like many things in lob corp, it doesn't actually work that way and it does just make her upset, just to make things harder. Could you imagine though doing a challenge run where you mod the game so she never goes back to her containtment unit and you gotta play the whole game while protecting her and using basically all your bullets on red shield and other damage types every time an abno breaks out near her?

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@plantasticplant SPOILER FOR MNESTIC EXPERIENCE BUT I NEED TO TELL YOU (UNDER CUT)

THEY ARE PUTTING SISYPHYS IN LIMBUS! LIKE THE MYTH OF SISYPHUS ALBERT CAMUS!!!!!!!!!!! ONE MUST IMAGINE SISYPHUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY SHIT!!!!

[plantasticplant]

AHH I JUST SAW THIS NOW BC I DIDN'T WANNA GET SPOILED SO I WAS WAITINT UNTIL I FINISHED THE CANTO

THIS HIT ME LKE A BRICK I WAS SO SURPRISED.

I'm so excited for canto 10 I didn't think it was possible for me to get EVEN MORE EXCITED than I already was.

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Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I

immediately thought back to our conversation on L'Etranger/Misunderstanding/Caligula/Myth of Sisyphus and how Camus considered they should be read together, and you asked if Misunderstanding would also be put into Canto X, well, I think we got the answer?

Though actually. I looked it up and it's just Stranger/Caligula/Myth. But still the Misunderstanding is mentioned in L'Etranger itself so I really think it should be in there somewhere too?

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They're killing Meursault permanently after his trial. Forsaken Murderer will replace him as Sinner Number 5. It has to be done

[plantasticplant]

I think Meursault just adds aura to whoever gets an ID of him, but for some reason they keep giving him IDs of the most emotive people ever then Meursault just turns them into stoic cool and awesome dudes. Lei Heng? Always joking around and not taking things seriously? Meursault. Camille? Literally a streamer that's cocky and proud and full of himself? Meursault. Cassetti? Cringefail bloodfiend that's only a real problem due to the WARP train and lets it go to his head? Meursault. Matthew? Dead Rabbits boss who joked around and followed his gut? Meursault. The ONLY Meursault ID that's based on a character that's similar to him is Guido, and even then that guy is WAY more passionate about being a tool than Meursault. It's no wonder that Kim is a cringefail wet rag of a man too.

[plantasticplant]

Intervallo thoughts part 2

sHE LOOKS SO TIRED D: She deserves the world. I'm killing an arbiter and 5 claws for her. I'm taking down a nest by myself for her. Bamboo Hatted Kim when I get you Bamboo Hatted Kim.

OUGHHH MY DAUGHTER SHE'S SO COOL. I'm sorry this is not at all what I'm meant to be doing. However. The Character. I am simply too enchanted by every word she says. I can't wait until this Intervallo is voiced please.

Don understands her pain. She's also my daughter. But I won't dote over Don as much bc She Will Kill Me. Hahahaha.

Bamboo Hatted Kim when I get you Bamboo Hatted Kim. You're lucky Aeng-Du is super cool and capable she could take all of these guys by herself.

Ough her panic type has her hair things thats so cute........................

Ok y'know what. I do miss the Forehead. However. Her hair does look good, I have to admit. I am jealous of that hair.

I haven't mentioned this even when playing through canto 9 but I DO like Ezra a lot. I just haven't read Distortion Detective yet (I know, fake fan), so I feel like I'm missing something and I haven't made any comments on her and Moses, but I think they're cool.

HAHAHAHA BUUUUUUUURRNNNNNNN YOU GO GREGOR!!!!!!

Bamboo Hatted Kim when I get you. Put your hat back on you BUM. I do NOT wanna see that smile from you.

BHK was my goat man he was so cool. They took away all of his aura. He's just a guy now.

It's funny that we can bring Ryoshu and Rodion to the second fight. Weren't they shopping?? Dante let them shop in peace!!!

Also I really should change my announcer. It's been the W corp PA system for like. Since it came out? I think? I just never bothered to change it. Before that it was the gnomes for a looooong time. I just think of changing it, but by the time I hit the loading screen I forget that I was gonna do that.

Also. Are we sure the memory thing is the distortion's doing? It seems like that happens after the flash, like from the cameras of the N corp guys?

Fuck. Okay.. He has SOME aura still. Damn bastard. I'm still pissed at him.

That's so funny. I'm gonna start saying that when people are visibly thinking about something "I think I hear rats scurryin' about"

Ok well you don't have to put it like that. That's just rude.

Okay, interesting, so either the N corp guys are in some way tied to the distortion, or the distortion might be highjacking the flashes of the cameras somehow?

FAUST saying Bizarre is weird to me?? For some reason??? Bizarre.

ok so those flashes have NOTHING to do with the n corp guys?? it just happened to happen right as they walked in?? Okay. I guess.

SISYPHE? LIKE? SISYPHUS? HUH? WHAT? HUH ??

Okay uhhh I had to take a break to eat lunch, where was I? Right the bakery....

Wow okay yeah Ezra is doing her best Stray Dogs impression and went right for the Solar Plexus! Deserved I say.

WOOO WE'RE VIOLATING A TABOOO LET'S GOOOOO!!!

Meursault is already talking about court, like dude hold on your canto's not here yet, I'm sure we'll be fine...

She's back fighting with us !!!!!!!

I am mainly letting Ezra and Aeng-Du take care of all the enemies btw, my blade lineage team is like 10 levels under so I'm doing mostly unopposed attacks.

I am SO sleepy. This intervallo is awesome but its so cold and I'm so sleepy tired.

STRANGEness you say, Dante. How STRANGE that is indeeed. So STRANGE.

This boss has a similar mechanic to the RR boss, you gotta manage the stacks of whatever its called depeding on the phase its on. How interesting!

... This intervallo really is reading me to filth huh.

wHAT IS HE WEARING!!!! -10000 aura sorry...

Cute.

Kim is so greedy that he wasn't just content with one dungeon during yield my flesh, but he hijacked this other random guy's dungeon to explain his backstory, meanwhile we don't even know the name of the photographer guy!!!

Well, I figured the whole lazy, laid back was more of a front and a mask, but it STILL KIND OF PISSED ME OFF. I really thought Kim was super cool in ruina and Yield My Flesh, and like I get the whole subversion of expectation, but it's been so long since Kim's first appearance that I can't help but miss a bit of the aura and presence he had before. I'm sure I'll get used to this wet rag version of Kim too, but dammit I did want a wise grumpy old man.

FINALLY SHE SAID IT!!!!! MY DAUGHTER EVERYONE!!!!!!!! SHE'S THE COOLEST AND SMARTEST!!!!!!

Whenever she appears at the back like that and I just glance at her at the corner of my eye my first instinct is "IS THAT JIA QIU???" bc the colors are kind of similar, then I realize it's not. It WOULD be funny though if Jia Qiu showed up for no reason and smacked Kim upside the head.

AND HE MANIFESTS EGO??? See all he had to do was to put back his bamboo hat. That's all it takes to be cool again

OH OH IT'S IT'S!!! RUINA REFERENCE!!!!!

Well, I won't post the images, but there are several instances where they have a clash like that in ruina..........

THEY REALLY DID NOT CARE ABOUT THE DISTORTED GUY. HE WAS JUST THERE FOR KIM AND THEN DIED. WHAT THE HECK.

Hehehe yeah I saw where that was leading, oooookay this is really fun, that means we'll probably have a courtroom scene?? I'm really excited for a courtroom scene. I have no idea how they're gonna turn it into a canto though but I'm very excited for canto 10. ONE WHO NAILS. That's huge though.

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Going to sleep probs. Still thinking about meurmeur. God I miss everything I need Canto X

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I miss Forsaken Murderer so much... I miss him... Please... Mr Director... Please give us more Forsaken Murderer...

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I very wish they let us talk with EGOs like they do with IDs.... Let's hear it from Corroded Regret Meursault...

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I desperately need more Forsaken Murderer

[windsandstar]

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I very wish they let us talk with EGOs like they do with IDs.... Let's hear it from Corroded Regret Meursault...

[worst-meursault-fan]

Halfway through Mnestic Experience and

I'm floored by the expressions that Meursault now has...