reticent

[t-enkiame]

Ｒｏｏｍ　Ｍａｔｅｓ？！

[mayuzumimi-deactivated20141123]

   Clenching the straps of his bags as he faced the door, Chihiro wanted nothing more than to see her face once again. However, after the way he had just disappeared from her life, he didn’t know how he could ever face her now. "I’ll go ask the landlord if there are any other places.. Thanks for the offer, and I’m sorry Mana." With that, he closed the door of the cozy apartment.

     Not even an hour had past before Chihiro returned to the apartment in defeat. According to their rude landlord, there were no more available units in his, and the surrounding area. He didn’t want to move too far out of this vicinity, as it was the optimal spot for surveillance purposes.

   Chihiro didn’t want to resort to this. He desire to keep Mana safe was top priority, but at the same time he was desperate for a place to stay. If anything, he could probably manage a park bench for a few nights. "Can I still take up your offer?" He asked her, as his eyes strayed to the floor. The guilt ridden boy doesn’t expect her to agree, not after what he put her through. But, perhaps this was fate giving him a chance to redeem himself. 

[t-enkiame]

     She didn't speak as he denied her proposal, nor did she speak when he emptied the apartment. Instead, she sat on the bed, numb and lost in thought. Despite days spent waiting on him, she didn't actually believe she'd see him again. She constantly refused to accept it, but deep down, a part of her knew that he wasn't coming back. But here he was, showing up at her apartment out of the blue. Her body felt stale, and she began to stretch, hoping to feel more limber and alive again. As soon as she had returned the feeling to her body, Mana got up and went about her daily business.

     Turning her head slightly, she found that it had only been six in the evening, and that the night was still young. She decided to take a bath; baths had become her sole companion over the years. It wasn't that life was particularly stressful, but it hadn't been as easy as she had dreamed. She was brushing through her mass of brown hair when she heard a knock on the door. For a moment, she thought it was Chihiro, but she quickly brushed that thought away. Perhaps it were her coworkers hoping to surprise her with a house warming party.

     Mana wasn't extremely surprised when she saw it was Chihiro at the door. "Um-------- yes." She quickly noticed that he refused to look up, and she questioned why. It dawned on her that perhaps the boy didn't really like her; maybe he already found another girl and moved on entirely. As this idea dawned on her, a small frown fell onto her lips. Was she really hopelessly waiting for a boy who had already given his heart to another? It appeared to her that things were quite impossible after all. However, she still hoped that they could maybe be friends. "You can---- put your st--stuff over th------ere." She pointed towards a somewhat empty area in the room.

[lumichi]

***SHINY GIVEAWAY!***

Hello! I’m giving away my shinys I caught while looking for other pokemon! (all are from the Friend safari except my Gourgeist, which I breed for!)

Winners will be randomly chosen on JAN 11th and messaged! Please have your asks open! :) - All of the pokemon are name-able, or re-nameable. - All already have Pokerus, or can be given it if asked. - One re-blog, and one like per person! (two entries!) - You DO NOT have to be following me (I rarely post anything pkm related) - Must be willing to give me your Friend code obviously! - If winners do not message me back in 48 hours, I will pick new winners!

*PRIZES* First place- TWO shiny pokemon of their choice. Second place- One from the remaining pkm. Third place- One from the remaining pkm.

Shiny Pokemon to pick from so far:

- Female Espurr - Male Espurr - Male Supersized/Extra large Gourgeist (currently named Peli, can change) - Male Eevee (currently named Shu, can change) - Female Duosion (currently named Alloh, can change.) - Male Magmar (not pictured, lvl 30)

This list is bound to to be added to! Ill be adding any Shinys I find by the end date! Okay! I think I got everything? If you have any questions, please message me! Good luck all! <3 XOXOXOXOXO -Lumi

[and--i-am-looking-for-a-mir-blog]

Mao & Hiro ♥

[jiminspeach]

[justshoujocaps]

[t-enkiame]

mayuzumizumi:

   He had heard of people decorating their houses with many colourful lights during this time of year. It’d definitely be interesting to go see them. “Alright, that sounds a lot safer. If it gets too cold we could go to a café too.” Now all he needed was a present for her, but he had absolutely no idea what to get her. Grey orbs stared at Mana’s face as though an answer would pop out at him.

       "----yes, not to mention, the lights-- are very pretty. A--And if it gets late, wh--------what will we do--?" She wanted to spend most of Christmas day with him, of course, to be truthful, she wanted to spend most days with him. The thought of this brought a soft, pink hue to her cheeks, and she looked up at Chihiro only to find him staring at her. This, in turn, only made her blush even more, and she attempted an awkward smile. Perhaps she wouldn't be too embarrassing.

[t-enkiame]

Ｒｏｏｍ　Ｍａｔｅｓ？！

[mayuzumimi-deactivated20141123]

   ”Mana!?” Were the first words that left Chihiro’s mouth, as stunned grey eyes met with an older, yet familiar figure of the girl’s. He hadn’t seen those eyes for almost 4, after he had been accepted into the Bureau about half a year after graduation. To protect the girl he cherished so much, from the potential dangers of his new career, the new agent-in-training broke their bonds and regrettedly, left her behind.  

   The life of an agent was a tough one, as expected, and there was not a single day that went by where he did not wonder how things would’ve been between them had he not accepted the position. Yet now of all places, he never expected to find the girl that changed him, at his soon-to-be apartment. Unless it wasn’t his apartment to start with. If the Bureau taught Chihiro anything, it was to read and observe people. A skill he already possessed. Judging from his earlier meeting with the less than enthused landlord, a mix up was definitely possible.

   His attention quickly returned to the girl before him as she stuttered out her sentence. Just like back then. "I’m sorry, I must have gotten the wrong room from the landlord. I’ll leave right away." His words were distant for seeing someone for the first time in 4 years. Chihiro was hoping Mana had moved on and forgotten about him. As his chest tightened from the thought, he knew that it was for the best. Immediately after apologizing, he turned to pick up his stuff from the living room, not wanting to see how she’d react.  

[t-enkiame]

     At the sound of his voice saying her name, everything clicked. "----Chihiro." She was unable to deny the inevitable feeling of happiness that came along with seeing his face after awhile, but at the same time, she was unable to keep the hint of defeat from tainting her words. After two years of not seeing the boy, she eventually gave up on waiting for him, and continued on with pursuing her dreams. Mana would be lying if she said she was happy, however, she wasn't sad either. If anything, life was a bit numb. She was void of feeling and emotion.

     She didn't know what job he had decided to pursue, but she hoped his life had been at least slightly less painful than hers. Despite him leaving her, she could never wish for anything but his happiness. Mana had followed her aspirations, and became a poet. It wasn't easy, especially in a day and age where poetry wasn't appreciated as much as it had been before. She did, however, manage to publish a book full of her most prized poems, and she did make a quarter million dollars. Things were difficult, but she managed to make a bit of money, and she is currently working on her second book. Poem writing wasn't necessarily the easiest thing, but she enjoyed it completely.

       She stood up in bed and looked at him silently for awhile, still half asleep. "--------if you don't have an--anywhere else to stay, I don't mind----," her speaking skills, however, were a little better when she spoke to Chihiro. Mana could never fathom why, but that's just the way it had been. She was still a bit rusty when it came to speaking people; the only person she ever spoke to nowadays was her editor and publisher after all. She did, however, receive a few letters of encouragement from people who read her poems, and they did make her happy. Despite her not being popular, she did have a few fans, and that was always nice to know.

[t-enkiame]

                                                        You're toxic,

                                    I'm slipping under.

                                                               With a taste of a

　　　　　　　　　　ＰＯＩＳＯＮ　ＰＡＲＡＤＩＳＥ

[rvinations-blog]

I don’t want to    d e f l o w e r    you,                                                                 or    d e f i l e    you .

I want to give you back the   p e t a l s   you deserve.                                                  hold your   h a n d , touch your  f a c e .

Give you    e v e r y t h i n g     you think you don’t deserve,                                                  paint your black and white  l i f e   in   c o l o r .

                                 How hard is that to     u n d e r s t a n d ?

[shoujowonderland]

[tachibanamakotomoved-deactivate]

[tachibanamakotomoved-deactivate]

[bloemenveld]

Taiyou no Ie chapter 39

[midgetprince]

christmas songs ; open

[midgetprince]

  As he was about to rip the notebook in half, oceanic optics widened when the blonde heard a voice. He assumed it was directed at him so he slowly turned around to find a girl standing there. His cheeks were then tinted a light shade of red. “A-Ah thank you! But I wasn’t really singin’…” He trailed off, laughing nervously. “Really, that compliment means a lot to me.” A jovial smile was given before he stood up.

  Nodding his head, he glanced around. “Of course, I’d love to help ya’! I was thinkin’ of makin’ a snowman myself actually.” Syo laughed before picking up the notebook and tucking it under his arm before averting his gaze back onto the female. “I’m Kurusu Syo.” He introduced himself, bowing his head.

[t-enkiame]

     The brunette noticed the boy had been blushing, and she decided that he must have been embarrassed due to her compliment. "I----It's just the truth----------! I'm glad th--at it m-made you happy--------," Mana attempted a smile, but her lips felt awkward and unnatural, so she quickly gave up. She didn't exactly understand why he had been embarrassed due to her compliment, but she then realized that if a stranger had complimented her on one of her poems, she'd be embarrassed as well.

     "Th----Thank you, I ap--preciate it----!" It wasn't everyday that a stranger agreed to helping you. However, this had been Charisma, and people tended to be a bit nicer here, if not arrogant. "O--Oh! How r--rude of me------ I'm Motomi--ya Mana. You ca--can call me Ma--na if you'd like------," she repeated his gesture, bowing her head slightly. Mana began to wander the school in an attempt to find where she had left her snowball.

[t-enkiame]

ｉｔ’ｓ　ｃｏｌｄ；　ｆｒｅｅｄｏｍｈａｒｍｏｎｙ

     She was never a forgetful person, really. But by the time she had reached the classroom, it appeared to Mana that she had forgotten to bring her mittens. Her hands, which had once been a pale cream, were now a bright pink. The brunette struggled to open her pencil pouch due to her frozen fingers. She fumbled with the small pouch, and eventually gave up as it dropped and rolled away.

[t-enkiame]

mana doesn't even have an activity line it's just blank orz please like this for a starter

[t-enkiame]

     The brunette had been in the midst of knitting a muffler for Chihiro when the wind suddenly lifted it up and out of her hands. Desperately, she reached out to catch it, but it continued to float along in the wind. The scarf floated higher and higher until she couldn't reach it. "------oh no."