tw miscarriage I guess. andre didn't miscarry though not from him.
andre never understood death.
it wasn't that he liked it or anything, he just.. didn't understood why everyone cared so much.
yeah, they were gone, but eternal peace or whatever!
he was maybe a little upset that he wouldn't be able to talk to them again, but nothing past that. it wasn't anything big.
there was a specific day in third grade that he remembered. his teacher was pregnant, then she missed a few days, and when she came back she told his class the baby died in her stomach and that she had to miss a few days because she was very very upset.
he didn't get it. she never even met the thing, why did she care??
that's why, when the time came for him and cal to die, he didn't expect himself to hesitate. it wasn't like he hadn't thought about it.
of course, a few words from cal convinced him. sure, he stalled a bit, but he still did it.
he expected death to come easy. he expected it to take him quickly.
he wasn't prepared to feel the blood in his mouth, to feel it seeping into his lungs.
andre kriegman didn't have a peaceful death. he died panicking, suffocating on his own blood.
sorry guys this is terrible I hate it.
