Task: Spank yourself ten times with a wooden spoon.
THE DECISIONS WE MAKE OFTEN CAUSE US PAIN IT’S GOOD FOR SUBS TO SEE THAT WHAT THEY WANT MAY NOT ALWAYS BE GOOD FOR THEM. THE NEXT TIME YOU’RE READY TO MAKE A HASTY CHOICE THAT MAY HAVE CONSEQUENCES REFLECT ON TODAY’S DAILY SLAVE TASK.
First was the anticipation and self-negotiation. (When, where, do the soft ones count, solid spoon (tool of choice for Mom) or slotted (thankfully mom did not have that choice).
I chose now, where was five on each side, and soft ones did not count, and finally I used the slotted spoon to eliminate the air pillow. Well it is safe to say the sting was very real, the sinking/spreading warmth afterwards was welcoming, and the slowly fading stingy soreness reminds me of decisions that needed to be made at the spur of the moment regardless whether they were right or wrong. I hope I had more right than wrong, fortunately my wrong decisions were never as bad as they could have been. Its those wrong decisions that left a sting, and something to seep and soak into me and actually make me stronger or better.
I hope that in the future I will remember, not the spanking, rather the lessons that not all choices will be easy or comfortable but consider decisions/choices are those are the ones that actually make a difference for the better.
