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My Type

Maybe he’s beside you

The guy who has a nice sense of style

The guy who plays at least one instrument

The guy who makes you breakfast and sings you to sleep

The guy who prioritizes cuddling every time he looks at you

Maybe he’s beside you

But you’re too focused on the guy who

#honey works #anime #poem #literature #love #manga

My Sunshine

Treading through an endless sea, the winds energy rides a wave eager to submerge me underwater within another bittersweet aura of my past. Opening my eyes, I only become blind from its dark light. The consistency of remaining lost within sea and the view of whats up ahead leaves an unsure but brimming sense of curiosity if I continued to move forward among these turbulent waters. Despite the inevitable fatigue that locks my muscles and makes its way up to my staggering breath, a ray of light shines through the deep cerulean sea and gives an impeccable light of hope that draws me a pathway through the darkness that I once believed to never reach shore. I wrap myself and find myself floating among the calming waters that endlessly cling onto my body. Enlightened to finally learn the ability to swim strongly among these rough waters, I continue to look up eagerly to the next destination as I ride with my eternal sun.

#poem #selfcare #love #iloveyou #literature #anime

Living Within This Interdependent World

The intertwining bond that pulls two magnets together yet lies the capabilities of their purpose being fulfilled without continuous grasp...

The concept of independence is mounted within our being and unconsciously urging us to pull towards the liberation of fulfilling what we truly desire aside from seeking these answers through others. It’s persistence defines a contrasting line from a period where we needed to depend our superiors to unravel how we build our reality. Learning how to convey kindness, gratitude, and overall expression set an internal focus while an occasional pull to foreign oppositions yearn our desire to learn.

That being said, finding oneself cannot be solely done without ease as the interdependence of bonds we create are what attracts us to dawning upon the land of the unknown and truths of oneself.

#literature #poetry #self care #self improvement #love

Within The Script...

Unconditionally sheathed within a script that emulates a bittersweet beginning, a persistent hunger to unfold the answers of a surreal reality scratches amongst its defined layers.

Opposition alludes between the persistent, vast force of the environment, forcefully challenging the past as it stubbornly grips a reality; shadowed and unknowing of the continuous limbo of change.

A warmth different from what was once sheathed emerges and releases an unheard script that can run longer amongst the beginnings of time, present and ceaseless future.

Its generosity fills a yearned for harmony that dances amongst the curiosity and wonder to satisfy both its initial existence and the change it was once unable to see.

Little did they know it needed to seek acceptance to foresee the true beauty hidden unconditionally.

#poem #literature #note to self #self improvement #self care #love #wiriting

I Love You

Even when you want to lie down, under a soft blanket, alone with the undying sound of silence, time doesn’t rest.

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Each breath you take right now must be heavy, right? It ‘s carrying the weight of the story that places you in this dark setting. Even though I don’t understand what you’re going through, and the words “It will be alright” isn’t enough, I’ll make sure to hold you tight.

Constant fear and pain may circle around you at times. Its roars can make you lose your mind. But, if you put those thoughts aside, you begin to see beauty over misery.

The precious you, wanting to sparkle under that suffocating mask.

Even when you’re full of flaws, count your blessings and see that every part of the imperfect you has room to grow brighter.

But also deserves a break when needed :)

You are treasured and valued, and no one needs to validate the worth of your existence.

You know yourself best and are continuing to shine brighter than your past self. There's no point in giving up on a journey that has just started. Be daring to lead it the right path.

Love, Tachitofu

#self improvement #self care #note to self #poem #poetry #writing #love

Umbrella

An umbrella sheaths your fragile body where no tears can be struck upon your puffy cheeks.

You run away to a safe haven where the soft yet raging drops can’t reach you.

Wanting to stand, you hit the ground looking at the dampness of the surface approaching you.

Cold, Loud, Persistent.

Another rain cloud begins to form while everyone hides flurried underneath their own umbrella.

#foundpoem #literatue #story #umbrella #weather #writing

Being Independent Without Force

She cuts her hair watching her ugly dark tendrils fill her bathroom sink. Looking at herself in the mirror she felt a sense of satisfaction-

Felt.

It wasn’t filling enough for her to shave the remaining locks nearing her scalp

She didn’t want to fully let go

The hair may grow anew but the blueprint remains the same monster

The same dark, thick strands.

It’s unavoidable.

Yet, this idea was conjured by a single lens That’s unavoidable Grow out of it It’s unavoidable and ugly, but can be tendered to beauty

#princess #disneypriness #disney #writing #literature

When We Seek Clarity

Why is it that the easiest diagnosis is sometimes the hardest type of recovery?

The clarity, the happiness we yearn so much to find.

It was easier to heal when we were younger until we realize that we’ve accumulated these oppressed emotions that have carved its own way through our hearts.

Even though I carry these wounds with me, when there's visible damage, there’s also room for acceptance and change.

#poem #self improvement #self care #clarity

nicostiel

“Once you’ve met someone, you never really forget them.” – Spirited Away (2001) dir. Hayao Miyazaki

The Truth About Kindness

“Kindness is something that we all have to learn as we go. It’s something that grows and develops slowly over time… The same way our bodies do.” -Natsuki Takaya (Fruit’s Basket)

I find it fascinating how different but special our forms of kindness are. We’re all carved by what we’ve uniquely experienced living under the same world. What’s even better is that we are still growing from these new experiences whether it's the people we meet, the conflicts we face, or even just a casual thought coursing through our mind.

Sometimes we grow envious of how others convey their forms of kindness but I believe that you as well have an approach to the kindness that others want to keep close to them. Take your close relationships as an example. They see this unexplainable light in you they want to hold tightly. They love your presence just as much as you adore theirs.

Even when you find it hard to recognize your own personal expression of kindness, the beauty of this is that you have today, and many days after that to grow.

Wholeheartedly, I want you to know how special you are as you were carved out of what you have experienced and the kindness you’ve received from others. When you question your kindness, consider it a flame of passion and desire to grow better.

The truth about kindness is that it’s one word with a plethora of definitions cultivated by everyone. Even when it's hard to see, kindness is everywhere.

#fruits basket #anime #poetry #poem #self improvement #self care #quote #love #kindness

Awareness (Keep Searching)

When you're faced with your first love, the love after that, and onwards, the only repetitive aspect is the fact you believe they’re the one. From experience, their personality or even love at first sight; not only does it flood your mind, But It also entrails you with a lingering scent of adrenaline you crave until distance stretches and rips the fake red string you’ve laced upon your finger. But, instead of focusing on resentment, we need to realize our awareness in that person. Their true form. Not the image that swayed you. With this new outlook, we can grow to find brighter people or even broaden our expectations for that special someone.

There may be people who end their search with their first love, but isn’t it trial and error that makes the realization to be the greatest of all?

Don’t stop searching, search with more awareness

#awareness #love #hope #quote #poem #selfcare

5.12.19/4:09AM

Comparing ourselves to others is inevitable. There will be days when you feel confident in yourself while other days leave you thinking you’re hopeless. But, to simply put it, we all once started out on the same level. Over time, our experiences and priorities shape us to be who we are today. The qualities we receive and the skills we possess are not given to us naturally but are achieved by striving to develop what we believe in.

Malcolm Knowles, an education theorist, stated that we learn best when we are:

Internally motivated and self-directed to learn;

Able to bring life experiences and knowledge to learning experiences;

Goal-directed in learning

Finding learning relevant to life experiences

Given opportunities to engage in practical learning; and

Feel respected as a learner

Rather than solely being patient with yourself, start somewhere! Recognize that you ARE worth so much more than you think. We are all developing at our own pace and face hardship and self-doubt along the way but once you begin to accept that your strong and capable, the values you’ve learned throughout your life radiates just as brightly as others despite it manifesting in a different way.

It’s what makes you special and what others love about you.

Promise me you won’t give up. Believe in the power you’ve captured within and strive to move forward to a brighter future your past self will thank you for.

7.15.19

(I had to use my fingers to determine the number of what month were in ;P. ))

It’s been awhile huh? I’m not sure if this post will mark the recovery of my inactivity but let’s see how far it goes...

I’ve been inspired to write up my journey to remind myself of the goals I want to achieve as days pass. I recently got another job as a camp counsellor as it will prepare me for my future job in mind: A youth educator or child life specialist.

I have to start somewhere since developing yourself starts with action and awareness. When there's something I want to have, I’ll go through several methods to get there sooner. When you're elevated on the high of success, what’s really stopping you but yourself?

Nevertheless, there are others who think otherwise and I will respect that wholeheartedly.

Anyway, I wanted to discuss my first week of work!

Being initially placed with toddlers and never having experience with youth ages 7-12, I was in for a shock. It was as if my whole quiet persona came straight back and I fell silent during peer conflicts and even normal interaction. My mind fell blank and I knew I wasn’t performing my job at the fullest. To be brutally honest, I would’ve fired myself. But, being my first week, I want to cut myself some slack and put these flaws into the light so I can correct them before week 2 comes to play.

This sense of uneasiness and lack of preparation is what I found to be most prominent during this time of insecurity. To start small I’ve decided to come up with these 3 goals:

1) Instead of being too focused on being the absolute perfect role model, focus on watching others first. There’s a chance they are probably feeling the same sense of pressure too.

2) Don’t be afraid to express your ideas and initiate new learning experiences. You’ll never know something is a failure unless you go for it. Don't be scared of failure, think of your failures as learning experiences.

3) Don't wait to be approached, go out there and be that mentor you wished your child-self had back then.

Before I end things off, can’t forget to mention how essential it is to have a toolbox with you before you start your day. Whether its a set plan/agenda or even a delicious lunch, whatever makes you confident enough to endure the day, I’m sure it will be in your favour.

I love to think that each day, every person is living it differently..

So how will you write your story today?