thank you to everyone who has supported me in my art. ive been working hard to get better and grow but ive realized how much of a failure my efforts have been. i want fo keep trying but i dont have much left in me anymore. im trying one last time to yield hopeful results but, i dont think it'll work so, i'd just like to thank the handful of people who truly supported in a meaningful way. im so sorry i couldnt go further and make you proud to have been here for so long. im so sorry to everyone who had any faith in me, please know i truly did want to draw forever, i was just a fool. ill be quietly posting until my heart finally understands there's no point in continuing.
most importantly, please do not engage with my art any differently because of this. to use my sadness as a reason to suddenly support me would be an insult. If I can't find success on my own then that is alright. i think there really are people who are incapable of achieving what they want no matter how badly they try, because that seems to be what i am. anyhow, thank you to anyone reading this, and im really sorry i couldn't be good enough.