#! 2013

[khaotunq]

I just started following you yesterday, but I already love your blog. I know what it's like to just feel off and I'm sorry you're feeling that way now; I hope everything looks and feels so much better soon.

asfkjhdfs this is so lovely of you to say, omg, thank you. it always feels weird thanking someone for hoping for something for me, if that makes sense, but i mean it. that you'd even take the time to message a pretty much complete stranger kind of tells me that you're a gorgeous, beautiful, wonderful person and i hope you know that, too. ♥

before 2013 ends inbox me one thing you’ve always wanted to know or say to me and i have to reply to all of them

[khaotunq]

You're pretty fucking rad. I have a lot of respect for you - I know I wouldn't be half the person I am without having known you - and I truely hope that you find what you're looking for.

bb respect is a two way street and you have mine just as much. we don't talk as much as we used to but i am so proud of you and you know exactly what for. you're an inspiration just for that. i miss you, i miss london, i miss running around putting on a terrible, obnoxious accent, and i hope 2014 gives me the good fortune to be able to come down and see you at some point. i love youuuu 

before 2013 ends inbox me one thing you’ve always wanted to know or say to me and i have to reply to all of them

[khaotunq]

jay babe there's nothing i can say that'll make you feel better i know that because i often feel the way you described but ... im here if you ever wanna vent and i will NEVER judge you and i love you just fyi hon.

i was torn between publishing this as part of the ~asky thingy~ or just keeping it bc fdjgksdjgsd fsjgsdfkgsdh, you know? i'm gonna publish so i can tag it and look back at it without losing it in the depths of my ask box which i never clean out and probably should.

i just. katkaaa. i've followed you since my first foray into the teen wolf fandom and have continued to follow you even when you kind of dropped out of it because you're just so wonderful and nice and lovely and asdkjfafgkas. i still cackle wildly when i see your sam spn cap (often the misspelled version) come up on my dash and even though you're always like, idk, you seem so busy bc you talk to so many people and wow, you've always taken the time to be around for me and i cannot tell you in words how much that means to me. asdkfashdj.

before 2013 ends inbox me one thing you’ve always wanted to know or say to me and i have to reply to all of them

[khaotunq]

Share a happy memory from 2013?

um, wow. this kind of puts me on the spot, eheh. you know that way i'm sure i had some pretty potent highlights, but i'm horrible at remembering things when prompted? i still get confused when people ask me my date of birth or full name or something, man; it still takes me a moment to actually compose myself.

one happy memory. god, it's really dumb, but the first thing that comes to mind is the night i went out with a couple of workmates and split off to hang out with the guy i liked, and he kissed me. a lot. we were both drunk and it was a bad idea from the start, but it was nice while it lasted, and it was happiness while it lasted, too.

before 2013 ends inbox me one thing you’ve always wanted to know or say to me and i have to reply to all of them

[khaotunq]

i feel like today is the day to just shower you with love and affection and yes so, one thing i would like to say to you before the year is over is: thank you!!! because you are another cutie who made me feel really welcomed in this fandom and you're super talented with graphics and writing and you have the best tags and posts and just ::shrugs:: i get inspired by //YOU// <33

gurl no you inspire me okay not the other way around whatchu even sayinnnn'. bro. dude. i just. i don't even remember how we actually started chatting because i'm so terrible at this whole memory thing but i'm super psyched we stuck to it and the fact you've stuck with me even through the 3am messages of me more or less screeching and flailing... dat's love, dat is.

also, still not sure what it is about you that inspires sporadic illiteracy, but there you go.

before 2013 ends inbox me one thing you’ve always wanted to know or say to me and i have to reply to all of them

[khaotunq]

okay we literally just started talking but you are such a doll and sweetheart and you make me laugh a hell of a lot and I hope that we get to talk even more in 2014! I hope the new year brings you all the happiness that you deserve :D <3

i just remembered about these whoops.

thank you bb :3 i hope the new year's positively fandabbydosey for you. you're so lovely and sweet and funny and you already know it blows my mind i managed to find another west coaster here. i'm so glad to have done so, tho ♥♥♥

before 2013 ends inbox me one thing you’ve always wanted to know or say to me and i have to reply to all of them

[khaotunq]

2013: the year of many and varied hats, a selfiementary