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💭dessert

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jihoon, despite the high calorie, high sodium, high sugar meals his restaurant serves, eats pretty healthy. he isn’t really a person for an abundance of sweets, but loves serving them to other people! the crow’s nest makes a pretty awesome saeng cream cake that’s popular for people that choose to have birthday parties with them (jihoon always thinks that’s hilarious, so birthday meals are some of his favorites.) 

when jihoon does have sweets, his sweet of choice is probably ice cream. when it comes to cartons of ice cream he buys, it’s neapolitan; he eats chocolate and strawberry, and only vanilla when it’s with one of the others. otherwise, he saves it for his dad. when he goes to  rum & gum he gets chocolate chip cookie dough most commonly, but sometimes a strawberry cheesecake flavor too.

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💭 + tea

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as for tea the beverage, jihoon rarely drinks it-- only when he’s feeling sick, because for as busy as he is, he can’t afford to be sick, of course. his usual choice is elderberry tea in these cases. in very rare cases, when he’s absolutely pounding coffee, he’ll drink some green tea in between, for health benefits and for extra caffeine without the heaviness of coffee. 

when it comes to gossip, however, jihoon is a tea connoisseur. he does his best to know his regular customers at the crow’s nest by name, and if they’re smart they don’t tell him much personal information than that, but he and his establishment have a good way of providing service that makes them feel trustworthy. this helps jihoon get an in to all kinds of dirt, ranging from a customer being touchy feely with two different women over the course of several nights to who’s making deals with who, and who’s dabbling in relations with a gang they shouldn’t be. he takes great pride in this fact and the power it gives him, and often uses the information he knows as currency to get things he wants from people. 

his customers trust him, but that’s a pretty grave mistake because he is indeed a snake that will sell just about anyone out at any moment’s notice should it benefit him.

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40. do you miss anyone from your past?

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“do you miss anyone from your past?”

( & // does he? it's a good question, albeit one he isn't too keen on answering. missing people requires some vulnerability, and he's not a fan of that. he thinks it's weak. still, his usually bright smile shifts into something more wistful, distant, eyes staring off into some spot on the horizon ) i don't make a habit of it. ( he doesn't. he's one to fall out of touch with people without caring, usually focusing on the present and the future. there are many people from high school that he even considered friends that he doesn't contact anymore but doesn't miss. still, maybe there are a few people after all ) i miss the staff at the crow's nest that quit for one reason or another. working there kind of feels like family, you know? especially the ones i grew up with. they basically helped raise me, and there are only a few of them around now. i try to keep in touch, but i'm pretty busy. there are some that died, too. ( the smile disappears now, eyes still slightly glazed over, expression more troubled. there's one more he doesn't really want to mention. his gaze flickers in indecision ) i miss woojin sometimes, but i don't think i have a right to. he was...nice. i don't know. ( and he doesn’t like admitting it, either )

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38

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“have any pets?”

( & // he breaks out into a grin immediately ) i do! ( it's easy to smile; he loves them, after all ) two cats! well, one is gahyeon's and one is mine, but i think they're both ours. ( gahyeon brought kittens home one day, and their mom wasn't hard to convince, considering they had no pets at that point, and they both agreed to accept responsibility for one each ) there's one boy and one girl, and i took the girl and gahyeon took the boy. she's a really good cat! she'll sit on your lap when she likes you, and will only get in the way a little bit. she's pretty easygoing.

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28 & 48.

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“have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?”

killed a man. ( & // he laughs afterwards, suggesting it’s a joke, but with jihoon, one can never be too sure ) i’m not sure. there’s not much that i’d mind people finding out about, i don’t think? ( or maybe he’s just not remembering anything ) i guess i don’t want people to find out when i steal from them, so that probably counts. there are also some other things, but…i can tell you if you want. ( he smiles, a little crookedly, a little darkness in his eyes. this is probably nsfw and i refuse to write about it, thanks )

“what makes you happy?“

some more things? ( & // he hums in thought. he doesn’t think he’s a happy enough person to list anything more than he already did, and maybe even then, they were things that he liked instead of what made him happy. is there a difference? if there is, jihoon doesn’t know it ) sunrises, and the moon…food. ( he can’t believe he forgot about food before. really? ) i was going to say video games, but they mostly just make me mad. ( a sheepish laugh ) i don’t know what else…i can start naming specific friends, if you want? ( he laughs with no real intention to do that, because he doesn’t want to pick and choose, and he likes to think they make him happy as a whole. for some reason his brother comes to mind for reasons entirely unknown to him, because he makes him far from happy. his face darkens into something almost resembling a scowl. why would his mind betray him like this when he’s supposed to be thinking about things that make him happy? maybe it’s because he should.)

( & // already answered here! )

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5 & 12.

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 “what kind of people are you attracted to?”

didn’t i already answer this? ( & // he wrinkles his nose ) i guess my dream guy is different than who i’m attracted to? or they’re different questions, but my answer is the same ( he laughs, a short sound ) boys, to start, in case you forgot. ( he grins ) i can see when girls are attractive, and i appreciate that, but it’s not nearly the same. ( does he have a type? ) i’m attracted to a lot of people, but it’s mostly the same as what i said about my dream guys-- those qualities. i guess there’s something kind of attractive about people i can corrupt, too? but there’s a bigger chance of feelings getting involved with those types, and feelings are tiresome. if i don’t care about them as people i’d kiss them anyway, though. it’s nice to be loved even if i don’t feel the same way, so i wouldn’t mind. 

( & // already answered similar! )

“what are you bad habits?”

what, you really think i have habits? ( & // he feigns offense, but smiles soon after ) i don’t know. maybe you should ask someone else, they might know better, right? ( still, he tries to think regardless ) drinking, maybe, though i don’t think i do it too much. my anger? is that a habit? probably not, but i have a habit of getting too mad about things. i also have a habit of...not having other emotions. ( he laughs, even though it shouldn’t be funny. he is a large absence of emotion, and any emotion he does have is processed through anger because he doesn’t know how to deal with anything else. it manifests as that, too, even if he remains outwardly calm and composed. his anger simmers and smolders ) i’m too critical, and sometimes i wait until i have no clothes left to do the laundry. oh, i guess stealing would count as a bad habit, right? ( he laughs about forgetting it ) that’s my best bad habit, though. ( he tries to think of more, even if he’s already listed enough ) i gossip a lot too, but that’s too fun for me to consider it bad. ( he smiles crookedly. there are some more he doesn’t realize: not getting enough sleep, multi-tasking, perfectionism, eating so much, talking with his mouth full (sometimes), chewing gum loudly, over-scheduling, biting the top of his pens, tapping his feet, 

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4, 20, 30

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“if you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?”

there is no one i like-- not in the way you’re asking. ( & // of course it wouldn’t be platonic like. there’s no fun in that. he means what he says, but he knows there’s someone that comes close, maybe. jihoon doesn’t do crushes. he does attraction and fixation, even if he isn’t aware of it. anything he feels lacks the romance, and sees jealousy and possessiveness as its fuel. there are people he likes spending time with, sure, but in a platonic sense, and it’s hard for him to even want to date anyone, let alone actually be committed to them. he only ever dated for fun, anyway. who’s the closest thing, though? ) spencer? ( he asks, though he doesn’t need any approval or response. spencer. he’s something, alright, and the part of jihoon that wants to find out what is just as great as the part of him that doesn’t ) he’d probably take care of me. don’t know if he’d be any good at it, though. he’d probably be drunk too. 

“describe your dream girl/guy?”

oh, i don’t know. ( & // he makes a big act of making it wistful, but he breaks out into a playful smile ) you think i’m the type to dream about a girl or a guy? if it was a dream it would be a guy; you should know that first. second, you should know i’m not the type. relationships have never been a priority for me and never will be. ( and he doesn’t mind. jihoon has never really wanted one, unless it’s to kill his boredo  ) but i’ll humor you, i guess. ( and he sighs, and then thinks about it ) someone with a good sense of humor. someone hard-working, and...capable. not anyone weak-willed, or meek, or easily frightened. no one too emotional, but...warmer than i am. i would say someone that isn’t afraid of me, but i want them to be a little scared. ( and when he smiles, there’s a certain darkness to it, absent from most of his other smiles ) but someone that will stay, anyway. someone okay with every side of me. someone that will make me feel more...human? ( he doesn’t like the last part. it feels weak, even if it’s true, so he reels it back ) oh, they have to be attractive too, obviously, otherwise the deal is off.

“been arrested? for what?” 

not yet. ( he grins deviously ) and i never will be! even if they detain me, i’ll talk my way out of it~ i have a lot of friends that would give me an alibi, too.