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[091798-blog1]

@lastsnever。

( ... )

there she goes again! somehow, whenever they meet, something always happens, and eunhee ends up hurting herself — tripping, running into poles, hitting her head. donghyun finds it endearing, yet at the same time he can’t help but worry about the girl’s well-being. one of these days, he thinks, she’s going to trip and fall and break a leg or god knows what else. ‘are you sure you should be laughing right now? you have to be more careful, eunhee-ah.’ barely able to conceal his grin, he wags a finger at her in feigned disapproval, shaking his head playfully. ‘ah, you got me. it’s me, your personal guardian angel.’ a small snort leaves his lips as he raises his hands in mock surrender. then he falls silent, chewing on his lower lip as he glances at her. hesitantly, he reaches out to brush her bangs aside so he can take a closer look at the bump on her forehead, but his hand stops in mid-air, seeking reassurance. ‘can i...?’

[091798-blog1]

“fill your heart with bees. if someone breaks your heart then they have to deal with the bees.”

text post sentence startersstatus: always accepting!

there’s a momentary pause, as if he’s trying to process her words, and then there’s laughter; loud, genuine laughter.

‘can i fill my heart with baes instead?’

( he asks himself, why do people drift apart? why do friends turn into strangers? yet deep down, he already knows the answer: it’s just the way the world works. and when it happens, you can try to hold on and salvage what you can, or resign yourself and let life take its course. either way, you’re bound to get hurt. )

‘i can’t believe i’m moping over someone who doesn’t even care about me. it really makes me wonder if we were even friends at all.’

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“fill your heart with bees. if someone breaks your heart then they have to deal with the bees.”

text post sentence startersstatus: always accepting!

touché, he thinks. now, this isn’t quite what he expected to hear, but that’s the thing with jisoo; she’s a breath of fresh air, always unpredictable, constantly taking him by surprise in one way or another.

‘i never knew being platonically heartbroken was a thing.’ until now. but friends can break your heart in ways you’ve never imagined, and he’s learned it the hard way. perhaps he should’ve seen it coming (people come and go; it’s a story as old as time), and perhaps now isn’t the time to worry about his heart (he’s got places to go and dreams to fulfill; he’s got stars in his eyes and a bright future ahead), but abandonment stings, and there’s nothing he can do about it.

‘i’d rather have the bees fill my heart with honey. that way, i’d never be sad again. i’d also probably get diabetes, but that’s another story.’

[091798-blog1]

@thaimaknae。

( ... )

misfortunes never come alone, or so they say. and somehow, it seems to be true, donghyun thought as he wandered aimlessly through the pouring rain, gloomy and drenched to the skin. it was a miserable day that matched his miserable mood. as if being stood up by his friends wasn’t enough, the sky broke open and there came a sudden downpour, soaking him entirely and leaving him feeling as if every ounce of joy had been sucked out of him. it wasn’t as if he’d forgotten to bring an umbrella, or something of the sort. yet, as luck would have it, by the time he finally managed to yank it out of his backpack, it was too late.

so, why bother anyway?

no one seemed to recognize him, and while under different circumstances he would’ve been disappointed, today, for once, he didn’t want to be seen in such a deplorable state. as he noticed a girl struggling to shield herself from the rain, he found himself approaching her, opening his umbrella and holding it out to her, a tired, yet warm smile plastered on his face.

‘here, take this.’

(after all, she seemed to need it more than he did.)

[forgetwinter]

Yuri’s lips slightly parted from hearing the girl’s words, a slight gasp leaving them as she never expected to hear such a thing. “I mean…I don’t exactly know what’s going on and it’s probably not something good” She slowly started to trail off from her thoughts, thinking of whatever option would suit the other female best in a situation like this. “but I’ll always be here for you and try to help you out in any way possible…so if you’re looking to run away, how about you consider my place?” Yuri suggested a bit hesitantly, not exactly sure if she would be up to going off with someone she didn’t know too well. “It’s pretty quiet there, and too lonely for me lately. I could use some company too.”  

Suzy glanced up at the female, the words slipped out of her mouth, honestly she couldn’t believe she actually said that. How completely stupid and selfish of you, Bae Suzy.  Now cursing herself in her thoughts, she was just lost -- lost at what words to say, or what to do, so she decided just to sit there for awhile with her knees to her chest and her arms hugging them. “Am I that obvious?” scoffing at herself, shaking her head whilst lowering her gaze to the pavement she was sitting upon. “Running away seemed foolish and pointless, I always thought that anyway. Yet here I am.. I want to go far far away, though I’d hate to bother you. You barely even know me.” the wall she was holding between the other was a tall and sturdy one, and she wasn’t planning on taking it down. “well.. if you insist-- but don’t you think it’s a little... eh to invite a stranger into your home?” 

[forgetwinter]

“Well, If they do-” He takes the females hand in his own to intertwine their fingers before giving her a sly grin. “We do that thing that, you know, smart people do and thats run.” Hansol made no move however to separate their hands, Only opting to squeeze the females reassuringly. “We’re fit people right? I’m one-hundred-percent sure we could outrun anybody!” He used his free hand to do a “fighting” gesture with his fist, grinning. “Like, Superheros..or something?” He nudged her shoulder lightly in an attempt to reassure her and to help her relax. “So trust me, Yeah?” 

“pffft.” suzy scrunched her nose up, with her eyes squinted at him in a playful manner, but she couldn’t help but to smile. “of course, we could outrun everybody. i’m pretty damn fast.” with a brief chuckle she flashed him a cocky grin, looking up at him as her back leaned against the wall. “i just didn’t want you to get in trouble or anything, you know i’m quite the trouble maker....” with her free hand she ran it through the pieces of hair that were blowing in her face, letting out a couple of laughs as her gaze lowered. “please, hansol. you’re the only hero, i’m like the side-kick. but a pretty incredible one if i must say.” her chest got heavy just by hearing the word: trust. it was something that was not easily given, but easily taken away. a very scary thing in her mind, she always believed that she would never - ever trust anyone but here she was smiling and laughing, she did trust him and she hated him for that. “i trust you.”