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āGood Dayā (title track?) was produced/composed by Daehwi, he also worked on the lyrics for the song as well as Woojin. āI Just Doā was produced and composed by Donghyun and Kiggen. Donghyun also worked on the lyrics as well as Youngmin. The track Good Day will be released on music sites July 27th, 6pm KST!
[!] MXM has opened their official Weibo account! You can find their page here.
donghyun raised lil woojinĀ
lastsnever:
there lies unbridled awe in the faint grin that graces her parted lips, absent-minded in nature from the way her gaze stay fixated on his features. she doesnāt realise she had been staring until the sensation of his hand patting her head pulls her out of her reverie, grin widening bashfully and gaze interrupted by a succession of blinks. (angels, humans, devilsĀ ā sometimes they were one and the same.)Ā āhe did what?ā Ā disbelief makes way for amusement, his laughter only making it harder to keep her own at bay. in between giggles that are barely muffled behind her palm, eunhee finds it in herself to be concerned, feeling bad that they were laughing at this at all. (though it made for a hilarious mental image.)Ā āis he okay? that sounds mortifyingā¦ā her voice trails off into a empathetic whimper, hands covering most of her face when second-hand embarrassment colours her cheeks pink. the query reminds herself of her own predicament at hand, fingers reaching beneath her bangs where the forming bruise lay.Ā āah⦠i think they already expect this from me by nowā¦ā the admittance was no less than truthful, though embarrassing all the same. it was about time she got a new one to add her collection anyways.Ā āotherwise⦠my guardian angel will help me, right?ā
restless ā thatās how he feels. the sun kisses his skin and warms up his heart, only to leave him longing for more. more of what? more freedom, perhaps. his mind is an amalgam of contrasting emotions. he imagines himself lying on the grass, basking in the sunshine, and for a brief moment he considers doing something reckless. but this is his life, this is the path heās chosen, so all he does is pull his snapback down a little lower. (after all, they canāt afford to be recognized.) āof course. you call always count on me, you know? just call me and iāll show up to save the day, like prince charming, with a white horse and all that jazz.ā thereās a tinge of cheekiness in his tone, an indication of how at ease he feels around her, but his fond gaze and wholehearted smile confirm the sincerity of his words. āthereās no need to be embarrassed. although itād certainly be better if you tried to take proper care of yourself. and i mean it this time, eunhee-ahāā he starts, but something tells him not to press further. āanyway. are you hungry? we could go grab something to eat. thereās a nice little place not far from here.ā
[!] Donghyun and Youngminās unit name has been announced! The name of the unit is MXM which stands forĀ āMix & Matchā as well asĀ āMore and Moreā. The meaning of the name is to combine their charms and grow together. They will be releasing their predebut single on July 27th, 6pm KST!
āfill your heart with bees. if someone breaks your heart then they have to deal with the bees.ā
text post sentence startersstatus: always accepting!
thereās a momentary pause, as if heās trying to process her words, and then thereās laughter; loud, genuine laughter.
ācan i fill my heart with baes instead?ā
( he asks himself, why do people drift apart? why do friends turn into strangers? yet deep down, he already knows the answer: itās just the way the world works. and when it happens, you can try to hold on and salvage what you can, or resign yourself and let life take its course. either way, youāre bound to get hurt. )
āi canāt believe iām moping over someone who doesnāt even care about me. it really makes me wonder if we were even friends at all.ā
āfill your heart with bees. if someone breaks your heart then they have to deal with the bees.ā
text post sentence startersstatus: always accepting!
touchĆ©, he thinks. now, this isnāt quite what he expected to hear, but thatās the thing with jisoo; sheās a breath of fresh air, always unpredictable, constantly taking him by surprise in one way or another.
āi never knew being platonically heartbroken was a thing.ā until now. but friends can break your heart in ways youāve never imagined, and heās learned it the hard way. perhaps he shouldāve seen it coming (people come and go; itās a story as old as time), and perhaps now isnāt the time to worry about his heartĀ (heās got places to go and dreams to fulfill; heās got stars in his eyes and a bright future ahead), but abandonment stings, and thereās nothing he can do about it.
āiād rather have the bees fill my heart with honey. that way, iād never be sad again. iād also probably get diabetes, but thatās another story.ā
text post sentence startersĀ / Ā original version here
ābro, you look so cute right now. dude, you are so fucking adorable.ā
āwanna watch this murder documentary with me?ā
āi may act like iām sassy but if youāre mean to me thereās a 900% chance iāll cry.ā
āi may act like Iām clueless but actually know whatās going on at al times.ā
āattention: i need attention.ā
āi donāt have a nervous system. iām a nervous system.ā
ādrugs? no thanks, the only āhighā i need is the natural rush you get from commiting a murder.ā
āi think iām subconsciously trying to ruin my own life.ā
āwhy fall in love when you can fall on the floor and never get up?ā
āi try not to sound like an asshole but itās really hard because i am an asshole.ā
āi donāt want to look 'prettyā, i want to look otherwordly and vaguely threatening.ā
āiām the nicest, sweetest, most rage-filled person i know.ā
āgirls are so soft and amazing and nice and beautiful and mysterious and complex and loving and caring. i donāt remember what i was going to say but iām just gay.ā
"iād love to relax but thatās just not realistic.ā
ācontrary to popular belief iām actually soft and have feelings.ā
āthis could be less hetero.ā
āto be honest i just need a hug.ā
āwhy canāt I be mentally chill instead of mentally ill?ā
āthis is it, this is how i die: lack of attention.ā
āare we just friends or is this flirting serious?ā
āi have this problem where i isolate myself from civilization and then get upset because iām lonely.ā
āi may be ugly but at least i have an ugly personality too. consistency is key.ā
āi donāt wanna get involved in drama i just wanna know 103% of the information on what happened.ā
āi am bysexual as in iām not interested, goodbye.ā
āi could win an olympic gold medal in being ignored.ā
āfill your heart with bees. if someone breaks your heart then they have to deal with the bees.ā
āiām so tired of not being a multimillionaire.ā
āi panic a lot of other places besides the disco.ā
āwhich layer of hell do you think youāre going to?ā
āmy kink is being right.ā
āmy kink is being home alone.ā
āyouāre really sensitive for a selfish asshole.ā
āi can tell myself to be heartless but in all reality, i have a big heart and canāt treat people badly, thatās just not me.ā
āwhat about netflix and kill?ā
āno offense but why does everyone hate me?ā
āiām a strong independent introvert who donāt need no social life.ā
āwhy do i get struggles instead of snuggles?ā
āif a conversation goes on too long without being about me, iām out.ā
āiām small, queer and something to fear.ā
āall this sadness is bad for my skin.ā
āiām cute and perfect but also unstable, violent and self-destructiveā
āiām beautiful and underappreciated.ā
āsheās beauty, sheās grace, sheās me.ā
āsorry for being awesome, loser.ā
āis 'noā an emotion? because iām feeling it.ā
donghyun straight up giving us all a heart attack (feat. sewoon and little woojin)Ā
junmni:
Junsu himself wasnāt familiar with idols. His knowledge of the celebrity world stemmed solely from what he heard in passing, or saw on the streets. The ones featured heavily in advertisements he can recognize quickly. The ones that werenāt⦠not so much.
That being said, it was easy to tell when an idol or star of some sort was visiting Coffee Temple. They were usually accompanied by a gruff looking manager, and ā the most tell-tale sign ā a horde of fangirls. Jun hated when idols visited. It added to the massive headache he always seemed to possess while working, and crowded the shop out. So when a young male with sunglasses, a hat, and face mask (the typical idol outfit) walked into the store, Junsu was prepared for another wave of annoyance to wash over him. If the boy was here, the fangirls werenāt long behind. The barista gave it a few seconds, but nothing came. Huh. Was this guy an idol? Orā Or was he just some dude that was self conscious? Or better yet, maybe he was hiding from an ex-girlfriend. Now that would be interesting.Ā
He kept his distance from the stranger for about fifteen minutes, before growing curious as to why the boy was so silent. Most people would have placed an order or left by now. Making his way over to the stool where the male had sat down, Junsu looked at him with a speculating glance.Ā āUhā¦. hiā¦? Are you just chillinā here, or are you gonna buy something? Iām supposed to kick you out if you donāt buy one of our dumb overpricedĀ drinks, but I donāt really care⦠Whatās with the get-up, by the way? Hiding from someone?ā
kim donghyun wasnāt park jihoon, whoād managed to hit the headlines with so much as a wink. he wasnāt kang daniel, whoād been crowned as wanna oneās center. he wasnāt lai guanlin, whoād stolen everyoneās hearts with his good looks. he was just kim donghyun, and even though heād be lying if he said he wasnāt a little bit jealous (just a little bit), he was certain heād get there one day, eventually.
still, he was popular āĀ popular enough to have sasaeng fans, at least. as the day of his debut with youngmin grew nearer, their fans were starting to get impatient, going as far as to stalk them and visit their companyās office. although he enjoyed randomly meeting people in public and didnāt even bother to disguise himself at times, he figured itād be better to be a bit more discreet when going out for the time being.
so, there he was, seated at the back of the cafĆ©, sunglasses on,Ā face mask placed carefully over his mouth, probably looking like a huge douchebag. because who wears sunglasses indoors? he was supposed to meet up with gwanghyun, but heād been waiting for at least fifteen minutes and his friend was nowhere to be seen. just as the barista came up to him, his phone buzzed.
[ SMS FROM: ģ“ź“ķ ] something came up and i really canāt make it [ SMS FROM: ģ“ź“ķ ] sorry!!! iāll explain laterĀ ć ć
great.
āhi.ā suddenly aware of how ridiculous he looked, he decided to take off his disguise before looking up at the other with a sheepish grin.Ā āi was waiting for a friend, but it looks like iāve been stood up.āĀ pouting, he took one last glance at his phone, then proceeded to scan through the menu. since he was there, he might as well just order something.Ā āhuh? was i being that obvious?ā an amused grin spread across his face and he couldnāt help but laugh as the other questioned him. āiād like an iced caramel macchiato, please.ā
ahnyonce:
[ SMS ā ėķ ] ā tell me where you are & iāll be there with boba for us and flicks for themĀ ć ć ć ā aw, donāt get me wrong donghyun-ah! it was cute. okay? i liked it, ā aigoo, is it another cheesy one? ā i spoke & thought too soon. it was definitely Ā c h e e s y Ā but that one was pretty good as well. are you going to use these on your fangirls?Ā ć ć
[ SMS: ķģ§ėė ] our group chat is literally on fire right now. they keep asking if i snitched on them ć ć [ SMS: ķģ§ėė ] this is what happens when you play truth or dare with them. [ SMS: ķģ§ėė ] hm ... maybe i will! daehwi and woojin are natural-born noona killers. i need to step up my game ... 㠔㠔Ā
lastsnever:
his stern, yet playful chastising has amusement slipping from her features, lips pursed in a tame line. the ends of her mouth stay curved as if it knew of no other, mischievous sparkle never quite leaving her eyes. a lifetime of collecting bruises up and down her limbs has rendered her almost numb. psychologically, at least. (salty tears donāt make good medicine.) āwell if i donāt get hurt anymore, youāll be out of work, angel-nim!ā she quips while barely biting back a grin, āand we donāt want that now, do we?ā eunhee allows herself a brief string of sheepish laughter, trailing off to a quiet and mirroring his uncertain glances with ones of her own. her arm drops to her side warily in understanding, the canned drink in her hands only really working to numb her fingers than reduce the swelling at all. āwell it still hurts soā¦ā she adds to caution, albeit not making any more moves to protest. be careful, she wanted to say (ironically), but she didnāt think it fair.
maybe itās the fact that theyāre sitting so close to each other, or maybe itās just the summer heat ā he doesnāt quite know why, but he can feel his cheeks warm up faintly. (he hopes she wonāt notice.) āthis angel would rather have you safe and sound.ā a bright smile is sent her way, his fingers probing her forehead as gently as possible, careful not to cause her any more unnecessary pain.Ā āit doesnāt really look thatĀ bad, actually. the bump should be gone in a few days.ā heās tempted to crack yet another joke, but decides not to, giving her a gentle pat on the head instead. āthis reminds me of that one time when i went shopping with youngmin and he walked straight into a glass door.ā his head is thrown back as he laughs, one hand flying up to cover his mouth.Ā āit was so embarrassing! but at least it didnāt happen to me.āĀ granted, just like everyone else, heās had his fair share of awkward moments, but heād rather not think about any of them.Ā āarenāt you going to get into trouble if you show up at your dorm with a huge bump on your forehead?ā
Meet MOON JUNSU, the (ILLEGITIMATE) SON of one of Koreaās most wealthy and well-known CHAEBOLS. Despite his blood, thereās nothing classy about him. Heās crass, asinine, and up to no good. You can find him vandalizing walls, bumming cigarettes, and drinking so much cheap beer you can practically hear his liver cry out in pain. DONāT BE FOOLED, and donāt think you can āCHANGEā him; heās not a bad boy with a golden heartā heās just BAD. (at least, thatās what he tells himself)
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ahnyonce:
[ SMS ā ėķ ]
ā hm? okay, i might have an answer. āyah! iām tempted to head over and flick them both on the forehead because i know you all still like to hang out !!Ā ā aigooyah. what kind of cheesy material is that? tell them theyāre so unoriginal. ā but to answer your questionā¦ā¦. not really. š
[ SMS: ķģ§ėė ] oooh please doĀ ć ć they deserve a good scolding ć ć [ SMS: ķģ§ėė ] i chose that pick-up line thoughĀ ć ć i thought it'd be cute! [ SMS: ķģ§ėė ] how about this one: [ SMS: ķģ§ėė ] my doctor says i'm lacking vitamin u
@thaimaknaeć
( ... )
misfortunes never come alone, or so they say. andĀ somehow, it seems to be true, donghyun thought as he wandered aimlessly through the pouring rain, gloomy and drenched to the skin.Ā it was a miserable day that matched his miserable mood. as if being stood up by his friends wasnāt enough, the sky broke open and there came a sudden downpour, soaking him entirely and leaving him feeling as if every ounce of joy had been sucked out of him. it wasnāt as if heād forgotten to bring an umbrella, or something of the sort. yet, as luck would have it, by the time he finally managed to yank it out of his backpack, it was too late.
so, why bother anyway?
no one seemed to recognize him, and while under different circumstances he wouldāve been disappointed, today, for once, he didnāt want to be seen in such a deplorable state. as he noticed a girl struggling to shield herself from the rain, he found himself approaching her, opening his umbrella and holding it out to her, a tired, yet warm smile plastered on his face.
āhere, take this.ā
(after all, she seemed to need it more than he did.)