(:D anon again btw hello I'm so sorry for sending one ask after another u're just so fun to share ideas with)
NEUVILLETTE DISCOVERING WHAT LOVE FEELS LIKE FOR THE FIRST TIME.
Like gods above definitely don't imagine him just feeling a little confused by that flutter in his chest every time we look his way or even more so SMILE in his direction
OR ANYTIME WE COME RUNNING WHEN IT RAINS TO COMFORT HIM WITH LITTLE GIFTS AND MAYBE EVEN HIS FAVORITE SNACKS OR SOMETHING
OR EVEN GODS FORBID WHEN HE LETS US HOLD HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME
AGHHHH JUST HIM REALIZING HE'S STEADILY FALLING IN LOVE
(*Sobbing on the ground*)
:D ANON I LOVE HEARING YOUR IDEAS!! And OH MY GOSH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH... Neuvillette to me, seems like the kind of guy who understands what love is, but doesn't understand love at the same time, if you know what I mean. He understands the definition and concept of love, but he fails to understand the true depths of it, is it just a feeling? A reaction? Why and how and what does it drive people to do, and to what extent? Though as much as he's intrigued by how other humans act, he always felt that no matter how much he tried, he'd never truly grasp love.
Well, that is until you walk into his life. And suddenly, the answers to his questions start to come to him, very slowly, but surely, the more time he spends with you. Neuvillette realizes that being around you makes his heart flutter and beat a bit quicker - regardless if it's a simple thing or not - when you merely wave his way or if you give him extra attention, Archons forbid you smile and laugh... it's getting so hard to act normal it hurts. Neuvillette realizes being around you makes him suddenly aware of every little thing you do, your little habits and actions that no one notices but him. Neuvillette realizes being around you makes him distracted from his everyday life and work, constantly wondering if he's going to see you and if today will be one of the days you barge into his office to spend time with him. Neuvillette realizes being around you means craving even a mere touch from you, any skin-to-skin contact would satisfy his longing for you.
Neuvillette realizes a lot of things, but when he realizes he's falling in love, he wonders if he's good enough for you.