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Oh that most recent snippet is delicious. Thank you for the test cram fuel :D
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Thank you anon <3
Team Leader has always given everything for the team. For the mission. For the cause. They had nothing else, this was their life. But it became their family, too. Everything they cared for. Everything they loved.
It was their dedication that made them the Leader eventually, and they have proudly carried that title and responsibility for years.
Until something went wrong. Maybe Team Leader failed a mission, badly. Maybe they were framed and it was assumed they betrayed them. Maybe they were injured and the Organisation decided to let them go.
Surely the Team will defend them, right? Will fight so Leader is able to stay?
Nobody does. So Leader leaves.
Time passes. And Leader slowly realizes this is it. That stupid hope that used to bloom? Used to tell them they'll come back, they still want Leader? It's dead now. Leader stays alone, grows bitter and resentful. It's easier than breaking.
Until one day, there's a knock on the door.
And there they are, the Team. Back to Leader, because there's a problem and nobody can solve it. Leader's skills are needed. Please, we need you back. You're the only one who can save everyone.
Of course, Leader thinks. Of course you only came back because you needed me.
Do they accept? Tell the Team where to shove it? Work together and now it's painful, awkward, and weird? How do they interact? Is Team shocked by how Leader changed?
"No." Leader said. They didn't even invite the team inside. They knew they would fold. They knew they would bend and make it happen even though they could barely function. They would make it work because they were too stubborn for their own good.
And maybe, just maybe, they still cared.
But they dismissed every single emotion that yearned for the past. For the smiles of their team. For a pat on the back from the organisation. For a place to return. They dismissed them all because when they had left they had made themselves a promise. They wouldn't go through the same pain again.
"What do you mean "no"? Leader, you can't abandon us! Not again!" Youngest shouted.
"I never abandoned you. If you had listened to me just for a moment—"
"So this is your revenge? For us not believing you?"
Leader breathed. They couldn't walk into baits. They knew the team like these people were their own. But they didn't know Leader. No one had ever bothered to think what would work on Leader.
"I don't want revenge. I only want peace. Now get out of my land," they forced out instead. They reached to the rifle next to the door, only for intimidating. They hadn't really tested it yet. They wanted to hunt on the forest they exiled themselves, but they couldn't go too far with their injuries.
"We won't," Right Hand talked for the first time. Medic had tried to coax Leader out before Youngest threw up their anger. Right Hand had been silent. Leader could see in Right Hand's eyes that Leader had no choice. Right Hand got what they wanted. What the Organisation wanted, for they were loyal to fault. And unlike Leader, they didn't think too much before acting. "You are coming with us and helping us to defeat Whumper."
So now they believed Leader. Whumper must have made their last move, blowing their cover with a grand scheme. If only people listened Leader when Leader had told something was wrong with the new recruit, or that Whumper was too good to be a rookie or Whumper had been the one who broke Leader's body and almost, almost, mind?
"I can't." Leader dragged the rifle closer and stepped back. They were done with talking. With the team.
Before they could close the door, Right Hand grabbed their wrist, tanking them out. Leader had no strength to resist, their body already screaming at sudden movement. The rifle fell, too, leaving them with nothing to take support.
"We were the only thing you have, when did that change?" Right Hand tried.
"It didn't," Leader confessed. "But I'm too tired to care anymore."
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Leader tucked the granary job posting into their cloak, making the decision with a resigned sigh. It seemed like the most pressing task, and the promise of quick coin was too tempting to ignore. They turned back toward the tavern door, taking a last moment to inhale the warm, comforting scent of stew and fresh bread before stepping out into the cold again.
Outside, the team had regrouped near the edge of the square. Youngest had already secured a room at the inn, Healer was brooding as Youngest shook the rusty keys in front of them, and Right Hand was leaning against a wall, arms crossed, watching with a smirk.
Leader approached as they took out the granary job posting, their face unreadable so they don't give away anything. They took a moment to meet Right Hand’s gaze before speaking. "Got us something to do."
Right Hand straightened, not looking very enthusiasted. "You found something already?"
"Yeah. Someone has been stealing from the granary, but there’s no sign of forced entry. They’re offering a good payment for whoever can figure it out." Leader glanced around with a strange feeling but dismissed it, continuing. "I think it’ll be a quick in and out."
Youngest, eager for something to break up the monotony, leaned forward. "That doesn’t sound too bad."
Healer raised an eyebrow. "Could be trouble, too. If there’s something in there and not someone."
Leader nodded, folding the paper in half. "Exactly. Which is why we are just going to take a quick look and see what if we want. We’ll decide from there."
Healer still seemed unsure but gave a shrug. "You’re the one in charge."
"Alright then," Leader said, turning back toward the village center.
The team followed, the air between them tense, each lost in their own thoughts. The granary wasn’t far, just behind a few houses. It was a simple wooden structure, small but looking strong, with a thick door secured by an iron latch. The scent of dry grain took over the cold air, but something about the place felt... off.
The granary keeper was waiting outside, an old man with a weathered face and sharp, nervous eyes. He seemed relieved when he saw the group approach, but there was an unease in his stance.
Leader walked up to him, the others falling into step behind. They came to stop one step away from the door, but the man smiled. Leader took that as permission. "Granary keeper." They began. "We came to look if we can do anything for theproblem."
The keeper nodded quickly, his eyes flicking nervously to the others before returning to Leader. "Yes, yes, thank you. I’ve been losing goods for weeks, but I can’t figure out how they’re getting in. No tracks, no nothing... it’s as if they vanish right into thin air." He rubbed his hands together, desperately trying not to scare them. Leader guessed if they looked only a little friendly, the man would be clinging onto them. "I need someone who can watch over it tonight. Please. I can’t afford to lose any more."
Leader hesitated, a frown forming involuntarily. "I was thinking a quick investigation would suffice. We’ll have a look inside and see what we’re dealing with."
"No," the granary keeper said, his voice bleeding urgency. "You don’t understand. It happens at night. I’ve tried watching myself, but... I don’t have the strength to stay awake long enough. You’ll have to stay overnight, or you won’t catch whatever it is."
Leader’s eyes narrowed, their patience wearing thin. They had hoped for a quick, simple task, they needed to get some rest before eventually heading back out. They glanced over their shoulder at the team, but saw no immediate objections. They could still leave, could tell the keeper they weren’t up for a long shift.
But the granary keeper’s pleading look made them pause. "You’ll be paid for the full night," the man added, almost as if reading their hesitation. "Just... please."
A moment passed, tension rising in the air. Leader eyed their team and breathed out slowly. "Fine. We’ll do a full night watch."
The keeper sighed in relief, muttering thanks as he unlocked the door to the granary. Leader turned to the team, who were now looking at them with varying degrees of resignation and curiosity.
"We’ll get set up inside," Leader said, trying to maintain their calm and went in.
The interior of the granary was dimly lit by a few flickering oil lamps, the smell of dried grain hanging in the air. The walls were lined with large sacks stacked high, with only narrow paths through the middle for walking.
Leader set their pack down, rubbing their sore arm as they surveyed the surroundings. Their body protested the movement, but they forced themselves to remain upright, determined to keep a strong front. This was just a quick job, after all.
"Right," Leader said, breaking the silence. "We’ll take shifts. Keep your eyes on the sacks and doors. If you see anything strange, report it immediately."
Right Hand was the first to speak up. "You look like you need some rest."
Leader shook their head quickly. They always did watches in groups for safety. "I’m fine. I can keep watch."
Right Hand studied them for a moment, then shrugged. "Suit yourself."
But before anyone could settle into the long hours ahead, Youngest let out a quiet groan. "I don’t know, Leader. The bed at the inn is looking a lot more tempting now," they said with a half-smile, stretching their arms above their head. "I've— we paid for a bed."
Leader shot them a sharp look, but Youngest was already turning away. "I’ll be at the inn if anything happens," they added lightly, almost as if it was a joke, but Leader knew if they asked theyd be chased away..
Healer, who had been silently adjusting their satchel, didn’t even look up at first. But then they let out a long sigh, rubbing the back of their neck. "You know, if I go back to the inn and rest for a bit, I might be in better shape if something happens later. Just to—well, you know, be able to help more," they said, sounding unconvinced even to themselves. "I’m sure you’ll be fine here. But we can't leave Youngest on their own."
Leader’s jaw clenched as they simply stared. Healer avoided their gaze. "You’re serious? All of you?"
Healer offered an apologetic shrug. "We all need rest."
Leader looked around— Right Hand wasn't meeting their eye and Youngest had already headed for the door. They clenched their fists, and then released. This was their fault. They were supposed to know their team couldn't keep a pace. They couldn’t keep the team there, not if they didn’t want to stay. A long silence passed, only broken by the rustling of sacks and the sound of footsteps fading away.
Leader exhaled slowly, forcing their voice to stay steady. "Alright. Fine. Go. Just don’t be far if something goes wrong."
They couldn’t deny the cold emptiness in their chest as they watched the last of their team leave, one by one, seeking warmth or rest. The granary suddenly felt much colder than it had when they first entered.
For a long moment, Leader stood there alone, their back against the rough wooden wall of the granary. The shadows stretched long and eerie in the dim light. Their exhaustion crept in with the stillness, but they wouldn’t let it take them. Not yet.
"Just a few hours," they whispered to themselves. "Then I’ll get them back. I just need to give them a few hours."
They sank down against the wall, the silence of the empty granary pressing in on all sides, making the air feel heavier. The creak of the wooden beams overhead was the only sound that broke the stillness.
Still, Leader knew they couldn’t back down and go to the inn now.
Not when they had promised to finish it.
Hours didn't pass, and Leader found themselves picking up their own bandages. They were damp. Not with blood, but with something colder. Dark veins spreaded out from beneath the healing claw wound, the bruising strange—wrong. The skin around it pulsed faintly with a dull ache that echoed with every heartbeat, slow and reluctant.
Leader swallowed thickly and peeled the old wraps off, fingers trembling slightly from cold or fatigue, they didn't know. The wound wasn’t open, not exactly, but it looked like something was trying to bloom beneath the skin. They grit their teeth and doused it with water from their flask, the icy sting waking up every nerve in their arm.
They rewrapped it tight and yanked their sleeve back down, standing with a wince. No rest for the restless. They needed movement. Fresh air. Or at least, a patrol around the building to make sure they weren’t missing anything.
They stepped out into the night, boots crunching softly on frost-laced dirt. The cold bit through their clothes almost instantly, sharper than it had been earlier. The sky was clouded now, hiding the stars. Leader kept to the perimeter of the granary, eyes scanning the tree line, the buildings, the rooftops. No motion. No threat.
But the feeling didn’t leave.
Their breath fogged in front of them, and the wound throbbed again—harder this time, like it knew.
*You’re alone again.*
Leader froze. The voice wasn’t real, it couldn’t be. It floated through the air like smoke, soft and intimate. Close.
*They left you. Again. Just like before. Wasn’t one betrayal enough?*
They spun, eyes searching the darkness, but there was no one there.
*You always push them away, and they always leave you when you don't. That’s why you end up like this. Lonely and afraid. I can taste if even. You're afraid. I like it better when you’re afraid.*
“Shut up,” Leader muttered, jaw clenched so tight it ached. “You’re not real.”
But the voice didn’t argue. It only laughed, low and amused, slipping into the wind like it had never been there at all.
Leader cursed under their breath and began to walk faster, circling around the building, checking doors and windows. Their heart was pounding now, their injured arm starting to throb in rhythm with it. They couldn’t let it get to them. Couldn’t drift too far. Not like last time.
They were just coming back toward the front when they saw movement near the entrance.
Someone.
Their muscles reacted before their mind did. A figure moved, slipping through the granary door, quiet and deliberate. Leader broke into a run, closing the distance in seconds. The door creaked open and they surged through it, shoulder hitting the figure square in the ribs, driving them down to the ground.
They straddled the intruder, one hand gripping the front of their cloak, the other already half-reaching for their knife. "Who are you?!"
The figure groaned, blinking up at them in confusion. "Wh—what…?"
It was the granary keeper.
He stared at them, dazed, eyes glassy and unfocused. “What’s… what’s going on?”
Leader blinked. “You broke in your own stocks.”
“I—” He looked around, visibly shivering. “I don’t remember coming here. I was asleep. I was—my bed—"
Leader slowly let go, pushing themselves up, still on edge. "You were feeding something. There are sacks open. Food missing."
The keeper sat up, eyes wide and distant, as if only just registering the sacks nearby, the torn bags spilling dried grain like entrails. "I… I don’t remember doing any of this. Why would I…?"
Leader crouched beside him, still wary. “Did you eat before bed? Drink anything odd?”
“No.” His hands trembled. “I’ve been tired lately, but… this doesn’t make any sense.”
Outside, a low whine echoed in the quiet.
Leader stood, moving toward the door. A few shapes lingered just at the edge of the streetlamp’s light—lean dogs, too thin to be anything but strays. They watched silently, tails low, ears back, like they were waiting.
Leader turned slowly toward the keeper. “You've been feeding them.”
He shook his head. “What? How? I wouldn't, I can barely make it myself!”
"We’ll figure it out. But I’m not letting you be alone tonight."
The keeper didn’t argue. He looked hollow now, ashamed. Leader turned back toward the door, locking it behind them with one final glance at the dogs still watching in the dark.
Something about this wasn’t right. Leader could feel it deep in their bones—this was more than sleepwalking. More than hunger. And it wasn’t over.
Not that they had many solutions. They had a sleep walker. The obvious was to take them to the village healer, who would soothe the old man's nerves and explain the sleep walking, sleep feeding.
Which happened exactly. Except the village healer kept looking at their arm while tending. Leader felt like they were being scolded even, though there were no words. Only after the granary keeper fell asleep the village healer turned to them.
"You reek."
"Of what?" Leader asked, caught off guard after a very long silence.
"Of misfortune."
Leader chuckled. One way to put it.
"Will you let yourself ve cared for, or has your path already cursed you with loneliness?"
Leader...
stayed silent
dismissed the concern
left without a word
Things that I need to see more in whump:
Leader whumpees who needs to be on top of everything, even if it doesn't concern them in the slightests
Leader whumpees who doesn't hide they're down, but will not be taking a break because while denying their state would be a lie, stepping down would be a catastrophe
Leader whumpees who decides to rest without any outside force just once but being forced to take more and more because their team is dependent on them like a toddler would depend on its caregiver
Leader whumpees who plans to cover their own failings. As in 100 pages of protocols in case Leader falls captive. 8 footnotes on each chapter and sectioned, tailored for each member of the team . But those 100 pages somehow don't include saving Leader, or attempting to locate them.
Leader whumpees who hate their job. And it's known. But they're good at what they do and its good for everyone else.
Leader whumpees who don't talk about the elephant in the room, if it only concerns themselves. Not addressing the pile of bloody bandages. Not addressing their absence for weeks. But one teammate tries to hide things and Leader is breathing on their neck
Leader whumpees that had started over and trying too hard to make the best of their second chances.
Leader whumpee in general
Incomplete
Warnings: referenced past captivity.
Lost in Depth
Chapter I
Hi. What about your small new wips? Those sound intriguing! :3
I haven't been in mood for whump lately but I've written 1(one) paragraph for the next traitor part and trying to get out a whump shot that I'm starting to grow quite fond of. Sort of like a part two to Broken which even after two years I'm thinking about. Have a little of it please :)
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"You did. But you know we can't do that. You..."
"Have seen too much? Perhaps. But I'm not going back," Leader cut. They had tried to act like they were just injured in a mission rather than gone for three years. They tried to move on and heal and they failed. There was no going back.
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Other than this little thing I try to make as emotionally wreck as possible(which i doubt will happen but i think itll be decent enough to post) I've been working on a small original work. I treated myself with a game pass this summer and my first ever serious gameplay was that. I played Dredge(recommended, i played way too much without getting bored and I get bored fast) and it inspired me to come up with a whump heavy plot about a story on sea :) though I'm terrible at long works, and I have doubts about posting original works
And uh. I outlined ->this<- fully, but I'm afraid of writing it because it's simply too long. Like, two books of worth context that i want to and a magic system I used at my one shots but expanded.
Ah! And a pirate whump. I have 700 words written :) that's probably the most I've written in past three months, excluding my ao3 which I'm thinking if I should leave a link. Because uh. It's star wars. And not that much whump. And one or two anonymous projects here and there.
Anyway, have some of that pirate whump because I don't know when I'll be ready to post. For context, it's whip wounds being opened again to let the infection drain :)
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First Mate’s arm pressed against their chest, barely enough to keep Captain upright. Captain hated it. Hated that they leaned into it. Hated that every time the blade burned fresh down their spine, their first sound was muffled into the fabric of First Mate’s coat.
“You should have left me," Captain whispered. At least they would be out of this misery.
First Mate’s grip tightened. “Stop talking.”
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Thank you for the ask and giving me a place to yap <3
Hey love
His isnt whump or one liners, sorry. I just wanted to check in. Have you been okay? Eating sleepung and hydrating? Please do 🐈⬛💜
Don't apologise :) I sleep decent, devour all water I find and eat(sweets). All is well on my part other than my legs which are very unhappy about my sudden movement after doing nothing all morning. How about you? I hope you're doing well anon <3
Hey!! Nice to see you again :))) hope all is well
Been thinking about guilt in whump a lot lately. Sometimes the greatest whumper is whumpee themself yk
Love me a good guilt eating up whumpee from inside, because Whumpee could have done something different, they could have been faster, stronger, more clever... and it's all their own fault and they failed, all blame is theirs. They can't spend ten minutes without bashing themselves because it's their fault and they aren't getting consequences or enough consequences in their opinion :)
Imagine Whumper who is a surprisingly good teacher. They decide to help Whumpee with some academic subject, say math, and for the first time in their life Whumpee actually understands it and has fun with it.
Now wouldn't that lead to some conflicting emotions?
-@justlikeotherchemists
Math can't be understood by me so I can't imagine that hahaha
But I quite like the idea of Whumper being a good teacher. Though in more physical subjects. Whumper teaches good and Whumpee likes learning so there's no stops or whatsoever and it's the only thing they do, regardless of Whumpee's limits
Perhaps no. I'll go sleep. And delete the thing in the morning
Hi
Want uh, quick asks? About anything. Like whump. Or I can just. Share one liners from my wips. Or talk about original works I'm planning or the writings I've done in the past?
op I love your work but are you okay? Your writing makes me cry on a weekly basis, I can't imagine writing them
Thank you for the compliment anon <3 I'm well and just lacking will to write or make posts at the moment :)
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Warnings: Dehumanisation, dissociation, memory gap, panicking, platonic cuddles.
Leader floated.
That was the only word their disjointed mind could attach to the feeling. Not quite flying. No, they had no control. Just drifting, pulled by something too strong to resist. Detached from their body. Above it, maybe. Below it. Nothing made sense. They remembered the explosion. They remembered the bomb going off just a few steps before them.
Imagine Whumpee(personal favourite is leader whumpee for everything this one) having very tight schedule, be it missions or work. Or maybe just plot, you know. Normal stuff for a whumpee without a break. They are stretched thin, doing everything and putting effort for hours and missing sleep over sleep. They slowly get used to it, make a rhythm. They get the same day again and again with tasks slowly progressing. It maybe takes weeks. Maybe months. Then things get done. And whumpee is left with nothing to do.
Whumpee had begged for that to happen. Waited like a predator waiting for their prey. They made plans, lists of things postponed and too many "the first thing I'll do when i get this done is..." type of talks with everyome around. But when it actually happens, whumpee simply can't get out of the schedule they've built in desperation. Even without the alarm, they wake up after four hours of sleep with cold sweats and thinking that they need to do something. Laying on bed isn't making the time pass and makes them more restless. Their body is shutting down randomly, for fifteen minutes or fifteen hours, no inbetween because their body had decided it was the only way whumpee would rest, despite whumpee taking the day off to do that already. Nothing feels enjoyable with their drained body, their list thrown into the trash when whumpee realises they don't have the energy for any of it. Their enthusiasm gone, their body feeling like a burden they have to carry with them.
All whumpee can do is to wait for their body to make another schedule to break the one they've built to survive.
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Yes, I didn't delete that OC post. I sat on my hands and forced myself to look away. Just like the old writings, I can barely stand. It's hard. But leaving it without s follow up is also hard
Now, since I'm done with school and waiting for the exam result (yes, only two exams to determine what im studying. I am angry at the system for that. Im also angry for it being extremely hard and not at all what was taught to me— or students in general but this rant isn't about it and I need to stop thinking about things I can't change) I finally decided to make ocs to myself. Or at least name a few I have used through my one shots. Maybe even write a book's worth of story.
For the first time in ever, I have time for that. I have... too much time. Priority will be on the 11 asks in my inbox and the challenge I've started, but if anyone wants me to write or have asks, I'll be wasting most of my day on watching random things or doomscrolling to procsinate on writing. You can always give me better things to do. I think even a simple hello will be enough to pull me out of my blanket cave either in ask box or in dms.
And maybe I'll be more present on the blog. Like share what I've read. Share my favourite blorbos. Maybe one day I'll link my ao3 here. I have too many things I've delayed for the sake of studying that I don't even know what I can do, to be honest. This part depends on if anyone is interested because this blog is built over whump writing, and posting anything else feels like a crime.
I'm posting this at midnight again because I know if I leave this to morning I won't have the courage to give a life update and feel embarrassed for even thinking. Now I'll close my phone and go to sleep so I don't delete this.
Morale of the story: I'm hoping that I'm back and expect some posts on the blog.