#;beldane asks

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"I'll vouch for you, it's fine." / beldane / james

meme tag // @id1eyouth

"it's not..." Beldane whispers back, trying to keep his voice from edging into panic. His gaze flicks up to James, brows creased slightly, mouth tilted down in a nervous frown.

"i shouldn't... be here." But he doesn't know where he should be or where to even go.

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" let's get you cleaned up. " // crockett @ beldane

meme tag // @empathichearts

Beldane watches Crockett move with uncertain eyes. His gaze keeps jumping from Crockett to the clock on the wall, watching the second hand slowly make its way around.

"i..." When did he get this hospital gown on? Where were his clothes? How long had he been here?

Once again, his gaze flicks back to the... Doctor. He can feel the sting of the cuts on his arms and face and the sunburn covering most of his body. What happened to him? Why did this hospital feel like a prison? Why was he so afraid?

"...should go." He finishes after a long pause, standing up off the bed, stopping only when the IV tugs at his arm. He looks at it, and then lays a hand over the needle, pausing as he tries to figure out the best way to pull it out.

[lcngdays-arc]

"A bully's a bully. If they don't get a reaction, they'll lose interest." from claire

meme tag // @bldrdsh

Beldane shrugs, looking quietly off to the side. As much as he'd love to believe Claire, he knew better. Some people just didn't quit. Not ever. They would keep pestering you and pestering you, forcing you to react in the end.

At least, that's what it felt like.

"h-he thinks i am stupid, y-you see? he calls me like a child." A soft sigh. "which i am not either, he only thinks a-as so because... be-because i don't know everything because i-i am emotional."

[lcngdays-arc]

“ stop fussing— this isn’t my blood. ” for anyone!

meme tag

@abyssurvived

Beldane stops fussing, but he doesn't stop fretting. His face is drawn down in a frown, his hands clasped together in front of him.

"th-that isn't a-as reassuring as you th-think i-it is." He says, "i-i! i mean i'm glad you're o-okay, b-but what ha-happened? i..."

He trails off, reaching up and beginning to run his hands through his dark hair. "how c-can i he-help?"

[lcngdays-arc]

“ you could have just told me the truth. ” // beldane

meme tag

@ruinedmyself

"the truth sounds insane!" Bell exclaims, "i-i know i-it sounds ins-ss-sane!"

Bell looks down quickly, face flushing, embarrassed by his outburst. He rubs his hands over his face and shakes his head quickly.

"i th-think. i was." His mouth feels dry. He can feel panic rising in his chest. He can't say it. He can't say it.

[lcngdays-arc]

19. how many serious relationships has your muse been in? are they experienced or inexperienced when it comes to dating? (bell)

meme tag

@escapesvelocity

Beldane has, unfortunately, not had much luck with dating. He's the king of first dates, so to speak, or at least, he was before the abduction. He was great at rizzing people online, but once they met in person... He'd get nervous and a little awkward, making people feel as if they'd been fooled by him somehow.

After the abduction, Bell... Hasn't been on a date. He's not even sure how to start doing anything normal like that ever again.

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“ Wait — this isn’t my cart is it —- Oh my god, I am so sorry!” (@Beldane)

meme tag

@escapesvelocity

Bell had watched on miserably as the other man had grabbed his cart and started on his way. It wasn't as if there was much in his cart, Bell was working off very limited funds. But still, the idea of going back to the front of the store, getting a new cart, and then going around the whole store to collect what he'd gotten already was... Incredibly daunting.

Bell was surprised to hear the man apologize. Slowly, he blinks. He glances behind his shoulder, as if he could be talking to someone else, even though Bell knows it's his cart.

"um..." Another nervous glance around. "n-no, it's f-fine, really, d-don't w-worry about it! i! you. i mean."

His hands glow slightly. He quickly hides them behind his back.

"...really it's f-fine!"

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"My hands are all tingly." / for beldane from @fyrebuck

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@fyrebuck

Slowly, Bell's hands wrap around Buck's. His voice is soft, as comforting as he can make it. He's cold too. Freezing. When their hands connect, ice hits ice.

"it's a sy-symptom o-of f-fff-frostbite. early st-stages. i... think." Why he could remember that and nothing of actual importance to his life, he had no idea. "bu-but it's al-almost morning. we'll b-be okay if--when. when m-morning comes."

A pause. Mismatched eyes flick upwards to meet Buck's.

"w-we just have to mmm-make it a little. little l-longer."