#;character musing

[ghostxnovelist]

"𝘐 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥

𝘞𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳?

𝘉𝘦 𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦

𝘉𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳

𝘔𝘺 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘥𝘺 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳."

[vainward-tsun]

“...”

“But why, though?”

[antoniamxreno-blog]

JCW

J: If you sold your soul, what would it be for?

I think my soul has already been sold. I’ve been alive for so long now that it seems insignificant of me to even consider myself owning a soul. After all, there comes a point in living forever where you accept your fate of eternity, and make the most of it as you wish, but, if I could sell my soul for anything, it’d be another chance to see my family; My mother and father, and hug them one last time.

C: If you had to choose between your best friend or your significant other dying, who would you choose?

This is awful, you do realize that, right? Without naming any names, I’d save my best friend. There is a sort of love in friendship, something that cannot be obtained anywhere else. Plus, there are always other lovers waiting. A best friend is for life, and can be such a rarity these days.

W: If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?

I wish there was a place so beautiful that I could call it home, but also be close to all the people that I love and care about. I truly love Paris. It is my pride and honor, but, everyone I know is in New York City, and I don’t see that changing anytime soon.

[antoniamxreno-blog]

D, L, W

D: Everyone has a few demons, what’s your worst one?

Losing everyone I care about. I wouldn’t know what to do with myself if it ever came down to it. That’s why I wear my heart on my sleeve, because you can never have too many people to love.

L: Have you ever told a big lie, one that you felt bad for? Did you ever come clean?

I’ve told plenty of lies, whether it be about my age, or what I truly am, but mostly, I think I lie to myself, a lot, about who I really am. I pretend that I’m not some monster that...feeds off of innocent people when that’s really all I am. There’s a lot of little lies I’ve told throughout the years, but none that I’ve truly ever felt bad for, and certainly none that I’ve ever come clean over. I convince others that I’m not truly a bad person, even though I know what I’ve done and what sort of things I’m capable of. 

W: If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?

I wish there was a place so beautiful that I could call it home, but also be close to all the people that I love and care about. I truly love Paris. It is my pride and honor, but, everyone I know is in New York City, and I don’t see that changing anytime soon.

[antoniamxreno-blog]

★

★ - sad headcanon

Antonia’s lost too many people in her life, and it just seems to keep happening over and over, like history is bound to repeat itself. The people that she loves the most keep dying before their time should be over, and, she is afraid that one day there will be no one left. She’s frightened that the world will just run out of people that care for her, and mostly she fears that day because that will be the day that she returns with no soul. Because, with no soul, no humanity, she will have nothing left to hurt her.

[auggiekhalil-blog]

B J Z

B: Do you miss your ex? What would you do to get them back?

Hell to the freaking no. She was a nag, always wanting something more, man. If I wanted to get her back, which I don’t, I’d buy her a nice bottle of champagne, and take her...I don’t know, somewhere nice. Some place fancy or some shit like that. You know how girls like it. That love day is coming up soon too, huh? I’d probably have to pull all the stops for her to even consider taking me back, but, I’m over it, thank god. 

J: If you sold your soul, what would it be for?

Honestly, an unlimited supply of whatever gets me to my next high. And a decent place to live maybe.

Z: Would you ever have sex for money?

Am I always in need of money? Hint, the answer is yes to both questions. There’s no doubt that I’d love to get paid to have sex with other people, but, there’s a few criteria they’ve got to meet to be with me. I’m not in it for the romantic bullshit people play up around this time of year either. 

[antoniamxreno-blog]

☮

☮ - friendship headcanon

It isn’t hard to see that the relationship between Kaden and Antonia had grown tremendously over the past couple of months, from being complete strangers and potential enemies, to spending more than their fair share of time together. It’s difficult for Antonia to admit because she knew she truly loved Laura as a friend, but what she has with Kaden feels more special. Any maybe it’s because Laura granted down blessings upon them, or perhaps there’s another supernatural force at root, but, no matter the way the friendship came to be, Antonia knows that she must protect Kaden at all costs.

Their friendship is more important to her than nearly any other interaction she has made thus far, excluding her own family. With all of that being said, Antonia tries to be the peppy one in their situation as she just wants Kaden to be happy for the moments she is living in now. That’s probably due to the fact that Kaden’s mother’s own time was cut short, or maybe it’s the reflection she sees between the two Kingsman women and herself with her own mother during the short years they spent together. Either way, Kaden is the closest thing Antonia has to a best friend.