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유 Who wasyour first muse?
My first muse ( the literal first one) is a studentat a university. It’s made for a closed roleplay group that is based from theseries Dream High but then the grouphad to revamp, which made the characters revamp themselves as well includingmine. From a student, she became a nurse at a hospital in Seoul who lives adouble life and works as a dancer at night. Ordinary human verse, really. Butwith very intricate plots (adapted Goong, she’s the Hyorin) and a lot more. It’sa complex world where she and the rest of the characters live in. Like, one couldmake a novel out of it, seriously. Ilove her – this muse is one of my most developed muse for the obvious reasonthat I had her for seven years now (currently inactive but the muse in me liveson. She bugs me a lot of times). Conditions made her do things against hermoral judgments, driven by emotions and forced by circumstances to be what andwho she is right now. Currently, she’s in a mental rehabilitation center, sufferingfrom depression (with suicidal attempts), PTSD and traumatic mutism. But she’son her way to recovery. (but the conflicts doesn’t never end there.)
♋ What drew you to this muse?
Back in 2013 I had this immense adoration for this man named IanSomerhalder and I was addicted with The Vampire Diaries. I wanted to make afemale muse that’s based from his character (Damon) and so it was what pushedme to create her (along with my lovely friend, who is the mun behind @princess–ofthedamned , and joined by the rest of my #TeamSeoul). She’s loosely basedfrom Damon – just a few characteristics here and there but we’ve totally made adifferent world for them (such as family history that goes centuries before).So far she’s my favorite muse as I’ve met a lot of people (muses and the munsbehind them) who are great and who molded Lorraine to be who she is right now. Andwhat keeps me going with this muse despite the hiatus I had for years is thepotentials she still has. There are stories yet to tell, I have yet to dissectand lay out her layers one by one through conflicts and her relationships withpeople, and since I’ve invested a lot on her, it would be a waste to just dropher. Plus I love her. And like my first muse, she bugs me a lot of times aswell.
And since I have two verses for this blog, I’ll answer this one for thesecondary verse as well. For Kim Jungah/Ahn Yoojin, there’s this greatfanfiction-turned-novel that I’ve read years before (10 years ago? I was stillin college back then if I remember. It’s that old ;; ) but yes, it’s one of myfavorite novels that involves gang (heck I never liked reading gang novels orsmething *whispers: the name of the novel is Welcome To The Underworld* ) And this piqued my interest because of the suspense, the mystery andthe insane plot twists. I’m so in love that I wanted to make a muse out of thefemale lead so I tried to create this muse all for the sake of re-living thestory in my words. The character is very interesting so I just took the chanceto play her. And also I want to learn how to write all those fight scenes andgore. I plan to continue this muse until she recovers her memory (obvsly that’swhere the conflicts will bud) and until the definite time her story ends.
☠ Who is a muse you would want to play?
I don’t have any specific muse Iwant to play, really. Because I tend to stick with the muses I have withouttrying to create new ones that I wouldn’t be able to dedicate myself to. I’mcurrently content with the set of muses I do have but if I were to play anotherone, I’d like to try and play a male muse (male because I suck at playingmales) based from a myth or something. (I am seriously considering thisbecause.. hi Min! Enca!Verse ;) )
☑ What are the biggest differences between you and your muse?
The greatest difference is that I am human andshe’s a vampire? LOL. Kidding aside, it would be her being a sophisticated andindependent woman who has clear-cut ambitions and who oozes confidence inherself and in what she does. That is what I am not. I don’t have muchconfidence in myself as much as she does, and not as independent as she is(heck I’m so indecisive with a lot of things and I cannot do things withoutvalidations from ppl important to me). She knows what she wants and she’s keenon getting them no matter what happens, while here I am, still confused withlife and adult-ing overall. And afraid to tread waters beyond my safe zone. So yes, I need this unnie’s guidance to survive life.