I knew it - I was already writing down little notes in my mind of what to say to you because I knew you’d send me one. Still, I haven’t been able to find the right words that I could possibly string together to express what you mean to me exactly. You have no idea, and I doubt you ever will actually understand, how much of an impact you’ve had on my life. I know you can easily read several letters I have written to you that show my feelings but I don’t think I’ll ever be able to state out how grateful I am in sheer honesty. I leave out a lot of things, I know that, but those things that I leave missing are for you to find over the years you spend as my closest friend and sister. Eventually, you’ll be able to put the puzzle pieces together and it’ll form the entirety of what I couldn’t put into words for you, so lets wait until that day, and the string of words that I’ll be able to form then will mean the same as what they’re amounted to now but they will have more of our back story involved, because the two of us will have gone through so much more than we have already. Whether it’ll be good or bad, I’ll stick around with you, I’ll continue to be the shoulder you can lean on when you need to and I’ll be the person to wipe those tears when they fall; I’ll be here if you need to cry tears of joy or tears of sadness. Maybe it seems like I’m promising too much, but I’ll keep all of these moments held dear to my heart and our memories together will never vanish for you have caused me so much happiness that I couldn’t forget no matter how much I tried. Even as it was followed by moments of pain, the cheerfulness you brought into my life managed to brighten even the darkest parts of my mind and that is something I’ll never leave unnoticed. This isn’t the longest letter I’ve written you, but it’s more of a promise to you for the future. Believe me when I say that I will absolutely not let us fall apart, I’ll tighten my grip on your hand if I need to but I will not leave. Even if there’ll be a day when the two of us don’t exchange our good morning’s and bid each other goodnight anymore, I’ll find you again. For you have left a mark on me that I won’t erase; no matter where I go, you’ll always be that star that I follow to find my way home.