this is your reminder, if you are upset, make art. That can be songs with crying, screaming, or a calm nature, or anything else! That can be digital drawings, physical drawings, maybe paintings? It can be mad scribbles or coherent drawings! Bookscrapping, photographing, baking, and so much more!
Do what helps you regulate yourself.
Tw: mention of scars, body horror, drawn blood, mould, and nudity.
for me it's drawing myself scarred, bloody, and mouldy. Often with a lack of clothes.
This one for example, I did wear what covers my bits, but the body looks too much like GENUINELY mine for me to be comfortable to post this without a barrier.
Lately I feel like I am genuinely rotting. That I am growing mould. That my head is going to burst. That my feet will be covered in maggots, flies, and worms.
My head is fuzzy, it hurts. I am tired. Yet my body keeps feeling emotions. Sadness, fear, anxiety, and then theres also numbness.
I wanna hang out with my friends, but also when I am in this mood, the best to do is just to make vent art and wait for this to pass.
This is another reason why I go by a zombie. I identify a lot with zombies /gen.
I know I am human, and I know that zombies in media are bloodthirsty and that that's kinda the essence to them, but I feel more like a brainless idiot who is rotting slowly.
But don't worry, I've felt like this before and I usually come out of it again.
Cas will be back
But right now I am Casper.
Casper the Zombie.
