Jan 18
fuck it I'm posting it here. tumblr exclusive. have a d3r colon three
#caluuart#sfawtde#d3rlord3#searching for a world that doesn't exist#''man I want to actually draw more this year and stop procrastinating!''#proceeds to procrastinate on other important works by drawing#I'll never escape the cycle of procrastination. All I do is escape everything I want or don't want to do. halp#anyways d3 is stuck in my mind btw. he's so cool. and also that I find it soooo intriguing and grrr grrgrgrgr that it's his curiosity that-#-gets him. It's not like he was being stupid and got bested#but like it's the fact that he just kept going and never thinking if he *should* yk#I also really like the characterization in the arg. like you can clue in on sooo many things by just. observing how they do things#it's reall neat#also a thing I also noticed was that in the last crossroad before the golden gates#was that if d3 turned right and dig he'll just go back to the beginning. which meant that he could avoid all that at the last second#but then I also realized that he'll see what he thinks might be a dead end and turn left anyway#it's cool.#I also realized that if I was in the same position as d3 I would've done the same thing lool. my curious ass wouldve been beaten soo hard#this is surpreme Cal Caluupin lore but I took up 5 out of 13 days ish of my break to speedrun 100 sudokus.#8 hours per day just speedrunning 100 sudoku. just because I could. never asked myself if I should. I mean I kinda did but#atp it was sunk cost fallacy#also these sudokus arent like the easy ones intended to be speedrunned but the more challenging ones meant to be an actual brain excercise#I came out an unhappier person bc of it lowkey but it's ok#anyways uhhhhhh I still have a skong wip i havent finished and an oc thing as well soooooo yeah. not soon though LOL#I need to be responsible now unfortunately less-than foward-slash three
