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✍:For what my muse has written about yours in their diary.
"i don't write in this diary, the hell, i didn't even knew i had this thing under my bed but i really need to take this off my chest, it's eating me alive and i don't want to talk about this with anyone? because i have this feeling that no one will believe me?? or everyone would shrug me of as a psycho again??? i heard a lot of noises in the neighbor's house and i did the mistake of looking out of my window to see what was happening. that was none of my business, i didn't had to see all of that, hell, i don't even know why i didn't looked away when that happened. i should have just called for help because they really needed it but i was frozen in my spot. hell, i feel sick just by remembering everything that happened there. i feel bad, i could have helped them as i witnessed everything by mistake but i couldn't move... god, i have nothing to say, i don't even wnat to keep writing this. i really hope he is ok. i really do."