#{ah well.}

[naniiebimworks]

Ossan lineup

Clockwise from top left-

Grendel king, upgrade, ahab, fugitive, wolf, avp elder, crucified

[reineydraws]

this pastrami sandwich and his cheese skald live rent-free in my mind 🥲

[sanctus-ingenium]

fumes

[valtsv]

i kind of hate how much of my affect + mannerisms are grotesque overcompensation performed for other peoples' benefit i honestly miss my offputting stone faced flat affect even if it was primarily a product of cPTSD + lack of socialisation + unmedicated mental health issues

[bisclavaret]

I thought for sure I’d posted this before but I hadn’t so happy threshold day 🎉🥰

[likesdoodling]

Haven't done many fully rendered pictures lately, so of course I had to do some fermyne~~ :D - I am also re-reading part four at the moment which is a TRIP (I have become a Master of ~silent laughing~ - perks of staying with family)

[blooberri-rabbiteye]

Hi Hamburr nation, I have come to your trade ports with an offering inspired by this hamburrizing drawing.

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[ID: A drawing that depicts Hamilton and Burr from Hamilton: An American Musical drinking together. The specific drink is unknown. Hamilton drinks from a mug while Burr drinks from a shot glass, which is obscured by purplish-pink smoke. This smoke trails around the edges of the drawing towards the right. Hamilton sits on the right side of the piece, leaning back against an out-of-sight chair as he merrily guzzles down his drink. His hair is tied at a half-ponytail while his eyes are closed. He is faintly blushing from inebriation. Burr sits on the left side of the piece, leaning forward on whereever they’re sitting as he stares over at Hamilton with a smile. He also blushes from inebriation. In the bottom right corner sits the artist’s signature in cursive.]

I’m admittedly not super happy with this drawing. The smoke originates from an offscreen candle, and is stylized for the sake of the mood. However, it feels a bit too fantastical for what I was going for, but I’m also charmed by it, so it’s alright.

{I also had to write that paragraph three times because I kept accidentally deleting it (: }

Here’s a version of the drawing without the overlays or the smoke!

[ID: The same drawing as above but without the purplish-pink smoke, nor an overlay to harmonize the colors. The background is exposed as a simple gradient, and Burr’s shot glass is visible.]

[helsinore]

Starting to understand why Nichole can't figure out how awful she's being to Kathy because when RCBG started they were both hurting each other with the man allegations because they were both trying to defend themselves from each other while using the equivalent of misgendering nukes without knowing it and then also you've got Kathy doing her whole thing of being The Force That Hurtles Nichole To Be Out Of Her Comfort Zone and then I have to wonder if on a subconscious level Nichole can't quite grasp the deep level of "??????" and internal at-a-loss Kathy is at because maybe all their lives no matter how anyone reacted to her weirdo behavior Kathy probably just seemed to be able to bounce back. The obliviousness being assumed to be a sort of deflection barrier. And then maybe also the 'it's not that serious' re the public humiliation being the last dregs of Nichole's "it's just a stupid brainrotted accord server" being turned into "so it's fine if I was mean that one time because the server Doesn't matter like that" (vs I feel like Nichole would actually find it harder to downplay if she got up on stage in front of people in real life and started ripping into Kathy). And then I think all your life when you're friends with the weird kid who is weirder than you you develop a sort of "Well *I* wouldn't hurt her" complex on top of the societal idea of like....well you never would hurt someone you truly love and Nichole truly loves Kathy so How could she be hurting her. Again paired with the like...Nichole feeling like Katherine is possessive of her maybe so being possessive in return doesn't feel that crazy. And also feeling hurt/embarassed/victimized can blind you to your impact on others but I guess the point I'm trying to make is is that I'm starting to understand why for Nichole she thinks that her and Katherine Belong together and she isn't quite grasping that she is mistreating Kathy because they've been in step all their lives and Kathy is supposed to be assertive as a feature of her unmaskable weirdness and how could Nichole be holding power when Kathy Could Just Say Something -- even if we the readers know that "just saying something" is not really that easy / the mental toll the public humiliation took on Kathy and how Nichole never really apologized and Kathy gets more and more treated like. An accessory I guess.