Alright so huuuuuuuuuuge update here. Yes I know I meant to come back on the fourteenth but lets not kid ourselves, we also know how bad I am at hiatuses.
Am I right? -weakly finger guns-
I have my reasons of course and all that but I gotta say... I’m not sure if I should come back. I mean yes, I’ve seen roleplayer’s having a grand old time and God knows I still want to make some interesting stories with my Dorito.
But in the long scheme of things... Why should I bother? I know this is depressing to hear but listen... I work almost full time at a rather labor intensive job. I’m lucky to even LOOK at my phone, let alone type on it. And when I’m off... I prefer gaming and talking on Discord with friends. Rather then RPing on other websites. Due to all the social interactions I already have to do at my job.
It doesn’t mean I don’t miss it. I can assure you, I miss it... A lot. Badly even, to the point I kind of almost cry. But I also can’t kid myself when I know I’m always jumping around and doing other things.
I feel like if I had to properly come back it’s because I was doing part time. Like get three days off at LEAST.
I know no one wanted to hear this from me. And honestly, I wish I had a miracle where I did work part time and still had the money I needed to survive but even on just 9.75 I’m struggling. Not as much as I was before, but still struggling.
With how old this is getting. I think I’ll just stick with Discord for now. And as much as I love you guys. No I can’t give you my Discord. Last time I lent that out to people on Tumblr for the MOST part, it ended pretty badly on my end. With the exception of two people or so...
Anyways, see you guys in another few years. I know we’ll meet again, someday.