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                                    ❝   Do you want a hug , kid ?   ❞

LONELINESS HAS BEEN SPEAKING TO THEM IN STATICS ONCE MORE .   From the music boxes and televisions and wind chimes, the sky and in between and sea , the chattering strangers and you and you and   —   from everything , everywhere , everyone .   [   There are just statics around them , cutting and cutting and b l e e d i n g .   ]   It is a terribly overwhelming world to be in when you feel that you are all alone , all unloved .   /   It is even more so of a world when I tell it to please love me and I only get its white noises in response , the kind of love so distorted yet still there nevertheless on bloody hands and sharp tongues .   So to be reached out through the numbness and asked in only tenderness  if they want a hug from Poppy , a being of raging hellfire and softest stardust , surprise catches them and they do not remember how to speak , how to accept love like they are food and clothes and honesty .   [   What I wanted but never had for so long , too long .   ]   Tension builds in their throat as they rock more , their back gently hitting on the wall to give them that constant reminder   :   You are real , you are real , you are , you are   —   you slowly raise your arms up at Poppy , even when you are shaking so much by the agony that you have been bearing since you accidentally came into ex- ex- existence .   [   @aphorysms​   ]   You can not find yourself being able to stand up , not with this agony on you , all of the agony , all of it and more .   ❝   Plea- please . . .   ❞   [   You ask in tears , in desperation for love like love is a thing you do not ever deserve to have , but you should deserve it   —   please , I am asking for kindness .   ]