the difference between a man and a king
What are the makings of a worthy king?
Ephraim has pondered this question a lifetime. As a youth, he had always thought of his father: Strong, reliable, someone who stood tall on his own. And those were the ideals his father impressed upon him. To be a good king, one must be detached and distant so as to remain remain objective in their rule.
Now he wears the mantle his father once had and attempts to follow in the footsteps of a legacy that he could never live up to on his own. Without Eirika, without Seth, without his close allies, he would not have come this far. He would not have even passed his studies without Lyon.
It is hard to accept that he will never be the man his father wished him to be. No matter how strong he grows, no matter how much he studies, it is too little too late. He's made too many mistakes, the worst of which killed his father. He, young and brash as he had been at the time, had been leagues away fighting at the moment of father's last breath. And for what? Glory, or for the safety of Renais? He knew which one he had told himself.
Yet he cannot let past mistakes deter or define him. The only path is forward. The people of Renais deserve better from their king and so better he shall become.
When he arrived at the academy, he thought that meant focusing solely on his studies. What he lacked in his youth he needed to make up for now, his peers the leaders of countries and his professors skilled in arts he's never heard of. To that end, he had eschewed all of his usual training. Renais did not need a mercenary, it needed a king.
Yet that had not given him the success he hoped for. While his studies had improved, there was still much he could not do without the strength to back his convictions. The beings in the mirror world, the werewolf plaguing the countryside, the training exercises in the arena. What would he do if another war darkened the skies of his fair Renais? He had to be prepared for all possibilities.
Or were these thoughts simply an appeal from his baser nature?
Ephraim picks up his lance, noting how Reginleif's blade shines even in the muted light of his dorm. It had been a gift to him from his father, a reward for all his time spent training under General Duessel. He runs his palm down the pole before his hand curls around it in a familiar grip.
The day his father bestowed Reginleif upon him had been one of his proudest moments, yet his father would never see him wield it in real combat. Just as he would never see him band an army across Magvel or defeat the Demon King of yore. Feats only accomplished through bonds he'd made.
In truth, he had never been able to comprehend the idea of detaching himself fully from others. He could not even let Kyle or Forde risk themselves for his sake and that was a part of their knightly vows. There had been many an argument between him and his father over the topic.
He would never be the king his father had wished him to be. Whether that meant he was never proud of him or not, he doesn't know. He's not here to answer that question. All Ephraim can do is what is best for Renais. Their farmlands are thriving again and the skies are clear and the people happy. He and his sister had guided them through the war and into the light of tomorrow. That had to count for something.
Maybe his father's way isn't the only way to be a worthy king. So if he could not follow in his footsteps, then he would carve his own path, and at his side would be those he could rely upon.











