Find My Way Back To You (Jackie Jackson x Reader) Part 1 ♡
COMPLETELY FICTIONAL !! (‾◡◝) ♡
18+ (MDNI), reader's first time (technically), car sex w/ NO protection (will be important later) 👀 spit as lube ♡ this part is longgg but it's readable, promise ♡ realizing Jackie's lowk mean asl as I proofread this😭
A|N: Reuploading due to minor changes, teehee ! A gift from me to y'all, then right back to me BECAUSE THAT'S DADA !! 😛😛
WC: 3,000+ words :0
CW: BRIEF mention of light bleeding
Summer 1971 - Second National Tour
"But I don't wanna go home…"
Was what you told Jackie as he drove you home. It took a lot of convincing from Joseph, as well as management to even consider it as they had to leave early to go to the next state. But by the grace of God, or who/what you believe in,
They gave you two the green light, but ordered him to return to the venue ASAP. Luckily the drive home was some ways, so you'd have a little more time with him.
But you both knew it wasn't enough. Additionally, he was visibly tired.
Hot, sweaty, restless…yet he was so damn sexy, no matter the condition. ♡
However, guilt took over your lustful thoughts as you watched him from the corner of your eye. He was spending extra time on you (which as he should), rather than getting as much rest as he could before they made it to the next location. It must've been so tiring touring 6 months straight; let alone having 3 or some months left of their tour.
But you wouldn't really fully understand. You were just his girlfriend.
Your thoughts were interrupted when the car came to a complete stop.
Oh, and it started to rain.
・・・
"Baby."
"Hmm?"
Your head turned to face him. Infact, looking further, you can see the car was surrounded by foliage, instead of the empty road.
Oh, AND it started to rain. How convenient.
Dry Your Eyes by Brenda & The Tabulations played quietly in the background. Gah, that song got you teary-eyed each time you heard it, because it just…reminded of you two and your situation, y'know?
"We're about 5 minutes out." He spoke softly, unbuckling his seatbelt. You assumed he was just taking a break from driving, since it's been a long drive back to your place.
But seeing him move the seat back, you were initially confused.
"Ah- what's going on…?" You questioned, unsure how to take this.
"C'mere..."
Hesitantly, you scooted closer, just enough.
Which, it wasn't. "Don't play, come closer." he insists, reaching out to cup your face with his right hand.
He pulled you into a kiss. It was slow, intimate…and oh, the way he shoved his tongue down your throat…you felt so filthy ♡
He even wiped the tear that threatened to fall with the pad of his thumb. Your hands found his face, deepening the kiss as you moved closer. You needed that, bad.
・・・
Eventually you broke it off to just…look at him. So handsome, with his sleepy eyes…
"You don't gotta worry about me. I'll sleep when I get back." He began to reassure you, sensing something was on your mind.
"I know…but I wouldn't want you to lose sleep because of me." You pout.
He nods. He wasn't gonna tell you he was exhausted, but he did appreciate the concern.
"It's alright, mama. Plus…"
His hands move to undo the top button of your top. Immediately your own flew to cover your chest. Force of habit.
"I think we'll both sleep well after this." He laughs softly, gently moving your hands to undo the next button, then the next…
"But what if someone sees—"
"Look, I can drop you off if you want. But…I won't be seeing you for some months, likely." He coaxes, pushing his hands into your top to squeeze your breasts through your bra.
"Jackie…"
"Well?"
・・・
"But that's just too long!" You whine, covering your face in your hands out of frustration. It was hard; Being so far from your lover, and not much can be done.
It was TORTURE! And even worse, you couldn't hug him, hold him, OR KISS HIM while he was gone!
All you could do was talk on the telephone (which the calls were short), watch on the television or stare at your posters & vinyls. Aside from this one time when him and his brothers came to your city to perform.
But…after that, it'll be the waiting game again.
・・・
"You know i'll come back, baby. I always do."
"But I want you here with me…outside of the tour.
…
"Tell me more." He whispered in your ear. As you kept going, his hands lifted your arms up to remove your top.
"It's hard to focus…"
"And it won't get easier. Lemme hear you."
You huff out as you watch him kiss down your jaw, your neck, your chest. Your breath hitches watching him bury his face between your breasts.
"And…it's hard to sleep when your arms aren't around me…"
"Mm- uhuh…"
He was occupied on your breasts, clearly. He looked so peaceful right now. No thoughts, just boobs. You simply just caressed the back of his neck, letting him do his thing.
・・・
Eventually he pulled away, pressing wet kisses to your nipples before pulling you into his lap. You could feel…everything. Wouldn't be the first time you felt it, but…y'know.
"What's in that pretty little head of yours, mama? You look tense." He asks. He adjusts the seat further back.
"I…" You tried to find the right words to say. There was a ton on your mind. Another 3 months without him, his handsome face, the bulge in his bell bottoms pressing against you…
What were you to do?
"…It's just…I'm gonna miss you. And…And I don't mean to be selfish, but what am I supposed to do or think about after you leave?"
Jackie remains silent, gently caressing your lower back to soothe you. His touch was comforting.
"And honestly I think…we should try again. Only if you want to." You confess in a murmur, letting out a shaky breath. Sex was a heavy topic for you for reasons unnamed. But…Jackie's been a helping hand, if y'know what I mean. ♡
Brief Flashback!
With that in mind, you couldn't help but remember the time he covered your mouth and slowly pushed himself in underneath the covers. In your room past midnight, mind you (he snuck in).
Goodness, he was just so big…you swore you could've felt it in your ribs. ♡ However it was only for a moment to see if it was even physically possible, considering how big he was…
Seeing the light traces of blood on the wipe after cleaning up wasn't fun, though. You shudder at the thought of it; blood made you squeamish. But hopefully with some type of lubrication, that wouldn't happen again! Infact, you actually have a small bottle hidden behind your vanity! Only reason you didn't have it with you was because sex wasn't something you considered tonight.
But y'know, here you are. Sitting on your boyfriend's lap, telling him you wanna sit on it. Me too sista, me too.
・・・
"You said you wanna try again?" He repeated back to you. You made impulsive decisions, and the last thing he wanted to happen was you regretting anything.
"…I'm sure." You nod, adjusting yourself on his lap.
"Can we…take turns on eachother?" You ask, covering your mouth to giggle. Sex talk just sounded so silly coming from your mouth; It wasn't your forté.
Jackie found it cute, though. Oh, you bashful girl. ♡
"Sure, mama. Did you wanna take it to the backseat? Or—"
"The backseat." You insist as you start to crawl into the back and remove your skirt. Your shoes were probably lodged somewhere in the front, who knows at this point?
All you had on was your necklace and panties, while Jackie was still completely dressed. Noticing this, you began tugging on his shirt.
"Offfff, I wanna see!~" You tease, giggling as you watched him unbutton his top.
He threw his shirt toward you, laughing as he watches you sniff it. Smelled like his cologne and hard work…yummy.
His hands moved to loosen his belt, then the buttons…your eyes were GLUED,
Then that dick sprung out and hit his stomach. Or well, abs. Oh…My…Gosh.
You didn't know how to act. You covered your face with your hands, damn near hyperventilating at the sheer sight of that dick. And it was all yours too?!
What a time to be alive! ♡
"Omigosh, it's sooo big…♡" you whisper in awe, reaching out to grab it.
"Girl…just come get what's yours." He laughs, playfully pulling your head towards his dick.
"Eek!! Jackie stoppppp!!~" you squeal, gently nudging it away from your face.
"Awhh, you don't gotta be scared of it! Won't be the first time ♡" Jackie teases, guiding the tip to your lips.
Being the tease you were, you gave it a couple kisses. Your eyes were locked onto his, before gently poking your tongue on the gland a few times.
"Aye, alright now- can't be teasing me like that…" He huffed, moving his hand to your cheek, pinching it.
"Just get it wet for me, baby. Then we'll go from there."
You nod, averting your gaze before slowly wrapping your lips around him. Your tongue gently lapped at the slit, already tasting a sliver of precum.
Bitter, but tolerable. You started to bob your head a little, just testing the waters…
But he was quiet. Damnit, you wanted to hear him!!
So with both hands, you wrapped them around his shaft, and got to twisting. Bobbing your head up, then down simultaneously with the motions of your hands. ♡
He taught you that. Throat princess, hey! ♡
・・・
"Hey, hey…I only said to get it wet…"
You weren't listening, though. You kept going for a few more minutes, (mouth just stuffed with dick), before pulling off briefly.
"Mama, I thought I said— H-HEY!!"
You spat on it one good time, before smacking the tip on your tongue a few times. Gah, what a tease you are ♡
But eventually you decided to stop torturing him, so you wiped your mouth and sat up.
"Did- did I do okay?" You ask sweetly. So much for being shy.
・・・
"WAIT, I'm sorryyy!~" You pleaded, wincing each time his hand met the side of your ass; Not the meat, but the side.
Because he wanted you to feel it. "Hush."
Ugh, he was being so mean right now. But this was your consequence, right?
But he wasn't gonna let it slide, even when you're squirming over his knee. He had something for that ass.
He didn't let you apologize again as he was pulling you over him.
"I thought you were gonna go down on me, too…"
"You think you deserve it after that stunt you just pulled?" He asked firmly.
He then wet his fingers, and pushed them inside of you. Immediately you yelped, before whining from the loss of them. :(
He yanked them out, spat on his hand, and stroked himself from shaft to tip until it was slick. He smacked the tip against your clit, watching you tremble and get all sticky with each tap.
Suddenly he pulled you against him, chest to chest, wrapping his arms around your back as he leaned into your ear,
"Do. Not. Run. Y' hear me?"
・・・
It was then he lowered you onto him, letting you take him inch by inch. Gah, the sting was intense. Was sex supposed to be so…uncomfortable??
You let out a broken gasp, wrapping your arms around his neck as you settled around him. You couldn't tell if you were in pain or not; but you knew you felt rather full.
・・・
For the next few minutes, you remained in Jackie's lap as still as possible.
"It hurtsss…" you whine, drying the small tears forming in your eyes. He used the pad of his thumb to wipe off the excess before leaning back against the window again. While you appreciated the gesture, you didn't appreciate the silent treatment he was giving you, however. Even when you apologized for teasing him, he wasn't budging.
…
So you spoke. "Are you gonna miss me, Jackie?"
"…you know I will." he murmurs, lifting you from your hips. The pace he set was slow, but it's better than nothing.
"You sure?" you asked, breath all hot against his neck. The pain was slowly diminishing with each lift.
"Mhm."
…Well at least he was responsive. You decided to speed things up, though by locking your feet on the sides of his legs, and lifting your hips up n down.
You looked up at him, checking how he was doing. His eyes were closed, brows were furrowed, and his lips were slightly parted.
You stifled a giggle, playing it off by pressing slow kisses against his neck. He was so sexy when he's just…in the moment. Usually he doesn't have the time to get comfortable since he's always on the move, but…
It felt nice seeing it for a change. But he was still acting aloof.
"…I love you. Even when you're upset with me."
…
"Baby…" Jackie eventually sighs, lifting you off of him, and onto the middle seat.
"I'm not mad…I just…" He tried to explain himself,
"You didn't like when I went against your request?" You interrupted, finishing his sentence.
"…Right. Like imagine you told me to stop eating you out after you're beat by an orgasm, and I kept going. Torture, isn't it?"
Now that you think about it…that would be torture!
So you nod solemnly. Now you actually felt bad.
"I know, and I'm sorry…I just wanted to play around a little." You apologized sheepishly, letting out a small giggle from nerves.
"Mhm. Now, lay back for me, yeah? Gonna take my sweet ol' time with you.♡"
・・・
One leg over the driver seat, your other foot pressed against the back window. Positioning was awkward, but it'll have to do. You sat up to check the windows one last time,
But they were fogged up! Well...great!
"We gotta be quick now.." Jackie urged, leaning down to press his body against yours while simultaneously pushing inside you. A long, shaky breath left your lips as you wrapped your arms around his neck once more.
"But I thought you said……ah…~"
His hips ground against yours, dragging his strokes from tip to base. Even on a time crunch, he wanted to make this enjoyable for the both of you. ♡
He moved one of his hands to your lower abdomen, gently pressing down. Immediately your legs jolted as you yelped out from the sudden pressure. It felt…good…like you could feel it on a deeper level. Man, I dunno.
"J-Jackie…"
"I know, baby, I know…" He acknowledges, leaning to press kisses all over your face.
"Why're you crying, mama? Are you hurtin'?" He asks, stopping completely.
"N-no, Jackie…I just…I'm glad it's you." You confess, breaking into a light sob.
Awh, poor babyyy! Dick so good, it put you into tears. LITERALLY! Seeing there wasn't an issue, he continued.
At this rate, surely it won't take long for you to reach your peak.
・・・
"You look so beautiful with my dick inside you, mama. I want you to know that." Jackie cooes, caressing your hair as you succumb to pleasure. Shaking like a leaf, I tell you.
"…Good to know."
"But…", he paused, "You meant what you said? About being glad it was me being your…technically, first time?"
You took a moment to catch your breath, huffing when you felt him pull out. "…I meant it. I wouldn't have wanted it to be anyone else."
He was flattered, really. Out of the many compliments you gave him, this one meant the most to him. Like, what do you mean you wouldn't want any other man but him?? He couldn't help but let out a soft laugh, overwhelmed by the love you give him. ♡
But it was getting late. You had to get home, like, right now.
・・・
Eventually…whew, its been a night, the two of you made it to your home. The light was on, meaning someone was awake, waiting for you…whoops.
Once you made sure your clothes looked neat (and totally not thrown to the side to fuck in the backseat), you stepped out of the car. Jackie stepped out to walk you to the door, or well, jog as it was raining still,
Holding onto your arm to make sure you didn't slip on wet concrete. Also you were walking funny, but you masked it pretty damn good.
"I really enjoyed the performance tonight…"
"Which one?" Jackie laughs out, shaking his head. You smacked his arm in response.
Y'all made it to the porch, finally out the rain.
"...Do I have to go inside?" You ask in a pout.
"Yeahhhh, you gotta go inside. But, remember what I always tell you." He hums, resting his hand against your cheek.
"You'll always be in my heart. When you're close, when you're far…I'll always find my way back to you."
"Because my heart guides me to where I need to be. And that's to you, mama." He finishes, cupping your cheek and leaning forward for a kiss.
Such a way with words. You cupped his face as the two of you held the kiss. Tears slowly fell from your eyes once more, as they always seemed to do.
You pulled back, and wiped your eyes. " 'M sorry…"
"Girl, you're acting like I'm going to the Navy!" He teases, pulling you into a hug. Firm, but full of love. He kissed your tears away before wiping off the excess with his fingers.
"But 3 more months, baby. You can wait that long, I know you can. You already waited 6."
"But it's hard, Jackie…it's just not the same without you."
"I know."
He held you for another minute, before letting you go slowly.
"I'll let you go inside. You need some rest…" He said, grabbing your key from your skirt pocket.
You couldn't bring yourself to open the door, so you let him. He handed your key back, and took your hands into his.
"I love you."
"I love you more…" you spoke, before pressing your lips onto his one more time. You pulled back, and walked inside your home,
Cracking the door to sneak one last kiss, before closing and locking it for the night.
・・・
You greeted your mother/father/other relative briefly, before heading upstairs to your room. They didn't push to know what happened, already know it had something to do with Jackie.
They knew he meant well, but…they also wondered why you cried so much when it came to him.
But that can be asked another time…you needed to rest.
A|N: Though I'm out of college (until I transfer for my bachelor's), this lowk feels like a paper due at 11:59 😭
Next part coming soon…need a break from writing for a few…but I'm still here! Masterlist coming soon!
Imagine Grace, Rocky, Simon on Grace's ship.
Grace is sleeping as Simon and Rocky watch, worried.
"Rocky is so MAD. You made Grace bleed again."
It is hard keeping their voice down. Rocky wants to scream at Simon loud enough to shatter xenonite.
"I didn't, and I can tell you're mad," Simon hisses in Eridian. "You ran me over with your fucking ball five times."
"You deserved it! You hurt Grace!"
"I didn't! Red did!"
"You and the being are one, Simon! Take responsibility!"
"I was TRYING TO PROTECT HIM!"
"YOU DID NOT DO THAT WELL!"
"Hey!" Grace snaps. "I'm trying to sleep!"
"Sorry," Simon whispers.
"I get you're both upset," Grace sighs, "but please, I'm not feeling well."
He looks at Rocky gently. "I'm sorry you're mad, but Simon's right. What Red does isn't his responsibility."
Yawning, he settles again. "I'm fine, just feeling off."
"Grace," Rocky sings quietly. "You can hear what I say?"
"Yeah, Rocky, but that's not too loud."
"Grace."
"Mmm?"
"The translator is off."
"wolfie, we have to send mrs. kofi some kind of gift basket or something. she just gave me all this fruit from the stand she had up yesterday for free. come and look at this…" you trail off as soon as you step into the living room. the rest of whatever words you were going to say fade from your mind at the sight of wolfie standing wide and tall at one of the front windows.
completely still and exactly where you left him over two hours ago.
"wh–have… have you not moved since i've been gone?"
a barely-there shake of the head from your husband forces you to set the kind collection gifted flora onto the nearest surface, and move to him. peeking around his shoulder, you rub at his back, but frown at how tightly alert the muscles feel.
following his stare, you end up eying the house directly across from yours. everything looks normal. just as it did when you returned to the neighborhood a few minutes ago.
"what? what's up?"
wolfie takes a long second to answer. voice rougher than usual when he speaks.
I've been saving all of my church bulletins for MONTHS! I have so many doodles hehehe. :3
Ahhhh! The magic of slightly dried out pens! :> (you can do shading with those babies!)
There's some concept art in there, along with character ideas and just general fun! Every single doodle was so fun to mess around with while I listened to the sermons. :]
I hope you enjoy these... uhhh, little drawings. Have a nice day! Lord bless you! ✝️💛❤️💜💙🧡
