Find My Way Back To You (Jackie Jackson x Reader) Part 2 ♡
PART ONE HERE ♡ | purely fictional ! (‾◡◝)
18+ (MDNI), pregnancy scare AHHH !! no smut just buildup, forgot to mention that reader is 19 and Jackie's 20 ! > < bunch of phone calls 🙄 BUT let there be smut in part 3 ! 🧏🏾♀️ ignore the fact i’m posting this at 4am on a wednesday…
CW: Joe.
Word Count: ≈ 2k
A|N: So i've fallen ill ! (;′ ⌒`) but i took some medicine n feeling sm better :3👍🏾sorry for the delay, it's just…been a lot. Hope y'all can understand ! ♡ also want to mention I see my requests (THANK YOU !! :D) I'll get to them soon ! ♡
Summer 1971 - 2nd National Tour
You couldn't sleep to save your life.
Even when the lights were off, and the AC blasted cold air all over your room…you simply couldn't sleep.
It was as if something was holding you back. Physically, mentally, you weren't too sure.
So you reached for your diary from the nightstand, as well as your pen. Originally you wanted to push it til morning, knowing you needed the rest,
But clearly there was something knawing at you. Perhaps you needed to reflect.
So you began to write:
Dear Diary,
The time is 1:19 past midnight, and I can't seem to fall asleep. Usually I sleep soundly from an O, especially from Jackie, but this time feels different. Maybe its nerves.
We had sex for the first time (technically). It was very risky; we did it in the car, somebody could've saw us! I enjoyed it though ♡ Felt so warm.
Perhaps next time we'll do it in private, teehee. It was spur of the moment. Jackie was a little mean too, but he said he didn't mean it.
Likely we won't be able to speak for awhile due to back to back performances, but once he has a break, we'll call. Hopefully.
I miss him deeply, though I was just with him a couple hours ago…
I wonder if he feels the same. ♡♡♡
…...
9:00am — Morning.
You woke up to your princess phone ringing on your nightstand. Groggily, you reached for the phone, and put it to your ear.
"Hello…?"
"Good morning, y/n. This is Joseph."
Oh!
Quickly you straightened up. Manners. "Good morning, Mr. Jackson!"
"We made it to the next city. But I'm calling to let you know that Jackie's been out of line (?) since he got back last night." He spoke with an edge in his tone.
"He's sluggish." He emphasizes. Well, good to know the pussy had him sleep! But, you both knew damn well the boys weren't getting enough sleep either.
But, what can you really do?
"Ah, I see…well is he okay now?" You ask curiously, trying to come off as unsuspecting.
"He is now. But this will not become a routine, I'll tell you that! I expected him to be up and ready today. Whatever you two did last night? It won't happen again for the rest of this tour."
Oh, he definitely knows…
…but that's good Jackie's alright. But you were now on edge, reasonably. You and Joseph were…in the middle, let's say. There's mutual respect, but that's it. You couldn't see yourself getting close to him.
You nod. "I understand. I didn't consider how far my place was from the venue, and it started to rain…"
While most of that was true, there was just ONE thing missing. And was he entitled to that information?
Well, NO! Unless you were pregnant, then that's……wait……
But those thoughts were interrupted when Joseph spoke again, "Alright. Just…be a little more mindful, yeah? We have a tour to do. I'm gonna put Jackie on the phone."
"Okay…thank you, Mr. Jackson."
……
Shortly, Jackie's voice ran through the telephone. "Hey baby! How's everything? ♡" He sounded exhausted, but he was pushing it aside for lil ol' you. ♡
"Hiii~ i'm alright…how's your morning going?"
"Ehh, it's going." He says before letting out a soft yawn. "Still a little sleepy from…y'know, heh, but i'll be fine."
You let out a giggle. Yeah, what happened last night?? 👀 "Mhm?"
"Yeah. But it'll be fine, baby. We're performing same time tonight at 8, so we got some time to chat."
"Yayyy!!"
…...
The two of you stayed on the phone for the next 10-ish minutes. The majority of the conversation had to be 'in code', since there was a ton of activity around.
Nearing the end of the call, you spoke up. Yes, finally!
"…I love you too, baby, but there's something I need to bring up with you."
"Ah? Is it important?" Jackie asks, tapping his finger against the back of the phone.
"Mhm…its about last night."
"Jackie, break ends in 3." You could hear in the background. Sounded like Tito.
"Got it, thank you."
…...
"Ahh'm sorry mama, I gotta go…but i'll call you soon, yeah?"
"…sure." you huff. "Think of me?"
"Always. Talk to you soon, princess. Love you lots! ♡"
……...............
The line went dead. Fuckkk!
And who knew when soon would be? That could be days, or weeks…
…...
For the next 2 weeks, there was no call. You didn't bother trying to call, as it seemed every time was a bad time.
But you just knew he and his brothers were doing okay. You watched their performances from the television. Sometimes you re-ran the broadcast of the one you attended.
When he pointed you out from the crowd. You were sooo shy, but you were more flattered than anything.
How cute. ♡
But you started to notice the little things as time passed. You've been sleeping more, urinating more often…the works.
At first you assumed you were hyperfocused on the little things, causing you to stress. But when you woke up feeling sick as a dog? That was when you knew something could be going on.
…...
Your mother/father/other relative was cooking dinner. Usually you'd be watching television waiting,
But you stood by them, glancing at the garlic. Yesterday you told a friend about your situation. Her solution: Sniff garlic!
'My sister couldn't STAND garlic when she was pregnant! When you're by some, give it a good sniff, unpeeled. If you react strongly, then you MIGHT be pregnant!'
To clarify, this is NOT medical advice! 😭 but I heard about it one time lol. Plus this is set in 1971, so y'know ♡ a lil hollistic advice wasn't THAT uncommon 🙄
Quickly you grabbed a clove of garlic when they were turned away, and sniffed it.
…it smelled like garlic. But then again you're used to smelling seasonings n such. You let out a small sigh of relief, before quickly putting the garlic back where it was.
…...
You wrote in your diary that night,
Dear Diary,
I sniffed the garlic like my friend suggested. Silly, yes, but I didn't have any strong reactions to the smell, thank the stars! ♡
I'm too young to get pregnant (19). I don't even want kids, really, I just wanna spend the rest of my years with Jackie…just us.
I'll have to get proper testing, eventually. Just need to find a way to get it done without anyone knowing.
…...
Though tedious, you convinced your friend to take you somewhere to get tested. 10 dollars, but it was needed as these results could literally change your life: for good or for worse.
Your doctor said it could take a week, at most a few to get results. You got a phone call in 6 days.
"Good afternoon, I'm calling from the ___ Research Lab. Am I speaking to Miss l/n (last name)?"
"Hello…yes, this is she." You spoke. You were home alone taking this call.
"Good, good. Just calling to let you know we have your results. After careful examination, we can confidently say that hCG was not detected in your urine."
…you took the words in. The hell is hCG?
"And what...does that mean?"
"hCG is what we call the pregnancy hormone. Because there were no traces in your urine, that means your results are negative." Your doctor clarified.
"As in, not pregnant."
Oh. My. Gosh…
You didn't know if you wanted to scream in joy, do a split, shake some ass, or all of the above. But all you knew was that this was great news! For you, at least.
You had to keep it together. A woman's choice to bear children or not was quite the controversial topic.
"I understand. Thank you so much for delivering my results in such timely manner, doctor." You let out a breath you didn't know you were holding in.
"Of course. As always, you're welcome to call me if you have any questions. You take care now, alright?"
"I will, thank you. Have a good rest of your day."
……...............
The same night, you recieved a call. Hmm, wonder who it could be?
……
"Hello, is this y/n?"
You knew that voice very well.
"Hi, baby…♡ "
"Hey, mama. Sorry I haven't called in awhile, its been hectic." Jackie explains.
"Me and my brothers got a room to ourselves for the night, and I believe last time we called, you had something to tell me?"
He remembered. "Ah, yeah…I did. Did you still want to know?"
"Well yes!" He exclaims, letting out a soft laugh. Oh, he had no idea.
In the background you can hear his brothers bickering.
"Ughh, you're smothering me, Tito!" Young (and pre-evil) Randy huffs out, kicking the blankets off himself.
"Then sleep with Marlon n Mike. Nobody told you to come lay here."
"But its so hottt!!"
"Then start getting cool, Randy." Tito retorts. Oh, how silly.
"Don't mind them, they're just getting ready for bed. Its not often we get a room to ourselves." Jackie laughs.
"But about last time…the news?"
You took a couple deep breaths. This was happening all so fast. How was he going to react to your scare?
Would he be upset? Would he be glad nothing came out of it? What if he leaves? What if—
"Y/n?"
…oh right. He was waiting.
"Ah, yes! To keep it short baby, I had to get some testing done…"
"Uhuh…? Like for college?"
"No, a pregnancy test, Jackie."
There, you dropped it on him. The silence following your statement began to ring in your ears.
But you pushed through, even when you were having a mini panic attach in your head. "…anyways, the results turned out to be negative. I'm not—"
"OH MY GOSH- what a relief…" Jackie exhaled, clutching on his chest. You could hear his brothers snicker in the background,
Completely unaware why he was reacting so strongly suddenly. Well at least he wasn't upset?
"…You're not mad baby?"
"No! Why would I be if it was my…uhmmm……"
He had to change his words a bit, remembering he was in a room with his brothers.
"…my seed. Or uh, seeds! Sunflower seeds. Made a mess in the car, y'know? Sorry about that."
Well, it was something, "Yeah, you sure made a mess."
"But it's alright, hun…I think for next time we should wrap it up. Clearly we're not ready for such responsibility!" You chime, getting yourself comfortable in your bed.
"Agreed." He huffs, catching his breath. Whew.
A long yawn escaped your lips, causing Jackie to yawn through the phone.
"Girl, don't make me yawn! I wanna keep talking…"
"Watch out, Jackie. Gon' wake up 'sluggish' again." Jermaine warned, causing Jackie to sigh out. The sassiest Jackson.
"But seriously, I wanna stay on the phone for just a little longer, baby." He murmured, rubbing his eyes in an attempt to get rid of the sleep trying to overwhelm his body.
"But I can't think of anything else to talk about," You confess sheepishly.
"And that's alright…"
"I'll listen to anything, as long as it comes from you."
A|N: PHONE SEX IN PART 3 ! I REPEAT, PHONE SEX IN PART 3 !! 😛
lowk I wish tumblr had the feature similar to Wattpad where you can comment on specific lines 🙄 I be making myself giggle writing these. Start getting cool, Randy. 🧏🏾♀️
In other news, the Jacksons are performing 3 HOURS from where i stay at in a few days 👀 foaming at the mouth at the thought. WHY CANT IT BE WHERE I AM 😞 damn world cup, smh. /hj.
Find My Way Back To You (Jackie Jackson x Reader) Part 1 ♡
COMPLETELY FICTIONAL !! (‾◡◝) ♡
18+ (MDNI), reader's first time (technically), car sex w/ NO protection (will be important later) 👀 spit as lube ♡ this part is longgg but it's readable, promise ♡ realizing Jackie's lowk mean asl as I proofread this😭
A|N: Reuploading due to minor changes, teehee ! A gift from me to y'all, then right back to me BECAUSE THAT'S DADA !! 😛😛
WC: 3,000+ words :0
CW: BRIEF mention of light bleeding
Summer 1971 - Second National Tour
"But I don't wanna go home…"
Was what you told Jackie as he drove you home. It took a lot of convincing from Joseph, as well as management to even consider it as they had to leave early to go to the next state. But by the grace of God, or who/what you believe in,
They gave you two the green light, but ordered him to return to the venue ASAP. Luckily the drive home was some ways, so you'd have a little more time with him.
But you both knew it wasn't enough. Additionally, he was visibly tired.
Hot, sweaty, restless…yet he was so damn sexy, no matter the condition. ♡
However, guilt took over your lustful thoughts as you watched him from the corner of your eye. He was spending extra time on you (which as he should), rather than getting as much rest as he could before they made it to the next location. It must've been so tiring touring 6 months straight; let alone having 3 or some months left of their tour.
But you wouldn't really fully understand. You were just his girlfriend.
Your thoughts were interrupted when the car came to a complete stop.
Oh, and it started to rain.
・・・
"Baby."
"Hmm?"
Your head turned to face him. Infact, looking further, you can see the car was surrounded by foliage, instead of the empty road.
Oh, AND it started to rain. How convenient.
Dry Your Eyes by Brenda & The Tabulations played quietly in the background. Gah, that song got you teary-eyed each time you heard it, because it just…reminded of you two and your situation, y'know?
"We're about 5 minutes out." He spoke softly, unbuckling his seatbelt. You assumed he was just taking a break from driving, since it's been a long drive back to your place.
But seeing him move the seat back, you were initially confused.
"Ah- what's going on…?" You questioned, unsure how to take this.
"C'mere..."
Hesitantly, you scooted closer, just enough.
Which, it wasn't. "Don't play, come closer." he insists, reaching out to cup your face with his right hand.
He pulled you into a kiss. It was slow, intimate…and oh, the way he shoved his tongue down your throat…you felt so filthy ♡
He even wiped the tear that threatened to fall with the pad of his thumb. Your hands found his face, deepening the kiss as you moved closer. You needed that, bad.
・・・
Eventually you broke it off to just…look at him. So handsome, with his sleepy eyes…
"You don't gotta worry about me. I'll sleep when I get back." He began to reassure you, sensing something was on your mind.
"I know…but I wouldn't want you to lose sleep because of me." You pout.
He nods. He wasn't gonna tell you he was exhausted, but he did appreciate the concern.
"It's alright, mama. Plus…"
His hands move to undo the top button of your top. Immediately your own flew to cover your chest. Force of habit.
"I think we'll both sleep well after this." He laughs softly, gently moving your hands to undo the next button, then the next…
"But what if someone sees—"
"Look, I can drop you off if you want. But…I won't be seeing you for some months, likely." He coaxes, pushing his hands into your top to squeeze your breasts through your bra.
"Jackie…"
"Well?"
・・・
"But that's just too long!" You whine, covering your face in your hands out of frustration. It was hard; Being so far from your lover, and not much can be done.
It was TORTURE! And even worse, you couldn't hug him, hold him, OR KISS HIM while he was gone!
All you could do was talk on the telephone (which the calls were short), watch on the television or stare at your posters & vinyls. Aside from this one time when him and his brothers came to your city to perform.
But…after that, it'll be the waiting game again.
・・・
"You know i'll come back, baby. I always do."
"But I want you here with me…outside of the tour.
…
"Tell me more." He whispered in your ear. As you kept going, his hands lifted your arms up to remove your top.
"It's hard to focus…"
"And it won't get easier. Lemme hear you."
You huff out as you watch him kiss down your jaw, your neck, your chest. Your breath hitches watching him bury his face between your breasts.
"And…it's hard to sleep when your arms aren't around me…"
"Mm- uhuh…"
He was occupied on your breasts, clearly. He looked so peaceful right now. No thoughts, just boobs. You simply just caressed the back of his neck, letting him do his thing.
・・・
Eventually he pulled away, pressing wet kisses to your nipples before pulling you into his lap. You could feel…everything. Wouldn't be the first time you felt it, but…y'know.
"What's in that pretty little head of yours, mama? You look tense." He asks. He adjusts the seat further back.
"I…" You tried to find the right words to say. There was a ton on your mind. Another 3 months without him, his handsome face, the bulge in his bell bottoms pressing against you…
What were you to do?
"…It's just…I'm gonna miss you. And…And I don't mean to be selfish, but what am I supposed to do or think about after you leave?"
Jackie remains silent, gently caressing your lower back to soothe you. His touch was comforting.
"And honestly I think…we should try again. Only if you want to." You confess in a murmur, letting out a shaky breath. Sex was a heavy topic for you for reasons unnamed. But…Jackie's been a helping hand, if y'know what I mean. ♡
Brief Flashback!
With that in mind, you couldn't help but remember the time he covered your mouth and slowly pushed himself in underneath the covers. In your room past midnight, mind you (he snuck in).
Goodness, he was just so big…you swore you could've felt it in your ribs. ♡ However it was only for a moment to see if it was even physically possible, considering how big he was…
Seeing the light traces of blood on the wipe after cleaning up wasn't fun, though. You shudder at the thought of it; blood made you squeamish. But hopefully with some type of lubrication, that wouldn't happen again! Infact, you actually have a small bottle hidden behind your vanity! Only reason you didn't have it with you was because sex wasn't something you considered tonight.
But y'know, here you are. Sitting on your boyfriend's lap, telling him you wanna sit on it. Me too sista, me too.
・・・
"You said you wanna try again?" He repeated back to you. You made impulsive decisions, and the last thing he wanted to happen was you regretting anything.
"…I'm sure." You nod, adjusting yourself on his lap.
"Can we…take turns on eachother?" You ask, covering your mouth to giggle. Sex talk just sounded so silly coming from your mouth; It wasn't your forté.
Jackie found it cute, though. Oh, you bashful girl. ♡
"Sure, mama. Did you wanna take it to the backseat? Or—"
"The backseat." You insist as you start to crawl into the back and remove your skirt. Your shoes were probably lodged somewhere in the front, who knows at this point?
All you had on was your necklace and panties, while Jackie was still completely dressed. Noticing this, you began tugging on his shirt.
"Offfff, I wanna see!~" You tease, giggling as you watched him unbutton his top.
He threw his shirt toward you, laughing as he watches you sniff it. Smelled like his cologne and hard work…yummy.
His hands moved to loosen his belt, then the buttons…your eyes were GLUED,
Then that dick sprung out and hit his stomach. Or well, abs. Oh…My…Gosh.
You didn't know how to act. You covered your face with your hands, damn near hyperventilating at the sheer sight of that dick. And it was all yours too?!
What a time to be alive! ♡
"Omigosh, it's sooo big…♡" you whisper in awe, reaching out to grab it.
"Girl…just come get what's yours." He laughs, playfully pulling your head towards his dick.
"Eek!! Jackie stoppppp!!~" you squeal, gently nudging it away from your face.
"Awhh, you don't gotta be scared of it! Won't be the first time ♡" Jackie teases, guiding the tip to your lips.
Being the tease you were, you gave it a couple kisses. Your eyes were locked onto his, before gently poking your tongue on the gland a few times.
"Aye, alright now- can't be teasing me like that…" He huffed, moving his hand to your cheek, pinching it.
"Just get it wet for me, baby. Then we'll go from there."
You nod, averting your gaze before slowly wrapping your lips around him. Your tongue gently lapped at the slit, already tasting a sliver of precum.
Bitter, but tolerable. You started to bob your head a little, just testing the waters…
But he was quiet. Damnit, you wanted to hear him!!
So with both hands, you wrapped them around his shaft, and got to twisting. Bobbing your head up, then down simultaneously with the motions of your hands. ♡
He taught you that. Throat princess, hey! ♡
・・・
"Hey, hey…I only said to get it wet…"
You weren't listening, though. You kept going for a few more minutes, (mouth just stuffed with dick), before pulling off briefly.
"Mama, I thought I said— H-HEY!!"
You spat on it one good time, before smacking the tip on your tongue a few times. Gah, what a tease you are ♡
But eventually you decided to stop torturing him, so you wiped your mouth and sat up.
"Did- did I do okay?" You ask sweetly. So much for being shy.
・・・
"WAIT, I'm sorryyy!~" You pleaded, wincing each time his hand met the side of your ass; Not the meat, but the side.
Because he wanted you to feel it. "Hush."
Ugh, he was being so mean right now. But this was your consequence, right?
But he wasn't gonna let it slide, even when you're squirming over his knee. He had something for that ass.
He didn't let you apologize again as he was pulling you over him.
"I thought you were gonna go down on me, too…"
"You think you deserve it after that stunt you just pulled?" He asked firmly.
He then wet his fingers, and pushed them inside of you. Immediately you yelped, before whining from the loss of them. :(
He yanked them out, spat on his hand, and stroked himself from shaft to tip until it was slick. He smacked the tip against your clit, watching you tremble and get all sticky with each tap.
Suddenly he pulled you against him, chest to chest, wrapping his arms around your back as he leaned into your ear,
"Do. Not. Run. Y' hear me?"
・・・
It was then he lowered you onto him, letting you take him inch by inch. Gah, the sting was intense. Was sex supposed to be so…uncomfortable??
You let out a broken gasp, wrapping your arms around his neck as you settled around him. You couldn't tell if you were in pain or not; but you knew you felt rather full.
・・・
For the next few minutes, you remained in Jackie's lap as still as possible.
"It hurtsss…" you whine, drying the small tears forming in your eyes. He used the pad of his thumb to wipe off the excess before leaning back against the window again. While you appreciated the gesture, you didn't appreciate the silent treatment he was giving you, however. Even when you apologized for teasing him, he wasn't budging.
…
So you spoke. "Are you gonna miss me, Jackie?"
"…you know I will." he murmurs, lifting you from your hips. The pace he set was slow, but it's better than nothing.
"You sure?" you asked, breath all hot against his neck. The pain was slowly diminishing with each lift.
"Mhm."
…Well at least he was responsive. You decided to speed things up, though by locking your feet on the sides of his legs, and lifting your hips up n down.
You looked up at him, checking how he was doing. His eyes were closed, brows were furrowed, and his lips were slightly parted.
You stifled a giggle, playing it off by pressing slow kisses against his neck. He was so sexy when he's just…in the moment. Usually he doesn't have the time to get comfortable since he's always on the move, but…
It felt nice seeing it for a change. But he was still acting aloof.
"…I love you. Even when you're upset with me."
…
"Baby…" Jackie eventually sighs, lifting you off of him, and onto the middle seat.
"I'm not mad…I just…" He tried to explain himself,
"You didn't like when I went against your request?" You interrupted, finishing his sentence.
"…Right. Like imagine you told me to stop eating you out after you're beat by an orgasm, and I kept going. Torture, isn't it?"
Now that you think about it…that would be torture!
So you nod solemnly. Now you actually felt bad.
"I know, and I'm sorry…I just wanted to play around a little." You apologized sheepishly, letting out a small giggle from nerves.
"Mhm. Now, lay back for me, yeah? Gonna take my sweet ol' time with you.♡"
・・・
One leg over the driver seat, your other foot pressed against the back window. Positioning was awkward, but it'll have to do. You sat up to check the windows one last time,
But they were fogged up! Well...great!
"We gotta be quick now.." Jackie urged, leaning down to press his body against yours while simultaneously pushing inside you. A long, shaky breath left your lips as you wrapped your arms around his neck once more.
"But I thought you said……ah…~"
His hips ground against yours, dragging his strokes from tip to base. Even on a time crunch, he wanted to make this enjoyable for the both of you. ♡
He moved one of his hands to your lower abdomen, gently pressing down. Immediately your legs jolted as you yelped out from the sudden pressure. It felt…good…like you could feel it on a deeper level. Man, I dunno.
"J-Jackie…"
"I know, baby, I know…" He acknowledges, leaning to press kisses all over your face.
"Why're you crying, mama? Are you hurtin'?" He asks, stopping completely.
"N-no, Jackie…I just…I'm glad it's you." You confess, breaking into a light sob.
Awh, poor babyyy! Dick so good, it put you into tears. LITERALLY! Seeing there wasn't an issue, he continued.
At this rate, surely it won't take long for you to reach your peak.
・・・
"You look so beautiful with my dick inside you, mama. I want you to know that." Jackie cooes, caressing your hair as you succumb to pleasure. Shaking like a leaf, I tell you.
"…Good to know."
"But…", he paused, "You meant what you said? About being glad it was me being your…technically, first time?"
You took a moment to catch your breath, huffing when you felt him pull out. "…I meant it. I wouldn't have wanted it to be anyone else."
He was flattered, really. Out of the many compliments you gave him, this one meant the most to him. Like, what do you mean you wouldn't want any other man but him?? He couldn't help but let out a soft laugh, overwhelmed by the love you give him. ♡
But it was getting late. You had to get home, like, right now.
・・・
Eventually…whew, its been a night, the two of you made it to your home. The light was on, meaning someone was awake, waiting for you…whoops.
Once you made sure your clothes looked neat (and totally not thrown to the side to fuck in the backseat), you stepped out of the car. Jackie stepped out to walk you to the door, or well, jog as it was raining still,
Holding onto your arm to make sure you didn't slip on wet concrete. Also you were walking funny, but you masked it pretty damn good.
"I really enjoyed the performance tonight…"
"Which one?" Jackie laughs out, shaking his head. You smacked his arm in response.
Y'all made it to the porch, finally out the rain.
"...Do I have to go inside?" You ask in a pout.
"Yeahhhh, you gotta go inside. But, remember what I always tell you." He hums, resting his hand against your cheek.
"You'll always be in my heart. When you're close, when you're far…I'll always find my way back to you."
"Because my heart guides me to where I need to be. And that's to you, mama." He finishes, cupping your cheek and leaning forward for a kiss.
Such a way with words. You cupped his face as the two of you held the kiss. Tears slowly fell from your eyes once more, as they always seemed to do.
You pulled back, and wiped your eyes. " 'M sorry…"
"Girl, you're acting like I'm going to the Navy!" He teases, pulling you into a hug. Firm, but full of love. He kissed your tears away before wiping off the excess with his fingers.
"But 3 more months, baby. You can wait that long, I know you can. You already waited 6."
"But it's hard, Jackie…it's just not the same without you."
"I know."
He held you for another minute, before letting you go slowly.
"I'll let you go inside. You need some rest…" He said, grabbing your key from your skirt pocket.
You couldn't bring yourself to open the door, so you let him. He handed your key back, and took your hands into his.
"I love you."
"I love you more…" you spoke, before pressing your lips onto his one more time. You pulled back, and walked inside your home,
Cracking the door to sneak one last kiss, before closing and locking it for the night.
・・・
You greeted your mother/father/other relative briefly, before heading upstairs to your room. They didn't push to know what happened, already know it had something to do with Jackie.
They knew he meant well, but…they also wondered why you cried so much when it came to him.
But that can be asked another time…you needed to rest.
A|N: Though I'm out of college (until I transfer for my bachelor's), this lowk feels like a paper due at 11:59 😭
Next part coming soon…need a break from writing for a few…but I'm still here! Masterlist coming soon!
I Just Finished On Youuu…♡ (Older!Jackie Jackson x Reader)
18+ (MDNI), cumshots, teasing, forced eye contact, fingersucking, implied black/POC reader, submissive+shy!reader, the ending lowk trash IM SORRY ♡
Word Count: 1,600+ words ♡
A|N: First time posting on here, AHHH !! This was inspired by a tiktok I saw a few hours ago ♡ the original context was about rolling dice BUT the song, and the way Jackie was 'rolling dice', UGHHHH I NEED THAT !!
If y'all see my comment: 'Jackie turn a lil bit towards me…♡' with the speed sticker, I WAS FEENING AND IM not SORRY 😭
the tiktok ♡: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8sQdWu2/
@wild-rotten I cannot wait to see what you come up with thiss ^o^ #onthesamefreakuency
For each Sunday night, you spent your evening doing your weekly maintenance. You viewed Sunday as the end of the week (obviously), and so you spent a charitable amount of time each Sunday unwinding before the new week starts.
It was getting late, so you decided going straight to bed would be best as soon as you finished all of the steps to your routine.
—
You stepped out of the bathroom; Your hair washed and wrapped/tucked away in your bonnet, your body was lotioned up, your dusting powder was all in the air…in short, you smelled good, you felt good, and hey, probably tasted good too. You started to get into the bed next to Jackie, who appeared to be sleeping. Considerate enough to not wake him, you got in as softly (?) as possible to not disturb his sleep.
…
"You're just getting in bed, baby?" he murmured, breaking the silence.
…Yes you were in the bathroom longer than usual, but he never really complained about it, understanding you took more time on Sunday night. The only time he made a fuss about it was when he was horny…
But surely it wouldn't be an issue! "Yeah…I just needed a little extra time, if that's fine…"
"…Mhm."
Assuming that everything was resolved, you tugged your blanket over your nose, and closed your eyes…
…
Until you felt a hand start to caress your side affectionately underneath the sheets. It would then creep right to the meat of your ass, slowly squeezing and smacking it.
"Mmh, Jackie stop…trying to sleep…" You huff, gently shimmying his hand away. You could hear him audibly sigh; how dramatic.
While your eyes were closed, you could feel him shuffle towards you; Just enough to get next to your ear and whisper,
"I'll make it quick baby, I promise…"
You could hear the hushed eagerness in his voice…fuck, he always finds a way to reel you in.
So you decided to stall. "But I'm trying to sleep, Jackie…I was in the bathroom for a couple hours…it takes a lot of energy, y'know?" You mentioned, closing your eyes once more.
"But you always tell me you get better sleep after I give you some…" he mentions with a small chuckle. Well, he wasn't lying. The solution to your restless nights was that dick, just saying!
…
"Just make it quick," you gave in, lazily leaning forward to press a small peck to his lips.
—
"O-oh, ah…Jackie…♡"
"Shh…"
You gasped out in short breaths, gripping his forearm tightly as he plunged his fingers deep inside of your tight, aching pussy. He can't just start without prepping you, no? ♡
He wouldn't keep you waiting for too long, of course. The goal was just to get you wet, because he wanted some time in that pussy, too. He started slow, easing them in…and out…
In…and out…
…
Until he changed his mind and started to slam his fingers inside of you, deliciously hitting your g-spot. He was growing impatient, he needed that cookie badddd !!
You cried out, curling your toes as you buried your face in his neck. He turned his head to press small kisses against your forehead; a gesture of affection in contrast to the insistent thrusting of his fingers.
"J-Jackieeee…I- I'm—" you whimpered, biting your lip to stifle your moans.
"You're gonna cum?" He asks.
"M-mhm…"
…
He pulled his fingers out quickly, causing you to whine from the sudden absence.
"Clean them off for me, won't you? ♡" He cooes, brushing his thumb against your bottom lip affectionately,
And who were you to deny him? Your lips parted, allowing his fingers to push into your sweet mouth. You sucked on his fingers, eyes closed, as you cleaned your wetness off of them.
"Eyes on me." He insisted, gently smacking your cheek a couple times. Your eyes lock onto his, trying your best to keep them there as you finished cleaning his fingers.
He knew you didn't like eye contact. Yet, he could care less. If he wanted your eyes on him, so be it.
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"Now, close your eyes." He coaxed, guiding your head on the pillows to get you comfortable.
He waited until you closed your eyes before pulling down his silk pajamas. Y'all both knew what was coming, but it was the anticipation that made it more enjoyable. ♡
He gripped the shaft of his dick with his right hand, stroking it a few times to get himself ready…it didn't take too long, especially with the view he had infront of him. But save him grace, as he is older. ♡
He used his free hand to hoist your legs over his shoulders, before rubbing the tip of his dick against your wet folds. Immediately you shuddered from the contact, nudging your hips back n forth to gain some type of friction.
And oh, you could only imagine how fucking sexy he looked right now. Gah, you wanted to open your eyes so bad right now, but you knew what would come if you disobeyed.
…
But alas, you were growing impatient. Your hands found his face, pulling him down to take your frustration out on him in the form of kisses as your lips locked with his.
"Jackie, please…" you pleaded in between kisses, reaching a hand down to guide him to your entrance. You were feeling needy; you needed him as much as he needed you in this moment.
"Please what?"
"I…I need that dick, Jackie…" You managed to muster.
He lowered himself to get close to your ear, chest to chest.
"Good girl." He praises before slowly pushing himself inside of you.
You let out a strained moan, throwing your head back against the pillows as you felt each inch of his dick push into you,
Until he bottomed out at the tip of your cervix. He stilled, waiting for you to give him the 'okay'. Your walls stretched beautifully around him, oh so familiar with his presence.
But this time he didn't wait for your okay, no. He pulled back just enough so just his tip was still inside you,
Before slamming himself to hit your cervix. Hard. You moaned out in shock but mostly pleasure, gripping onto his forearms tightly as he began to
"Mhm…you love it, don't you?
"Y-yes…more, please..."
And so he continued. His pace was hard to keep up with, which didn't make sense because he was decades older than you! But you couldn't complain at all…this was the best dick you've ever had.
…
Your eyes fluttered shut as your head lulled to the side. The heat in your abdomen was building up, his hand was pressing down so you can feel all the work he was putting in…
He leaned down to guide your breast towards his mouth, wrapping his lips around your breast. Sucking and lapping insistently on your nipple until it got sore, before moving to the other one. UGH It was driving you up a WALL!
You were close to cumming. Jackie could tell by the way your legs started to shake, your incoherent words, your pussy literally pulling him deeper…it was just a lot for you to handle right now.
You simply couldn't take it any longer. Grabbing one of your pillows, you buried your face into it as you started to squirt/cream on that dick. Your moans turned into whimpers as your body slowly started to relax.
But Jackie wasn't having this at all. He yanked the pillow from your grip, and gripped your chin to look at him.
"Look at all this mess…my messy girl ♡" he praised, pointing your chin down to make you look at the mess you're making. Hey, that dick was thebomb.com.
…
"And…and what about you?" You asked in between breaths, referring to his lack of release. Oh, you were greedy for that nut!
And oh, did he have something else in mind.
He pulled out of you slowly, allowing you to relax abit before he started to pump himself over you. What a view.
Your hands reached out to caress his thighs, just being a helping hand as you did best ♡ he looked so good right now. His mature, toned body…the bite of his bottom lip, his seductive eyes…
It got you riled up once more. Your hand reached down to gently rub your clit as you kept your eyes on him. You felt he deserved to see such a gorgeous sight. ♡
"Mm, get me all messy, Jackie…" You coax softly, letting out a soft giggle as he groans. You grew shy almost immediately, knowing that was out of your comfort zone.
But the words clearly helped! You watched as hot streaks of cum hit your stomach, as well as your breasts as Jackie let out a soft sigh. He looked as relaxed can be right now, aww. ♡
His index finger scooped some of the cum off your stomach, and pressed it against your tongue. Well, it was something.
You sucked that finger clean, earning a boop against your nose.
"You remind me of a glazed donut. With your brown skin, and my…'glaze', on you. " he laughed out, reaching for a wipe to clean the cum off your stomach and breasts.
"Hope you enjoyed yourself, sweetpea. ♡" He whispered, pressing one more kiss on your forehead.
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After everything died down, you then realized that this happened right after your Sunday maintenance.
"Was this planned Jackie?"
"Hmm?"
"You came on me knowing I did my maintenance not too long ago. Like that's so inconsiderate! I took so much time getting myself ready for next week, and you just—"
He interrupts with a quick kiss, stunning you briefly.
"You weren't complaining when you were taking it all." He retorts.
"Y-yeah! But—"
"We can talk about it in the morning…trying to sleep." He hums, letting out a soft chuckle at the last part.
…
And as guaranteed, you did have better sleep, thanks to him. ♡
A|N: EEK! I'm so nervousss 🙈 but YOLO! I hope y'all enjoyed ♡ I tried to write this as fast as I couldddd, but I'm lowk proud of this one! Sowwy if my writing's too formal, i’m usually writing academic papers for college 😭
More fics coming soon perhaps ! Feel free to send me requests or tips, because I know DAMN well I need them 🙄 also will be uploading a poll for a tag list in the future :3 and a directory for when I post more often ♡