blacklight / blak līt / noun: ultraviolet or infrared radiation, invisible to the eye ; a black light is a type of lamp that emits primarily ultraviolet light and very little visible light. because the light is outside the range of human vision, it is invisible, so a room illuminated with a black light appears dark.
i. instagram | “don’t wanna go clubbing. don’t wanna watch a movie, what else is there to do? i just end up in my neighborhood. there’s a hole in my heart. nothing can fill it up, yeah. i’m sinking right now. inside a square ocean. it’s a problem. in the whole world, it’s the same love song, but it doesn’t touch me. in my night, there are too many thoughts.”
ii. digital | “hide my pain. keep the truth deeply hidden. they wanna take me down. so critical, enemies invisible, oh, give me more, battleground digital. the lie going on at the moment spreads easily. how did it get so loud? so critical, enemies invisible, oh, give me more, battleground digital. an endlessly deep wound, the feeling of becoming dull little by little. at some point, i got used to the pain, but ultimately, i'm an easy prey, a blooming illusion at the tip of your fingertips.”
iii. paranoia | “in a space without a single light, when the darkness comes, i lay expressionless, again and again. an endless fear, a terrible night. wasn’t with me back then, but they right here now. nightmares coming to see me. nightmares make me go insane. a dark night with the monster that lives inside, alone in the dark.”
iv. mito | “i'm going, trying to stay alive. don’t down, want to be alone like, going, trying to stay alive. don't down, want to be alone like... [...] i'm just tryin’ to stay alive, keep the fire down. don't want to be alone like yesterday.”
v. so beautiful | “let’s take a trip down a dark place, baby. look for me now i’m not that (crazy). let’s talk about what makes you happy, 'cause i know (i know) i’m calling for you.”
vi. dope lovers | “you're smiling, i’m sorry. she's vibin', no compass. when i live, you're dying. when i'm falling, you fall in. a dope lover, you’d say. no number, i like your face. i’m just here for two, lying next to you, so gone to the point i can't believe this was all from a kiss. you stayed for this. you stayed for this. you’d live for this 'cause i just need you now.”
vii. no blueberries ft. jace & minjung | “tell me why you want to be so sweet. tell me what's in your eyеs, baby. red, green, or blue? welcomе to the other side. i keep losing my temper for you. i love it how you think i'm always this cool.”
viii. nerves | “he's getting a little nervous, she's getting to the surface. you got a little nervous of running back to you when you weren't there. and i'm sorry i was hurting too much to know that you were standing right there. and i'm sorry. i will sing this song to you to tell you i really cared. and I'm sorry. when i left you all alone, girl, i know that wasn't fair. ‘cause i loved you. he loved you.”
ix. scaredy cat | “dial 911. i’m calling from under my bed. it’s hard to breath when you’re not there. i find everything a nightmare. sometimes i know you don’t care, but i feel like i’m disappearing in a hole and nobody will know. nobody will go (except when i’m with you). sitting in my room alone, and nobody will know. nobody will go (except when i’m with you).”
x. welcome to the show | “i just want you to close all the doors. just leave me alone. i tried to hide it. i’m scared of what’s next. i still don’t know where to go, but welcome to the show.”
xi. no silhouette | “i lost myself under the sun. i got too close and now I’m burning. i lost myself in the sun. i lost myself in the sun. (this is the end.)”