natala couldn’t remember the last time she was this nervous, even when discussing the whole arrangement with damion she had been far calmer than she was now - probably because of how much better she knew damion and how talking to him wasn’t new. this was the very first serious talk she had with mateo, until now all their time together had been filled with laughter and getting to know each other at a pace that felt right for both of them, now she was getting ready to tell him about how she couldn’t pick between him and another male and how she had found herself wanting both, hoping he’d be as available to give it a try as damion was. “i like you mateo, but there’s someone else in my life already and i also like him.” she starts, looking him in the eyes so he knows she means it when she says she likes him. “and i get it if this isn’t something you’re down to sign up to, especially since i don’t even have that many answers to offer you because this is also a first for me, i’ve never felt this strongly about anyone let alone two people at the same time.” the blonde can’t help the nervous chuckle that falls from her lips, she felt so incredibly vulnerable. “damion agreed to give this a go only if you’re comfortable doing the same, and we are both more than understanding if this is all too much or too weird. i know we haven’t known each other for long, i know it would be easier for you to go and find a monogamous girl.”
