#*angsty

[chiliger]

Scream. Maybe a god will hear.

[neverendingparable]

x)

[imfromthemiddlekingdom]

No but what if I made everting worse in the silmarilion??? Like how about I take every tragedy and make it all the more personal? Saw a prompt that Míriel had twins and the twin daughter went on to marry Olwë, oh my! The first kinslaying just went All the more horribly wrong!!! And one of my all time fave headcanons is that Rúmil is Míriels father and her sister married Elmo in Cuiviénen which makes Celeborn related to the sons of Feanor and AHHHHHHH I’m going to make everything worse just watch me. And if I can include my otps and also include all my daddy issues in this series of fic that I’m planning all the better!!! I’m going to attempt to write long form fics in English instead of Chinese for once and break my mind in the process.

[itskaradanversbitch]

Headcanon

Kara loves Lena’s music taste which is why Lena made her specific playlists on Spotify. Kara enjoys them a lot and especially listens to them when she’s feeling down. She’s been busy the last few days and hasn’t had the time to leisurely listen to music.

It’s a Friday afternoon and she’s missing Lena. Lena’s busy with her meeting regarding a new project and she understands. Lena’s changing the world but she can’t help but miss her friend. Kara closes the picture she was looking at of her and Lena trying out onesies that delightful Sunday a few months ago and switches to Spotify.

She’s busy putting a potsticker in her mouth when her heart drops.

There it is, the name of the playlist shattering her to pieces. She’s suspected this for a while with Lena avoiding her like the plague and not embracing her as tightly the past month. She knows that song, she and Lena goofily sang it during a karaoke night. Never did she think that that same song would shatter her world.

“It’s too late to apologize.”

[paintedface]

y'know that feeling when you do so much for one person and you try to cheer them up when they’re upset, like do A LOT, when in reality, you hardly mean anything to them and they don’t care about you as much as you care about them, then you feel stupid for caring so much because you must’ve been a liability to them and then you start feeling sad because it was really damn obvious that they didn’t like you but you just couldn’t see it

[aayla-insecura]

Man is sometimes extraordinarily, passionately, in love with suffering, and that is a fact.

-Dostoyevsky, Zapiski iz podpol’ya

[ificanthaveu]

ok so i finished my jealous shawn fic but the more i think about it, the more i want to change the ending