#*calls

[wormscarred]

Its 1 am and I'm about to sleep but the ONLY people tim likes calling him "timothy" are his romantic partners when they're exasperated with his antics. Any other time/person and he bristles like an irritated cat.

[wulfein]

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[dyrwoodan]

let’s all just....... slow down a bit......... and start writing letters again......... how about that

[muchmorethanmusesarchived]

Honk 4 memes..?

[stuckatmyhouse12]

I am a simple useless lesbian

[hxtties]

tempted to try and write starters for bethany, katarina or aphrodite but i got replies i need to do at some point....but mostly i’m just feeling fucking lazy

[radiogonebatty]

Everyone keeps bringing up spring break at work, because of scheduling. I teared up at work today, when my brain drifting for a spilt second into memories of last years spring break. Staying with my (now ex) fiancé in an air bnb, us both SO in love. I remember there was a night, we were in the kitchen and they were just making me laugh. They said why are you laughing so much? I said “you’re so funny and I’m so in love with you”. I would come “home” to them every day/night after work. We (but usually them because I got off late) would make dinner, watch Netflix at the table and then go upstairs to our hideout with the massive tub and two door entry way that I still love. We held each other every night, after touching each other for what felt like an endless night. Every moment drowned in love. It’s been about 7 months since they told me they didn’t know if they were in love with me anymore and that they weren’t happy with me. It would be a lie if I said I didn’t still miss them, or wish we could talk like we used to. I waited for such a long time, every time, what seemed infinite, for them to love me nicely again. That’s what I miss. I don’t miss the blame. I don’t miss the begging for time made. I don’t miss being dismissed. I don’t miss being made to feel like crap for having emotional needs and begging for it. I miss us talking on FaceTime for forever. I miss them taking Lives of me sleeping and screenshotting their purposefully ugly faces, which I set as my background and it drove them nuts. But I couldn’t help it, because they were so ridiculously cute. I miss looking at them with the look they knew meaning “you’re the love of my life”. I miss loving someone so deeply, that you could feel our love. I miss their stupid laughs and goofy faces. I miss them talking and their hand motions, that I could figure out what they were saying when they didn’t have words. I miss being a team with my lover. I’m crying now. The song “make you feel my love” by Adele started playing on a mix I have and I haven’t listened to it since before I deleted the Wedding Playlist. “I know you haven't made your mind up yet. But I will never do you wrong. I've known it from the moment that we met. No doubt in my mind where you belong.” Fuck. I did the right thing. I know I did. I walked away. Not for the reasons I should have. But I walked away and I made the right choice for myself in the end, even if it wasn’t at the time. I have logical reasons for all of my feelings, I can make sense of all of the conflicting emotions. I can miss something AND also not want THAT exact thing back. I may have never loved like this until I met them. But I will someday. It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s okay.