To be honest I think that a lot of people who share the anti Jason Todd sentiment don't even actually hate Jason. I think a lot of them hate what he forces the narrative to do.
Jason forces the subversion of the hero genre -- he's the single, most extreme proof that Batman's hero fantasy wouldn't be effective in real life, and therefore Jason showing up can take you out of the universe really fast really hard. A lot of people are here for what comics are meant to offer, the one man hero fantasy that makes you Feel Good, and Jason showing up doesn't Allow you to enjoy it! And if that's the case, you're completely justified in not liking Jason, he takes you out of the thing you enjoy.
I think a lot of you don't actually find his personality or acts annoying in of themselves, you just hate what those actions do to the genre itself. And I think once you realize that and start looking at comics like actual pieces of literature, Jason and shitty comics both will become a lot less rage inducing to you.
just got off zoom with my interior designer, and i love her tbh. i always fear the worst & was nervous that she wouldn't understand my vision or that she would actively fight against it, but she totally got it & loves it herself lmao.
now i want her to do my cabin & house upriver. :')
hereâs their designs i made a long while back,,,,,
warnings: dehumanization(calling a sentient being an it), fear of death, injuries(cut wing), unintentional fearplay.
update: now on ao3!! with updated grammar!!
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to put it simply: ranbooâs screwed.
like.. royally screwed.
as in, he was going to die.
you might think, well.. ranboo, surely thatâs a bit of an overreaction? no one can mess up that badly, right?
well, imaginary person he just made up right now, youâd be wrong.
you see, it all started... some months ago, he thinks?
he was just minding his own business, going about finding berries to fill up his stomach, when he came across trouble.
and.. itâs not like he was unaware of the danger that lurks in the forest he calls his home â youâd have to be blind to ignore the claw marks that littered around various trees, marking out a territory.
but he never knew exactly what the predator was, nor had he ever had the displeasure of meeting it.
..at least, not until then.
..(it was as he was flying towards where a particular hawthorn bush was rooted â his favorite type of berry â when he saw it.
as soon as he registered the unfamiliar bright red color, he stopped in his tracks, quickly moving instead to hide in the branches of a nearby tree. as he hid, he looked back over to the red, and stilled.
there werenât many large creatures that lived in this cold forest â he thinks the biggest thing heâs seen around were the few packs of wolves.
this... this thing- whatever it was- was way, way bigger than those. about.... seven feet tall, if he had to guess, and its body being way longer.
and, well, as a five-inch tall avian, thatâs not really a good thing.
his eyes snap to the creatureâs dark red scales, easily registering it as one of a snake. but.. then his eyes trail up, and he notices a lighter red fabric â the thing that brought his attention to the figure in the first place.
at this, he recoils slightly. not at the fabric itself, but at whatâs under it.
because.... where the scales stop, thereâs instead.. flesh. and as he takes in the rest of the creature, with its blonde.. fur? mane? hair? on top of its head, he finds it..
it looks a lot like him, almost. if he was bigger, and traded his brown feathers for red scales.
he unconsciously lets out a curious little twitter, finding himself slightly intrigued by this unfamiliar creature, when the thing perks up, its head swiveling around wildly. ranboo flinches back a bit, confused by this sudden change, before he realizes. itâs looking for him.
before he can fly away, though, it turns its head around, and immediately, its eyes land on him.
he freezes, heart stopping.
the two stare at each other, the creature looking up at him with an unreadable face. he can see it flex its sharpened claws, briefly, and as he looks into its slitted eyes, he realizes that this⌠this is the creature that dominates this forest.
and he just got its attention.
âhey there!â the creature yells up at him after a while, grinning up at him with an almost manic look, showing off its shining, sharp fangs.
he sucks in a breath as it talks â (it talks, he didnât think it could talk, he hasnât met anything that could talk like him before, not in a long while-) â but does nothing beyond that.
a moment passes, and he can see the creatureâs grin turn into a frown.
âuh, hello?â the creature says again, sounding a bit more agitated. âiâm talking to you, dickhead.â
shit, is he making it more mad by not talking? will it hurt him if he stays quiet? but what will it do when he does talk?
too frightened by the idea of trying to talk, he instead chooses to stay silent, though not before a strangled chirp comes out of his throat.
more minutes pass as they stare at each other, as his heart beats fast, his breaths getting more and more shallow.
â....hello?â the creature asks, voice quieter than before, moving to go towards him-
as soon as the creature does, however, ranboo finally snaps back into himself, and pushes himself off of the branch he was on, taking off as fast as he could.
âwh- hey!â the creature yells out, sounding angry â (oh prime he made it angry-) â before he can hear sounds of grass being disturbed behind him.
oh, oh no, oh prime, heâs being chased-
âhey- HEY BITCH, STOP FUCKING- RUNNING!â the creature shouts at him, keeping up with him almost effortlessly, despite not having- you know, legs.
âuh, no- no thank you!â ranboo croaks out, his voice hoarse due to having been unused for a- a long time. âi think iâd rather not, actually!â
he hears the creature let out a laugh, before something behind him shifts, and-
he immediately ducks to the left just as something zooms past him â the creature, he finds, having tried to jump into the air, its claws having been stretched out, presumably in an attempt to grab him. instead, though, it falls onto the ground with a grunt, and he flies past it, going further and further away.
he laughs back at it, albeit a bit hysterically, with his eyes wide in panic. the creature growls at him, but doesnât move to get up, allowing him to get away with his life.)..
if that was it, if that was his only encounter with the creature, then maybe everything would have been fine. heâd be a little traumatized, maybe, but fine.
but it wasnât.
maybe if he never stepped foot back into the creatureâs territory, he wouldnât have to deal with all of this. it didnât own the whole forest, just- a significant part of it. luckily, his home â a small nest in a quaint little sugar maple tree â didnât reside inside of its territory, though it was a little too close for true comfort.
..but...... that area was the only place that had his hawthorn berries..
and.. maybe itâs a stupid idea to continue risking his life for some berries.
but.. he really, really likes those berries.
and, besides, heâs been to that area before- tons of times, in fact! and before then, he hadnât seen the creature then. so, what are the chances heâd see it again?
..they were very high, as it turns out.
only a week had passed when he finally got the courage to tread back onto the creatureâs territory, and for a while, it was looking good.
then he came across the creature again.
and then it chased him again.
he escaped, just like before, and didnât go back for another week.
from then on, a tradition of sorts was formed â not one he really liked all that much, but it had formed nonetheless.
every so often, he ventured into the creatureâs territory for one reason or another â the creature did inhabit a large portion of the forest, it was impossible to avoid itâs territory outright â he gets chased, they exchange banter(panicked on his part), he escapes and gets to live another day.
..(they were playing their little cat and mouse game when they first had a small conversation with each other.
âsooooo,â the creature drawled out, having just tried to pounce at him. âwhat exactly are you? iâve never seen anything that looks like you before.â
âi,â ranboo panted out, trying to catch his breath, âcould say the same to you.â
the creature hummed, moving itself into a hunched up position. if he werenât so paranoid, heâd think it was just resting.
âwell,â the creature said, grinning up at him with its sharp teeth, âiâm the biggest naga there ever is.â
â..a naga?â he repeated cautiously, hovering in the air a few feet away.
âyep! half snake, half human, full awesomeness.â the creature- or, the naga, laughed up at him, the end of its tail swaying back and forth. ranboo ignored the last part of the sentence.
â..uh-huh.â he murmured.
âwhat about you?â the naga shot back at him. âi told you what i am, now tell me what you are!â
he shouldnât. he should just fly away, he shouldnât even be talking to it in the first place.
but.... he decided to indulge it.
âiâm.. an avian,â ranboo said, âuh, part sparrow- or, bird, part.. human? and full- umm.â
âfull pipsqueak?â the naga finished.
âwh- hey!â he crossed his arms, giving the naga a pout. âiâll have you know that iâm actually taller than the rest of my species.â he paused. âi, uh. i think.â
before he could do anything else, though, something moved, and he gasped, shooting out of the way- just in time to see the naga try to jump at him once again.
he watched the naga fall onto the ground with an indignant cry once more, his heart beating in his chest.
(right. predator trying to kill him. he needs to stop feeling so comfortable talking to it.)
âwow,â he croaks out, laughing a bit hysterically, âi think youâre actually full, uh- jerk, actually.â
âyeah?â the naga calls out, moving to get up, âwell youâre full of- wait, shit no come back here you prick!â
ânope!â ranboo yelled out, making his escape.)..
it was risky, toying with death so often. and it was especially dangerous riling up the naga so much. in reality, there was nothing really worth getting pursued by a predator â one day, ranbooâs luck was sure to run out, and heâd be left to face the consequences of his actions. in all honesty, he should just leave this forest all together.
..but.... heâd be lying to himself if he said he wasnât lonely. he hasnât seen anything like him in.. years. he hadnât seen his parents since he was little, and after they disappeared, he had been living on his own ever since.
it.. it was sort of nice, in a way, to be able to talk to someone. even if that someone was trying to kill you.
and so, he kept venturing into the nagaâs territory, practically flirting with death.
which.. led to now.
guess death finally picked up his calls, he thought bitterly.
it was funny. in the end, it wasnât even the naga that brought his doom.
he had been attacked by a hawk, it landing a good hit on his wings, causing him to plummet to the ground.
so here ranboo laid on the floor of the forest, bleeding from the large cut on the back of his wing. every time he moves it, it hurts. maybe if he just grits his teeth, and pushes through the pain, he can- he doesnât know. make it back home, he guesses?
but what about after that? his wing is still hurt â at this rate, he might not be able to go gathering for- for a whole week. and he needs to go gathering, heâs run out of food, thatâs the whole reason heâs in-
he freezes.
heâs... in the nagaâs territory.
heâs in the nagaâs territory.
oh no, oh no no no no no no no no no no-
he needs- he needs to leave, yesterday. if- if the naga found him now, thereâs no way he could escape it.
heâd be........
frantically, he tries to push himself up on the ground. warily, he shakes his wings- wincing when pain shoots up from his left. he canât help but let out a strained twitter.
his heart stops when he hears grass being disturbed not too far away.
he tucks his wings back in, turning around so that heâs facing where he thinks he hears the noise.
please be some other creature. please be a bird- a squirrel. or a mouse, or- or a wolf, anything but-
his ears twitch when he hears a cruel laugh. his heart sinks.
no.. please, prime, no......
âwell well well, what do we have here?â a voice calls out, before the naga comes into view.
he doesnât move an inch. he just canât bring himself to.
âwhat?â the naga says, ânothing to say? come onnn, itâs no fun if you donât give me something to work off of!â
ranboo stays silent, though his heart feels like itâs beating loud enough to be heard by the both of them.
the naga stares at him, before pouting. âseriously? noth-nothing? cat got your tongue or what?â
he- he needs to do something, who knows how long he has until the naga grows bored and decides to just- but-but he canât, he canât find the energy to do- anything.
he croaks out a terrified little warble, shifting himself further away.
at that, the nagaâs brow furrowed slightly, and seemed to give him a closer look.
shit, if it realizes heâs injured, heâs done for.
at that, he suddenly finds the motivation to do something.
âh-hey, are you-â before it can even finish, ranboo shoots up, pushing himself up off of the ground, and takes off into the sky. itâs a bad idea, trying to fly with an injured wing, but thereâs no way heâd be able to outrun it on the ground.
he can hear the naga cry out, but heâs more focused on trying to push through the pain â each flap of his wings makes him grit his teeth, but he continues on.
usually, when he gets chased by the naga, he goes to take detours, various twists and turns that the naga canât follow him through, but he knows if he tries that, he wonât have the energy to make it back home. even now, it takes effort to stay in the air.
so, instead heâs just booking it back to his nest. maybe if he gets there fast enough, heâll- heâll be fine.
he canât hear if the naga is following over the fast thumping of his heart, over the wind blowing past his ears.
after what feels like way too long, he can finally see his nest in the distance.
he laughs in relief, and starts doubling his efforts â much to the chagrin of his own wings.
ranboo only barely stops himself from slamming into the hollow that holds his nest, and practically collapses into the mossy material, letting out a strained chirp.
for a minute, all he feels is relief, and exhaustion. his wing aches, both from the cut and having overexerted himself, and his foot still throbs, but heâs safe.
for a moment, heâs at rest.
then he registers the sound of something moving right outside his tree.
he shoots himself back up, and peeks out of the hollow.
the naga stares right back at him, only a few feet away from his tree.
he lets out a yell, slamming into the back of the hollow, gritting his teeth when pain shoots through his body from his wing.
what- what the hell is it doing here?!?
the naga never leaves its territory. never once, in all of times heâs been chased, has the naga ever even dared to step foot outside of its territory. once he makes it out, the sick little game they play is over until the next time he ventures there.
so why, why did it decide to break those unofficial rules now?
is it- is it tired of toying with me? is it taking advantage of the fact that iâm injured?
after what feels like years and a millisecond, suddenly, a face blocks the entrance of the hollow.
he lets out a startled warble, trying to push himself further into the wall.
for a minute they stare at each other, the naga looking at him with an unreadable expression.
he sees the nagaâs mouth move, as if saying something(a taunt itâs taunting him itâs-), but he canât hear it over the loud, rapid beating of his heart, through the blood rushing through his ears.
distantly, heâs aware that heâs hyperventilating, but itâs kind of hard to focus on that when death is literally right in front of you-
the naga looks like itâs trying to talk again, its brow furrowing, but he canât hear oh god what is it saying to him what is it going to do to him why is it getting darker why is he feeling dizzy why is-
his vision blurs, and for a moment, everything is simply just- too much.
the last thing he registers is the faint sound of the nagaâs voice â he canât understand the words, but he thinks it almost sounds- panicked.
and then, everything goes dark.
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ah, shit. the avian passed out. thatâs not good, tommy thinks.
for a moment, he just sits there, staring at them, before slowly, he reaches his hands inside the hole in the side of the tree, and gently scoops the little sparrow up.
and it's as tommy brings the avian close, seeing it in his hands, that he fully notices.
they.. they were so.... small.
like.. yeah, he always knew they were pretty tiny beforehand, it was hard not to notice. but.... itâs one thing to see them from a distance, itâs a whole other to see the poor guy in his grasp.
even with their wings extended, they were only just about bigger than his hands.
and.. now that heâs focusing on their wings.. is, is one of them injured?
he shifts the avian into one of his hands, and carefully touches their right wing. he stretches it out gently, and-
a large cut, right across. it isnât too bad, all things considered â certainly not fatal â but it had to be painful to move.
and yet.. the avian still tried to fly away from him. surely, that couldnât be good for their injury, yet they still did it.
they looked so.. so scared, too. not like all the other times he chased them.
or..
now that heâs really thinking about it.. was the avian just as scared as he chased them before? the sparrow always taunted him back â hell, sometimes they even started their fun little spats â but.. did the avian not see it the way he did? as a fun little game between friends?
did..
did the avian not think they were friends?
all this time, tommy thought they were on the same page â the avian kept coming back, after all â but.. if, if they thought that.. that he was gonna kill them, all this time..
fuck. he messed up.
and he didnât know if he could fix this.
he was broken out of his thoughts as the avian shifted slightly. they had tucked the wing he had grabbed back in, letting out a quiet, pained warble as they upset their injury. after that, they went still once more.
tommy stared down at the avian, eyes still fixated on the wing.
..he may not be able to salvage whatever friendship he thought they had, but.. maybe he could still help. just this once.
and then, heâll.. heâll leave them alone, and theyâll never have to deal with him- never have to be afraid of him again.
not if he can help it.
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tommy ends up bringing the avian to his home.
or.. âhome.â in actuality, itâs less of a home, and more of a place he resides in.
itâs in a cave, one incredibly hard to find if you donât know the way. at least, no wild animals have made their way in here before.
or maybe they were just wise enough to stay away.
either way â typically, he doesnât get many visitors.
and.. while heâs certainly wanted someone to hang out with for the longest time, this.. wasnât the way he envisioned it happening.
once inside, he curls the end of his tail up, and carefully places the little sparrow inside. he tightens his grip slightly â nothing too tight, of course, just enough to make sure they donât slip.
once tommyâs sure theyâre secure, he turns towards where he hoards his possessions, and pulls out a bag â one that used to be owned by a stray camper, one who had run away at the mere sight of him, leaving behind all of their belongings.
it.. kind of sucks, being so feared all the time. itâs lonely. animals of all sorts try to stay clear of his path â which sucks when he wants to eat, or when he just wants a pal.
and heâs barely seen anything beyond animals â there tends to be very few humans that dare venture in the forest, let alone his territory inside. those that do are either unaware idiots, or think they could brave whatever lies in the shadows.
they both tend to run away with their tails between their legs soon after they enter.
and.. even if they were stupid, it.. still kind of hurts to see them run away.
but i suppose it can be good, sometimes, he muses, pulling out bandages from inside the bag, otherwise, i wouldnât have this.
a first aid kit â granted, one for humans, not.. whatever the hell he and the bird are supposed to be. but, ehh, tah-may-toh tah-mah-toh, itâll be good enough.
probably.
..hopefully.
tommy turns his attention back to the avian. slowly, he shifts his tailâs grip, releasing the injured wing from its grasp, while keeping the other one pinned; and examines the cut.
it wasnât worse than before, but he can still see the red spreading around the surrounding feathers.
he unravels the bandage roll, tearing part of it off. he stares at the wide material for a second, before tearing it in half as well â it would be too big for the little birdâs wing, otherwise.
with the bandage obtained, he gently grasps the injured wing, stretching it out slightly.
he hesitates slightly, his eyes flicking back and forth from the wing and bandaged.
he.. doesnât actually know how to take care of injuries. especially an injury on a wing.
wrapping it up in a bandage.. should help.... right?
welp, i fucking hope it does, âcause itâs the only thing i got.
he shifts his grip on the bandage, before carefully wrapping it around the wing.
itâs around the fifth or so wrap-around that the avian begins to move.
itâs subtle at first â a twitch here or there that could easily be explained as something else â until the little sparrow lets out a loud, frightened chirp.
thatâs the only warning tommy has before the avian begins thrashing in his grip.
startled, he instinctively tightens his grip, tip of his tail wrapping slightly around the avians neck to keep them still.
that, however, seems to have done the opposite effect of what he wanted â the avian just began struggling even harder, flapping their injured wing in an attempt to get away â which hey wait no donât do that-!
âwh- hey hey, no no no calm down!â tommy exclaims, turning the avian around to get a better look at them.
the first thing he notices is their expression â frightened, wide-eyes flickering everywhere, but seemingly unseeing. as he notes the panicked breathing, and the terrified peeps, tommy realizes â theyâre not all here right now. theyâre too busy being scared to fully realize why theyâre scared.
âshit,â he mutters under his breath, eyes wide, while trying to think of what the fuck to do.
heâs- heâs barely been around other people normally, how the fuck is he meant to deal with this?!
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-
tommy pulls the avian closer to him, and starts- petting their head.
look, he doesnât know what the fuck else to do, okay?!
the bird flinches as soon as he touches them, but he rubs his hand through their hair anyway, all the while murmuring sweet nothings at them in an attempt to get them to calm down.
âshhh, youâre alright,â tommy whispers, âyouâre okay, iâm not gonna hurt you, little sparrow. you hear me? iâm here to help, i promise.â
the avian canât hear him, he knows that, and at first, they still struggled against him. but after a few minutes of murmuring and rubbing their head, the scared little chirps quiet, and their struggles die down.
and soon, they fall limp.
panicked, tommy snaps his hand away and quickly examines the avian.
after a moment, he relaxes. theyâre fine, they just.. passed out.
again.
well, that was.. a thing. that happened, tommy thinks.
he relaxes his tail, and turns the avian away once more, looking again at the injured wing.
alright, tommy gives a tired smile, to no one in particular, letâs get back to this.
and then, we can..
his smile falters.
..and then, we never have to see each other again.
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it took a while for ranboo to wake up.
his mind had been awake for a bit, but he hadnât bothered to actually.. get up. his body felt exhausted, and he just- wasnât quite ready to deal with the day yet.
sadly, though, he felt his stomach growling at him, and he let out a quiet groan.
curse you, bodily needs, he pouted, before opening an eye.
he was in his hollow, he noted, which.. felt both right and... wrong, somehow. and- something was different, as well.
he wasnât able to dwell on that for any longer, though, as his stomach ended up yelling at him once more, and he winced. damn, he felt really hungry right now.
with a sigh, he pushed himself up, before moving to stretch-
only to pause when one of his wings wouldnât quite open up.
his brow furrowed, and he turned his head to check.
he- he couldnât see it all that well, but-
one of his wings was wrapped up in a fabric.
âwhat the-?â ranboo muttered questioningly, blinking at the material.
his ear flicked absentmindedly as he registered something moving around, but he was too focused on his wing.
when.. when did this happen? did he, like.. wrap it up before? no, no he couldnât have, surely he would remember?
..well, maybe not, he was never the best at remembering stuff, especially early in the morning.
......or, he thinks as he spares a glance outside, a bit before night..?
he doubletakes, and looks back out again. sure enough, the sky â or what little he could see of it through the trees â held an orange hue.
..okay, now he really needed to know what the hell happened, because he does not usually sleep in this late. hell, he doesnât even take naps, there should be no reason for him to wake up at any time other than the morning.
think, ranboo, think â what happened?
he.. he had mistaken the amount of food he had left, and ended up running out this morning â he winced when the thought caused his stomach to churn, still yelling at him for not giving it an offering of sorts.
great, gotta deal with that for a while, i guess, he grimaces.
so, he went out today to go get food, and ended up going to the.. the nagaâs territory.
and, as if the final puzzle piece clicked into place, everything flooded back.
holy shit, the hawk- his wing twitches, only now registering the dull sting of the cut underneath the fabric.
but, wait- the hawk wasnât the only thing he encountered.
he gasps as he realized the last thing he remembered.
getting caught by the naga.
but- but if the naga got him, then- why is he in his hollow? was.. was it a dream- wait, no it couldnât be, why else would his wing be injured. but then, then why is he-?
his ear flicks when he hears something outside again, and he freezes.
it.. it sounded like- like something was on his tree-
the naga was on his tree.
in a panic, his mind clouded, he darts towards the entrance of his hollow â he needs to get out, he needs to escape, heâs a sitting duck if he stays in there-
as he jumps out of the tree, though, he realizes something he forgot.
the fabric.
he tried to spread his wings, but- his injured wing is tied, he canât fly, he canât fly, heâs falling heâs-
something clasps around his body, and suddenly, heâs dragged onto the ground with a flop, and a grunt from somewhere behind him.
a moment passes, where he sits there wide-eyed, trying to register what happened.
and then it does.
ranboo whirls his head around in a panic- (as best as he can with how heâs trapped heâs trapped heâs-) and ends up staring the naga in the eyes.
the naga has half of its body on the ground, its arms outstretched in front from trying to grab him. the rest of its body trails up into his tree, the end of its tail curling around the branches in an attempt to keep it from falling. not that it did a great job, considering the fact that theyâre still laying in the ground.
they stare at each other for a minute, ranbooâs heart beating fast the whole time, before the nagaâs body scrunches up like a- a caterpillar. heâs confused, before realizing itâs simply trying to pick itself up.
it pushes its upper body off the ground, as the rest of its tail ends up slithering off of the tree.
soon, itâs standing(so to speak) normally, staring once more at him.
fuck, he thinks, wide-eyed as looks the naga in the eyes, this is it. iâm dead.
suddenly, the clawed-hands heâs in start to move, and he shuts his eyes tight with a terrified twitter, his breath halting.
he- he doesnât want to see it. see what happens to him.
he can feel the claws around him twitch slightly as they move, carrying him- somewhere.
he jolts as he feels himself being placed on something soft, and before he can question it, the claws start to move away-
instantly, his eyes snap open as he throws himself away, his back slamming against the back of- something, and his wings scream at him in pain but it doesnât matter he needs to get away get away get away-
his mind doubletakes when he realizes that heâs-
heâs back in his hollow.
heâs...... what..?
ranbooâs eyes snap back to the naga as its hands move out of the hollow, leaving its face in clear view.
heâs still breathing frantically, eyes still wide, staring right at the nagaâs blue slitted eyes.
heâs- heâs never noticed they were blue before, actually. heâs usually too focused on, well.. staying alive, to pay attention to things like the color of his hunterâs eyes.
ranbooâs taken out of his thoughts when the naga speaks up.
âuh,â the naga says, and- he thinks he may be going crazy, because- the naga almost sounds like it's nervous, âi, uh- stay...here. youâre still hurt.â
it pauses, looking like it wants to say more, but, after giving him a once over, seems to decide against it.
instead, it.. slithers away out of sight.
for a few minutes, ranboo stays still, out of fear that itâll come back. it- it has to, why wouldnât it? itâs been after him for- for months...
but as time passes, he- he shakily walks towards the hollowâs entrance, looks around, and-
its.. itâs not nearby. not from what he could see, anyway. and- sure, itâs getting kind of dark, but- heâs.. he thinks itâs gone.
..why..? why did it leave? he- heâd been in its grasp.. twice, even, if the fabric on his wing had to say anything.
his eyes ended up trailing back to the material. now that he was closely examining it, he noticed.. it was a bit red, actually.
blood, he realizes. this.. was the fabric.. stopping the bleeding?
did.. did the naga.. help him....?
but- that doesnât make any sense. ever since they met, the predator had been trying to kill him.
his thoughts were stopped when his stomach growled at him- shit, heâs.. heâs still hungry. but- he doesnât have any food, and thereâs no way he could go out to get more â even without the nagaâs- threat? warning?- his wing is still hurt. the only reason he could fly on it before was the adrenaline.
he shook his head, looking back in his hollow- before freezing when he saw what was inside.
there was a roll of fabric, that looked similar to the material around his wing, but- thatâs not what caught his attention.
no, what he had noticed was right beside it. it.. it was a whole pile of berries in his nest. one that could last him a whole week.
i.. how did i not see this before? he thinks numbly, staring at it. after a moment of deliberation, he walks up to it, cautiously picks one of them up, and inspects it. it.. didnât seem to be any of the poisonous berries, at least not one he knows of.
hesitantly, he takes a bite into it- before freezing.
hawthorn berries, he realizes. his favorite.
who- he starts to think, but he stops himself. thereâs only one thing that could have done this. the naga.
but.. why?!? why was it doing this?
his stomach growled at him once more- quieter, but much more needily, now that it knew there was something to satisfy it.
his eyes flicked between the entrance of his hollow, and the pile of berries, before he sighed, digging in once more. he.. he can think about it later. for now, heâll just enjoy this while it lasts.
ââââââââââââââ
itâs.. itâs been around a week since ranboo was injured, and found by the naga, and.. frankly, heâs still just as confused as he was before. maybe even more so.
it.. it hadnât really come back. he was expecting it to â
why wouldnât it? it had been chasing after him for- for months, why would it give up now?
he can only assume itâs the one who gave him the berries, as well as the fabric(which.. as much as he hated to admit it, especially if it was the naga who gave it to him, but.. it did help his wing, kept him from using it while it tried to heal), seeing as it was the only thing around, but.. the only question he has is.... why?
was it.. did it think it was unfair, to catch him while he was hurt? when heâs fully healed, will it.. will it immediately try to kill him again..?
oh prime, oh prime oh prime oh prime..
he let out a shuddering breath, before shaking his head.
itâs.. itâs no use thinking about that right now. itâs not like he could do much about it, anyway.
so instead, he dug into another berry, and tried to find something to distract himself.
he brings his attention to his wing â he thinks it might be about time to change out the fabric once again.
but, he realizes, as he takes a closer look, it doesnât really look like he.. needs one? the fabric still looks pretty clean, even though he knows itâs been a while since it was first applied.
does.. does that mean......
carefully, he undoes the wrapping, and as he moves it away-
his.. his wing looks healed.
he flaps it experimentally, and- it doesnât hurt.
his eyes widen, and immediately, he throws himself out of the hollow, and- and he takes flight.
ranboo lets out a laugh as he soars through the air, doing laps around his tree.
he- he can fly again!
prime, itâs been a whole week since he could fly- it doesnât sound like too much, but the time had passed by slowly, between his injury and his fear.
he didnât realize how much he missed flying â he guesses going without it for a week makes one forget how fun it can be.
ranboo lands on a branch, ignoring the small ache in his wing â maybe going all out with flying after not using his wings for a while wasnât the best idea, but hey, heâll live.
he sobers a bit.
heâs- heâs still alive. even after all heâs been through, even after that hawk, and getting caught by the naga, heâs.. still alive.
but for how long?
now that heâs better, will the naga.. go back to hunting him?
he.. he should probably leave. that would be the smartest thing to do. just- pack up(metaphorically speaking, he doesnât have many belongings), and head out for a different forest.
he- he doesnât know what the naga would do if he fell into its grasp again. it could- it could hurt him, could kill him, could-
could.. help him, he thinks, looking back at his wing.
ranboo.. still doesnât know why exactly it helped him. his first thought was because it wanted to catch him fair and square, no outside forces, but..
if.. if that was the case, wouldnât it have taken the chance to taunt him about it? itâs never passed that opportunity up before.
yet, beyond that first scare earlier in the week, the naga... hadnât shown up since.
one would think that it would try to check up on him, see his progress, to know when heâs up for the taking again, but..
....but why else would the naga help him? itâs been incredibly adamant about hunting him â he would know, heâs been chased for months.
it just.. doesnât make sense.
ranboo just wants an answer, at this point, but itâs not like he can get one.
..........unless, he......
....no.
no, he shouldnât. he wouldnât. he canât, thatâs- that would just be a death wish.
..but the other option was to just.. wait, and he thinks if he does that, his heart would just explode from anticipation.
if.. if he goes to the naga, at least then heâll get an answer â itâs just.. that answer might end in his death.
is it.. really that better than just waiting..?
..well, if he keeps overthinking everything like this, heâll scare his mind to death.
âŚâŚif.. if he just stays out of reach, maybe heâll be okay? just stay in the trees, in the air. heâll.. heâll be fine.
heâs gonna be fine.
heâs just.. potentially heading towards his demise. itâs fine.
just.. just take a deep breath, ranboo. youâre gonna be okay.
an answer. a reason, for why it helped him, for why heâs still alive. thatâs all he wants.
as soon as he gets that, heâll fly out of there. the naga wonât even get him.
youâre.. youâre gonna be okay.
an answer.
thatâs it.
ââââââââââââââ
it took a while for ranboo to find the naga.
in that time, he almost managed to talk himself out of this thirteen times, but- heâs still doing this.
it makes sense that the naga would be hard to find, he supposes â the nagaâs territory was pretty large, taking up most of the forest. there was a lot of ground, and it could be anywhere inside it.
still, itâs a bit weird, seeing as any other time heâd encounter the naga not too long after stepping foot into its territory.
itâs as heâs flying around that he manages to catch sight of something red in the corner of his eye, and he nearly trips over himself in the air as he doubles back.
there, laying on a rock, staring at a lake, was the naga.
ranboo landed in a branch in a nearby tree, and stared at the naga for a second.
he opened his mouth to say something, but paused.
what.. was his plan here, exactly......?
..did he seriously not have a plan.
oh for- in all the time it took to find it, did he seriously not think of some way to at least start this conversation?
ranboo, youâre an idiot, he grumbled at himself.
okay- plan, plan he needs a plan.
how the hell does he start this? does he just- throw out the question right now? say hi?
he let out a quiet, frustrated twitter-
though, not quiet enough, he guesses, as he sees the nagaâs ear flick.
and thatâs the only warning he gets as he sees the naga whirl its head around, eyes darting around the area, before landing on him.
okay, mental note, ranboo? stop making chirps when youâre supposed to be hiding.
they stared at each other for a minute, ranboo not quite willing to make the first move, and neither was the naga, it seemed.
..oh, screw it, heâs getting nowhere with this.
âh.. hey there,â ranboo says hesitantly, his talons twitching slightly.
the nagaâs ear flicks again, and for a moment, it says nothing.
â..ayup,â the naga replies. silence, for a moment, before it continues, âuh- how, uh.. howâre you doing?â
oh, great, heâs getting told icebreakers. this is nice.
âiâm- iâm fine. definitely better than before,â ranboo stiltily says, flaring his wings a bit to show it.
the naga hummed, nodding slightly. âgood, thatâs good,â it says.
the conversation trailed off again.
heâll be the first to admit: this isnât exactly what he pictured would happen. he thought heâd be- be immediately chased again, not.. awkward small talk.
prime, this isnât going well, he grimaces, weâve had better conversations while i was running for my life.
speaking of-
âwhy did you help me?â ranboo spoke up, deciding to give up and go right to the point.
the naga jolted slightly. â..what do you mean?â
âi mean- just.. why did you help me?â he repeats, âi thought- youâve been hunting me this whole time, for months. why did that change?â and.. are you gonna do it again? he doesnât add.
he doesnât want the answer to that last one just yet, he doesnât think heâd like it.
the nagaâs eyes widened.
âi- i wasnât trying to hunt you!â the naga said quickly, and despite himself, ranboo gave it an unimpressed look.
âah, yeah, right. there was some other reason you kept chasing me down every time you saw me,â ranboo deadpanned.
the naga winced, ears flicking.
âokay, well- i was hunting you, yeah-â âranboo tensed a bitâ âbut but!! i wasnât going to kill you!â
ranboo blanched.
âwell why else would you keep chasing after me?â ranboo asked incredulously.
âi just thought we were playing, like- a fucking game or something, like tag!!â the naga yelled, throwing its hands up, and-
huh??
âa- a game.â ranboo said numbly. âall these months. you were hunting me down. for a game.â
the naga paused, fidgeting with its claws.
ây..yeah?â the naga said hesitantly.
oh you have got to be kidding me.
âhow in the world am i supposed to know that?!â ranboo shouted, waving his hands in the air, ignoring how the naga flinched, âwhat else was i supposed to think- âoh, hey look, this giant snake-thing keeps chasing me every time it sees me, guess it just wants to play tag!â. if i had that mindset, iâd be dead by now.â
the nagaâs shoulders hunched, its eyes looking everywhere except for him.
âi- look, iâm sorry.â the naga said, causing ranboo to pause, âi-i didnât realize- i thought you knew- i mean, you kept coming back! i just thought- âwhy would they keep coming back if they were scaredâ, you know? but- but i was wrong, i guess. and iâm sorry for that, big man.â
ranboo stayed quiet, thinking.
the.. the naga thought, this whole time, that this was a game. thatâs- thatâs fine, yeah no, just call the months of his life spent in terror of being caught a game, thatâs fine.
he tries not to think about how he would have faired if the naga had tried to actually hunt him down.
but.. looking back, he.. has always engaged in the banter the naga threw at him. and.. well, sometimes he was the one who started it. and.. he did keep coming back. sure, it was because pretty much all of the good resources in the forest were in the nagaâs territory, but..
he can see how the naga thought the way it did.
âso..â ranboo spoke up, causing the nagaâs head to jerk up towards him, âthis- this whole time- you.. werenât going to kill me?â
ânever,â the naga says immediately, shaking its head. âfuck, have- have you really been thinking that the entire time?â
ranboo hunched his shoulders, and nodded.
âshit, man, iâm- iâm so, so sorry. fuck, if i had known-â the naga cuts itself off, staring down at its hands, tail curling up anxiously, âshit, this.. this whole time, i thought- thought we were friends, but-â it clenched its claws, before knocking one of its fists against its head, âfuck, âcourse not, weâve barely ever had a real conversation. i donât even know your name, how could i-â
the naga kept yelling at itself, but ranboo tuned it out, instead just.. staring at it.
this.. really didnât turn out the way he thought it would. he thought heâd be running away by now, not.. not listening to a predator berate itself.
the naga.. this is not how heâs used to seeing it act. usually they act a lot more sure of itself, more confident, less.. this..
it.. they seem really, genuinely sorry.
this isnât how he thought this would turn out, no, but.. itâs certainly not the worst outcome.
after a moment of hesitation, he takes in a deep breath, and he jumps off the branch, fluttering down until he lands on the ground right in front of the rock the naga was laying on.
the naga only notices him right as he lands, recoiling as soon as they do.
ranboo looks up at them, ignoring how his mind is yelling at him for getting so close to a predator. they stare at each other for a moment, before he holds out a hand.
âmy name is ranboo,â he says, giving the naga a gentle smile.
the nagaâs eyes widen, as they stare down at him with a shocked look.
a moment passes as their claws twitch, before slowly, they lift up one of their hands, and, after a brief hesitation, they extend their hand towards him- before curling all but one finger as they realize that their hand is way too large.
he grabs at the finger, and they shake.
âtommy,â the naga- tommy- says, sharing a hesitant smile.
ranbooâs own smile grows bigger.
ânice to actually meet you,â ranboo says, giving tommy a cheeky grin.
tommy lets out a chuckle at that, and after that, all is calm.
the fear he felt rising in his chest dulls, until itâs barely noticeable, and as he stares up at the naga, he thinks.. maybe, maybe they really could be friends.
i havent read the airplane extras so idk if this contradicts canon but sqh gives me "only child w lots of older and younger cousins" vibes
like this dude has never yelled elaborate death threats bc his toothbrush was dropped and left in the toilet but he does know how to hold a baby and entertain 5 small children at once