Jun 16, 2021
THE LORD OF THE RINGS: RETURN OF THE KING (2003) dir. Peter Jackson
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THE LORD OF THE RINGS: RETURN OF THE KING (2003) dir. Peter Jackson
that sounds like love to me...
hi I just woke up and I’m here to remind you all that I love this album with my entire soul
I miss the old us .
Where did the 'old us' go ?
Is it still hiding ?
Or its dead already ?
*tears
So
Bare with me here
I struggle. I am a struggler. Sometimes I wonder if its something that I do to myself. Don't get me wrong, I'm doing pretty well. I'm not comatose or not eating or an insomniac or crying on the daily or anything. I consider that a victory. But. There's always a but.
I'm still scared. Scared of being without him. Scared of loving anyone else. Scared that he doesn't love me anymore. Scared that he's actually happy with her. (To be honest, thats the scariest thought of them all).
I'm also scared of losing him - my memories of him. My connection with him. All of it. And I know that I am. Sometimes I feel like I'm keeping myself from moving on because of it. He is such a gigantic part of my past that letting go of him is like letting go of my identity - so then I get scared when I go a whole day without thinking of him.
Maybe I am forcing it on myself.
I may not have You now, but at least I had you .
To that special someone . Thanks <3
It may be a sad ending, but it is filled with a bunch full of happy memories :')