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[fckcristian]

Dear Ashton,

I'm not going to give you my blessing to date her Ashton... And I don't think I ever will, but don't break her because I swear to god I'll kill you. She deserves the world and if you slip up just once I won't hesitate to bruise your face. I miss my best friend Ashton, and sometimes I wonder if I should just put all of this stuff behind me and be okay with this-- issue, but then I can't find it in me to do it. Maybe that just makes me an inconsiderate asshole, but I don't know. I don't know how to deal with this all..

[connoreece]

Dear Levi,

I love her despite what you may think Levi... I would go to the ends of the earth if that meant that she could be mine, let alone die if it meant she'd be safe from anything in this world. I know she hates the business well life I live. You don't think I don't know that? What you don't know is that it's all I've ever known... Your parents might have taught you how to read or manners, mine? They taught me how much money I can make with a gram. They taught me how to sell the good stuff and get that extra we needed to survive and then what happened? My dad left.. Who was supposed to take care of my mom and siblings now? I was sixteen when Mr.Lanza came to me and at the time all I was focused on was making sure my little brother and sister had enough to eat. Everything changed when I met her... I was willing to give it all up, I bet she didn't tell you that huh? I told her I was through and then she left...

She left me and stayed with you and I hate it. You get to experience everything that I want to... You get to have her and I have to just watch it all and it gets under my skin. For awhile I started still  to believe that maybe I was just tricked and the both of you are truly happy together so I could hate you both. It was easy that way to think about all the things you guys could be doing, things that I wanted to do with her. It was easier to hate you more than her because I don't know you. You can love her and walk into her house and be in the open with her without having to worry while I can't and it kills me...

                                                                                         -Connnor