🌊 what was the first muse you've ever written?
* / HAPPY MUNDAY <3
thank you for the ask! let's strap in *rubs hands evilly*
so i consider 2018 the year i officially started my roleplaying career... but i have been making fuckass ocs and stories wayyyy younger from when i was a baby and would draw fanfic stories about the cartoons i watched in crayons 😭 so i can't remember who my real first would be but shout-out to the woodcutter lesbian minecraft oc i had and her florist girlfriend <3
anyway, in 2018, the muse i debuted with is katrina spellman, aka the evil twin of sabrina spellman who only starred in a couple of episodes of the 90s sabrina the teenage witch show 😭 canon but technically my oc since i made up so much stuff with her, and this was my real entry into the rpc on quotev
but i would like to give the honour of my first muse to my oc, andy lawson! she's a lawyer that really was her thing - the go to lawyer for all characters in the rpc, no matter the fandom. i was obsessed with her for five years straight up, i got super into researching law (the american) and even took a free course on legal studies at one point so that i could solidify my portrayal of andy 😭 i don't do ocs anymore due to the lack of opportunities to write them, especially now that quotev is gone, but! andy will always be special to me, mostly because how much my friends loved her :)
my first real canon muse ever - someone i actually read the canon sources for and not make shit up - is dazzler! writing her changed my life for the better, seriously; i was going through a really rough time when i discovered her, writing her boosted my confidence as a roleplayer and overall, i met the best people in the marvel comics rpc/fandom, and she gave me some of my best friends and memories; she truly is the light of my life <3
and i truly thank eli ( @thwipit ) for encouraging me to bring my alison over here too! he's the best.
now on tumblr? i first made a blog for helena bertinelli, it got shadowbanned permanently 😭 then i tried rping helena wayne, but her original blog flopped hard and attracted weirdos... third attempt, writing helena bertinelli again and gave the rpc a proper shot, thanks to the encouragement as well as beautiful writings of my faves, @officialbruciewayne, @fuckinredhood, and @theowlmanofgotham! and shout out to @bannedcomics and @lifeceremony for sticking with my roleplaying journey from first to last :3
i got carried away but WOW. my favourite thing about roleplaying is not just playing dolls but the diversity of incredible, lovely, fantastic people i get to meet and befriend!!! i love getting to know you all and being proud of you in your personal lives and making evergreen golden memories. i truly would not be the person i am today without my online friends and rp partners, and i am super grateful for each and every mutual i have on my rps who i beautifully co-exist!
including you, gabriel! you're super supportive and talented and great taste in comics and i love seeing you on the dash, although we may not talk much you have a special place in my heart and i'm lucky you're my mutual. thank you for this ask and everything else, we truly have a warriors' bond 🩵🩵🩵