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[oflxyalty-blog1]

permanent starter call. 

[zingiberofficinale]

course material continues to be devastating to deal with!! in a good way, i suppose, because if anyone’s going to be investigating this it’d gddamn better be someone who recognizes those words, but in any case it’s hard.

so i did something that i could never have imagined doing when i started here, which was to email my ta and ask what format our seminar would be using to discuss the documents because it was a difficult topic for me. @me like nice??? recognizing needs and hard things and having boundaries??

and my ta wrote back and said it’s a terrible week for me too and gave me a rundown of the seminar that was tailored to my situation and exactly what i needed and dammit i hate that there are so many of us but knowing that we’re all out here for each other is.. So Much

[epochryphal]

AGH but how - grrrrr how do you justify claiming alter ego would use 'he' for chihiro i mean seriously.  this i throw entirely on translators and writers. i mean maybe chihiro wanted someone who understood/knew all of them, and to practice to see if 'he' could be okay (eek poor gender struggly baby). hmph. i look forward to better-thought-out meta

[epochryphal]

thislousytshirt said: oh man;; sounds rly ocd and confusing. can i at least assure u that u dont have to feel attraction to me??

ty :V

[epochryphal]

my therapist used the phrase "emotional hoarding" today which is p awesome. i'm dragon i guess.

also the dos equis commercial - i'm not often attracted to people, but when i am, it's a goddamn lot