surprised that there arent that many transmasc noelle headcanons after seeing chapter 5 weird route ngl
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surprised that there arent that many transmasc noelle headcanons after seeing chapter 5 weird route ngl
you ever just get kinda very traumatized fictives when youre not experiencing any trauma currently? anybody? no? okay
surely one night without sleep is fine right? yeag
you ever just see a character in a story and hope your system introjects them as a fictive so you can have a chance to possibly fuck them? no? okay
ERP is so cool. not the therapy kind. (well the therapy kind might be cool for the people it helps but thats not what im talking about lol). idk if anyone else feels it the same way we do. when we do ERP or even just cuddling as ourselves we do feel it insys. this may be a Symptom of something since we did ERP stuff when we were waaaaayyyy too young for it, and RP stuff in general was the only way our fictives could be themselves before we realized we were plural (and we are veryyy fictive heavy). but idc cuz its really nice to be able to sorta interact with people in outerworld with my own innerworld body, in a way. still isnt the exact same as innerworld sex, or masturbating together in the body. i dont know how to fully explain it. i wonder if anyone else feels this way. if youre not too shy please tell me if you have felt the same before
i need to get dicked down. or dicked up. or dicked sideways. dicked diagonal. straight up dicking it. can i dick into someone please
System mapping is really frustrating because of all the backstory and context that it now needs. We have known about the DID since 2012 and there have been so many changes (especially in the last four years) it means if I want to write up about Izzy it means I have to write about Lizzy, Elle, Lexa, and Isabelle just to have any context of who this person is before I can then write anything else