#-moonie

[freaksofthestars]

I just want someone to actually care. I dont want to be alone.

[freaksofthestars]

Im just gonna try and sleep. its too fucking late for this.

[freaksofthestars]

Why does barely anyone care about us anymore. Why is our suffering just listed off as normal.

[freaksofthestars]

Why am I like this.

[freaksofthestars]

TW: sh and relapsing

I honestly want to fucking grab the scissors so bad that it hurts. As long as it doesnt go through the skin nobody is gonna know. It feel like im about to cry. Sunny im sorry I did anything in the first place..

[freaksofthestars]

Vent.

That feeling that youre bothering someone by tagging them in a post or reblog or even just posting in general when theyre online is honestly pretty common for most of us. Like, damn what if they get tired of us and we get blocked for being too annoying or being "clingy" by showing our support in our own way (fanfic, fanart, ect.)?? Like are they gonna hate us for constantly being a problem or??

[freaksofthestars]

vent.

its honestly starting to feel like we try everything to show our support to our friends and family and to show that we care, but nobody actually wants to act the same towards us in return. They do the bare minimum and move on with their day. We know its all fake concern from our parents or friends. They dont even try to keep up the act and its sickening.