#-river

[cliffside-tides]

sadpilled depressionmaxxing fr

minmaxxing my anxiety for maximum output

[angelvoicedsoldier]

Martin does not exist, though I do not believe this was a lie Moss made up to make it seem like an alter simply wanted us dead for no reason.

I have three theories: Martin is someone who exists in Moss's own subsystem and he simply never realized it, Martin is a name Moss gave to when he dissociates to the point of suicidality and self harm, or Martin simply does not exist and could be someone Moss made up when he didn't know he was fronting.

[givemeafuckingjoint]

Hiii how are you doingggg :3

I am well dear, how are you?

[givemeafuckingjoint]

opinions on Charlie (Morningstar)?

I like her, personally. She has a gorgeous design, lovely songs, and I am enjoying her story arc so far. She has made bad decisions but all people do, and I believe that flushes her out as a character much more and makes her feel more real.

[the1andonly-adrienbillcipherfan]

Realized the desperation motif is a thing in epic

It's when Ody yells "PUSH FOOOOOOORWARD" in survive and "NOOOOOOO" In keep your friends close

So I listened to other songs trying to find it.

So now I'm Odysseus because I realized that the second violin in hold them down has the desperation motif.

That filthy pig.

I want to kill something but there is nothing to kill and we don't have a bow to shoot.

stab an eraser

it helps

[the-starry-city]

I've come to the realization I am a polymind

Alterwise not collectively

I am the co-host, river

I have 2 different modes I go into, worker and lover

Worker tends to be more gender neutral and does a lot of stuff like cleaning, organizing, ect

Lover tends to be,, well a lover to my partner and more charismatic, as well as more gender masculine (though still nonbinary)

So uh yeah, if you think my experience is suddenly going to cause me harm simply bc I've found a label for it fuck right off

[the1andonly-adrienbillcipherfan]