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his first peaceful birthday in a while

#pressure #pressure roblox #sebastian solace #pressure painter #i heard some fish is turning 33 #.... again

#shaun evans #itv betrayal #betrayal gifs #new evans gifs #because he's disappeared off the face of the earth #.... again #where are you evans #we miss you #please do something soon #anything...#just a little glimpse is fine #just to prove you're regrowing those curls #you'd better be regrowing those curls #hot damn evans

I got fired.

it took me completely by surprise? I thought I was doing a good job and have been told so numerous times by colleagues last week. not only did I feel like I was doing a good job, for the first time in my life I also felt like this job was doable for me. it wasn't exhausting me to the extent I'm used to. I was able to recover quite well on my off days. howeverー

my boss concluded, after having seen me at work for barely two days "I can tell you are going to struggle too much with the busy surroundings." I told her that I'm not sure if it's fair for her to come to that conclusion all by herself without having taken the chance to get to know me or actually give me time to adapt and learn. I told her I felt I was doing a good job. she said I had been doing a good job but "trust me, this isn't going to work for you, I'm doing you a favor." I told her I don't think she is qualified to tell me what works best for me and she isn't doing me any favors by literally cutting me off from a stable income which I had been promised and was very much counting on.

after a lot of back and forth, I told her that the reason why I may struggle in the ways she observed is because I have autism and she said "oh but there's nothing wrong with that" and I was like yeah I know, but what I'm hearing is basically that you're firing me because of my autism? and she answered, plainly: "yes."

so yeah. anyway. I cried a lot. in front of my former boss. I still feel shocked honestly. I had been jobhunting for so long and it was such a relief to finally have a form of stable income. but now that's been taken from me again. idk what to do anymore. I can't go back to jobhunting hell but alas I guess I have no choice.

#kimu is FURIOUS #kimu is jobhunting #.... again #brb I'm going to have to cancel all the plans I made for the upcoming weeks #because all of these required an income to justify spending money on them #goodbye books I was going to get #I fucking hate it here #the only things keeping me sane currently are #1) listening to all of the jujutsu kaisen opening and closing songs on loop #2) the prospect of continuing watching jujutsu kaisen (my latest obsession)#3) my tmi reread

Caught myself fully about to lose my shit and spiral because I was getting super frustrated while school supply shopping and all of the academic planners within my budget were ugly and/or made of fake leather and it was legitimately making me so upset that I had to make myself walk away and chill the fuck out before I started yelling at people or having an anxiety spiral. Anyway on a totally unrelated note, I just started my period #mypmdd

#putting myself in the shame corner because I literally lost track of my birth control packet and stopped taking it #and now my cycle is all messed up #.... again #hashtag the consequences of my own actions #I'm supposed to take it every day at the same time and instead I take it no days at no time #because I forgor ....#thank god I'm a lesbian because it would be so over for me if I was taking it for contraception and not just hormonal regulation