#..........uh

[softshuji]

*the taxi just continues driving*

..........................uh, *starts looking out the window* surely, we'd be there by now. It wasn't that far, we've been driving quite a while, making me kinda nervous.

[bloodstainedlamb]

........it looks like Wagyu beef fat marbling.

[heirciel-moving]

idk.................. i had a moment.. of thinking pennywise.... was kinda cute..

[sofiasakharov]

∯ [since you asked so nicely]

I shouldn’t have ever gotten a crush on you. Really. You’re four years older than me and dammit I didn’t know it, I didn’t know that you were dating someone until a while after you got together, I didn’t know you were dating another friend until even more recently. 

I got a girlfriend and I love her so much. 

But, dammit, I still have a crush on you. Maybe if we’d gotten to talk more? For a while, we talked once a month, maybe twice a month if we were lucky. Then, recently, we started chatting a lot. But now we’re drifting apart again. I haven’t had anything to message you, or text you, or anything about, and I don’t know if you want to talk.

I mean, we chat, but it’s shallow. It doesn’t feel like much, unless it’s me crying to you and you comforting me, or me struggling to comfort you even though I’m not much. I’m small beside you and your presence swallows me up and I forget myself.

I care so much about you, though, and I’m sorry. I’m sorry I ended up in your friendgroup and I’m sorry I got a crush on you ever.

[cypress-tree]

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