„I want to marry you.”
„You want to.. what?”
„I want to marry you.”
„Bullshit. Where the hell did you get that idea from now? Why would you want to fucking marry me?”
„In many books, people ask someone they like a lot to marry them. Sometimes their parents tell them to marry somebody else though, and they protest because they don‘t want to marry someone they don‘t love. So that is what it means. You should only do that with someone you love.”
„Yeah, but you don‘t love me.”
„But I do.”
„No, I mean love like.. look, you don‘t want to have sex with me or kiss me or make out with me or anything, right?”
„Maybe I do?”
„You don‘t.”
„..if I did, would that mean I could marry you?”
„No that would not-- god, just shut up, okay?”
„To marry someone you love means you will be with this person forever, right? That they will stay with you no matter what, through good and bad, and always be by your side. I want that. I want you to always be with me. You are immortal, you do not wither and die like everybody else. You are my friend, you help me all the time, you cheer me up when I am sad, and you make the nights less lonely. I am happy when I am with you, and I have no reason to cry. I always want for things to be this way. I never want you to leave.”
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„I will not marry you.”
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„But I promise I‘ll stay by your side, okay?”
