Nov 25, 2025
> I believe I'm struggling with depersonalisation lately. I don't feel like anything. I'm nothing.
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> I believe I'm struggling with depersonalisation lately. I don't feel like anything. I'm nothing.
> I haven't felt dysphoric in a while. Today my dysphoria increased again. I'm anxious.
> I grow more and more scared of my own body as days go by. I can't control what's happening inside me, I'm afraid I'll suddenly die. I feel the bones, organs and blood vessels within me, sometimes they ache. I hate it.
> Lately I'm extremely dissociated not only from my body, but my sense of self too. I can't get in touch with any facets of my identity and it's stressing me out. I can't feel anything except a sense of emptiness.
> It's not the first time it's happened, it's been like this for years. I guess I just need to wait for it to go back to normal. It hurts, but there's nothing else I can do.
> I've tried opening up to my therapists about my alterhumanity. Never again.
> I have so much potential, but this god forsaken flesh prison is so limiting. Let me tear this disgusting skin suit off and be free.
> Whenever I get mad my system glitches. Every time I'm furious I'm me once again. I'm full of rage and I can barely restrain myself. I'm tired of repressing my anger.
> I feel like my old self died when I awakened. I don't recognise myself anymore. I don't know who I am anymore.