#011816

[the5sosarchive]

Calum at a bar with Mali-Koa and their friends — Jan. 18th, 2016

[the5sosarchive]

Calum with a friend — Jan. 18th, 2016

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Luke out with friends in Sydney — Jan. 18th, 2016

[annysalmostfamous]

1 Month Until Our 1 Year Anniversary. 🇫🇷🍾💗 #011816 #CityOfLights #CityOfLove #WhoWouldveThought #TunitasInParis #Iloveyou #ChristmasInParis2K16 #MiTuna (at Paris Airport)

[sweetmuffins-blog]

Hi cutieeeee!! 😍😚😎 #011816

[kairoslovexo]

So, this is what it was suppose to have felt like all along.

[dhaunting]

Another mistake. I’ve been too passive that certain people will inevitably abuse my kindness. Over and over again without even realising their actions with their ignorant minds. It’s time to bring out my assertiveness.

[jhukeepsgoing]

Life lately...011816.

We all woke up early dahil ngayon ang libing ni lola. Everyone has been very busy nung madaling araw pa lang. Ginising nga ako ni nanay para tumulong sa kanila pero pa humuhupa yung taray mode self ko kaya natulog lang ako ulit. Di ko nga mabilang kong ilang beses kong inikot-ikit yung mata ko.

By 8 in the morning, naghanda na ang lahat para umalis. Hindi kami pinapalabas ng bahay unless nailabas na ang kabaong ni lola. Hindi rin pwede sa kanila na bumuhat ng kabaong ang kahit sinong miyembro ng pamilya. Tapos kailangan, ang unang lumabas ang pinakapanganay na anak (with their kids) up to the youngest child ni lola. Once nakalabas na ng bahay, there’s no looking back. Kailangan, dire-diretso lang ang tingin. Weird.

I hate funerals. It’s one of the reasons why I changed a lot. Since my father passed away, I’m not the same person I used to be. I need to embrace the responsibilities he left to our family. I need to be tough. I need to act like it. But I’m happy that he’ll be together with her mom somewhere. At least I know he’s not alone.

After the mass, we walked for some kilometers going to the cemetery. It took us almost an hour to finally send lola in peace. Naawa nga ako sa kanya kasi andami pang kailangan gawin to adjust para maipasok lang siya. Ilang beses daw yun sinukat pero pagdating namin doon, di siya nagkasya agad. Kailangan pa tuloy kunan yung side ng kabaong niya. Naalog tuloy si lola sa loob. Imbes na makapgpahinga na siya ng matiwasay, ganun na nangyari.

Afterwards, pinamahagi na yung pack lunch na ginawa nila nung madaling araw. Not to be rude, pero hayy, nagmistulang piyesta yung eksena doon. I stayed inside the whole morning. Buti na lang niyaya kami ni nanay na pumunta ng bayan para bumili ng mga kailangan namin dahil aalis na kami ng madaling araw. We also had our family dinner and I’m glad that we were able to spend some time to bond bago kami bumalik sa mga kanya-kanyang buhay namin. Napagplanuhan naming magpipinsan na na mag outing by October this year. I’m hoping na sana matuloy. Pinagpipilian pa kung somewhere in Cebu kami, either in Bantayan Island or mag-aadventure sa Danasan Eco Park or sa Kalanggaman Island in Palompon, Leyte. Sasakay pa kasi si Kuya Karl ulit ng barko kaya siya yung pinagbabasehan namin sa eksaktong date.

Bago kami umuwi ng bahay, pumunta muna kami ng plaza. Ako lang ata yung matandang kasama ng mga pinsan ko na naglaro kasama sila. I really enjoyed their time especially the sea breeze!

We woke up by 12 midnight. Kailangan naming umalis ng mas maaga para makaabot kami sa 11AM na byahe ng barko. Kailangan pa kasi naming magland travel pabalik ng Ormoc City. I’m gonna surely miss the cold and fresh air.

Back to reality it is.