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Fanklub-Weihnachtsfeier // Christmas party with the fan clubs | December 2, 2014
I could rock some wings, I’m not sure about the underwear though!
Liam Payne at the Victoria's Secret show according to Express +
But maybe I was alone all along.
Recently I've come to the realisation that I'm completely alone. But not in the sense of not having people around me whom I can talk to-- it's more about the fact that there's nobody there to be with me and who enjoys being with me because of who I am. Most people like me (or pretend they do) because of what I can give to them. I'm tired of giving and never getting anything in return. I feel empty. And, due to my medication, I can't seem to cry any more. I feel like crying, but tears never come out of my eyes. Don't get me wrong--it's not that I'm sad. In fact, I've never felt happier in my life. But I feel there's a part of me that's missing. Maybe it's because I've been living with this feeling of sadness for too long, and my body has not got used to not feeling like crap. Or maybe the effects of my medication are slowly starting to fade. I don't know. I'm not feeling okay today, even though I know I should. It's weird... I don't know.
Maybe it's 'cause now I know the truth about people around me. Well, at least that's how I feel about them now that I'm able to think more clearly. I'm quite sure that once I stop being in the same classes as them, they'll stop talking to me. I can sense it. It's going to happen. And it's the most awful feeling in the world, feeling lonely.
I don't know. I don't even know why I'm starting to feel sad again.
IDK. I just don't like you sometimes. Oh well.