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03/01/2023
JALAN
Disaat ambisi memenuhi kepala dan kesempatan di depan mata tapi berlalu begitu saja karena konflik dengan diri sendiri. Mulai dari takut membuat kesalahan, hasil yang tidak sempurna, waktu yang terasa salah, hubungan sosial yang terlalu berbelit, merasa belum memenuhi kapasitas, ragu dengan diri sendiri, rendah diri, terlalu menunda dan ujung²nya berakhir stuck tanpa melakukan apa².
Hey, tapi katanya "It's only the way you see yourself"
Kalau kata Bang J.S Khairen: "Melangkah terus melangkah. Meski jalan, itu tetap melangkah."
Well time to learn if a whole thing of cooked shrimp makes me ill down the road.
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3rd day, trying to get my shit together
i'm so sleepy, i'm trying to fix my sleeping schedule so i didn't sleep today for more than 3 hours, i'm writing this while dozing off lol
i didn't do much today other than not sleep, i subscribed to a pro plan on milanote because i want to get back into writing and i started to take my vitamins again
i'm still not sure about what i want to do this year, i graduated in 2022 and i've been lost ever since, i want to learn a new language & focus on my art + writings but i also want to get a job and have an independent income but that will distract me from the things i truly want to do.... so idk if i should do what i WANT or i should sacrifice it for money lol i hope i make a firm decision soon.